第一章
humiandefenghanlengchegu，chuidelianjiashengteng。
“你在这等着。”
qiyelinzouqianshuodehuahaizaierbianhuixiang，tarangtadengzaizheili，tahentinghua。
tinghua......jiunengshaoshouzhemo......
shenhouchuanlaizaluandejiaobusheng，buxiangqiyede。
quhuanjingtidihuitou，yizhicucaodedashouturansisiwuzhuletadezui。
lunyidaozailubian，ertabeiqiangxingtuojinlelinzili。
houbeicazaidimianshang，yizhenzhenzhuotongchuanlai，sangekanbuqingliandenanrenweileshanglai。
“zheiniupiaolianga，zheibozhuandale，ze，zenmeshigequezini？”
“suanle，ganjinwanchengrenwunaqianqu。”
jigenanrenxiexiaoyitong，pobujidaidiyaleshanglai。
quhuanshuangshouzaikongzhonghuluanhuidazhe：“biepengwo！”
xianxideshouwanquebeirenmengdizuanjin，bieguotouding，pinmingdizhengzhayewujiyushi，kongjudeleishuixiongyongerxia。
“buyao......”
yilingbeiculudichekai，niukoushunjianbenglie，**dejifubaoluzaibinglengkongqili，sesefadou。
一切就像一场噩梦。
kesixinliefeidetengtong，quegewaiqingxidezaitashentilimanyan。
buzhiguoleduojiu，zheiwuzhijingdezhemocaijianjiantingzhi。
quhuanpitousanfadecongdishangpaqilai，suiliedelianyiqunshangzhanmanlenitu，hunshenshangxia，daochushicashangheyuqing。
“真脏。”
qiyedeshengyincongtoudingpiaolai。
quhuanjixieditaitou，muguangwushendikanxiangyingmianzoulaidenanren。
“weishenme？”kongdongdeshuangyanlizhishengxiajuewang，quhuansangyinsiya，yishuangyanjingkudetonghong。
“niwenwo？”qiyelengyanpiezheta，yandimanshibiyi：“shuoqilai，yaoshinizheishuangtuihainengzou，gangcaideshiyeweibihuifasheng。”
“nizizhaode，bushime？”
nanrenshibuguanjideshuozhe，wanxiayao，mengdeyibajiuqitadeyiling，yanshenlihaoxiangzangzhefenglidedaoren，guadetatiwuwanfu：“zheidoushinidebaoying，haisixiayaodebaoying。”
“quhuan，niyoushenmebumanyide？haodainihaihuozheni。keshi，nipeima？”
“gaiside，bugaishinima？”
......
tadeshengyinrutongmozhou，zaitanaohailihuizhibusan。
夏瑶，夏瑶，夏瑶。
xiayaosilesannian，zheigemingziyebeitanianlesannian。
tameiyoushaxiayao，kezhongmukuikuixia，xiayaoquebeita“tui”shanglecheshuimalongdegonglu。chulejingcha，meiyourenxinta。
wuzuishifang，taquehuochengletayanliyongyuandezuiren。
sannianlai，tadejieshihefankangzhihuijitadailaigengbaolideshanghaihezhemo，suoyitajianjiandongdelefucong。
jishizheiyang，tahaishibumanyime？weishenmeliantazuihouyidianzunyanyeyaoduozou？
yefengfuguo，hanchexinfei。
quhuanhunshensesuozhe，tiaojianfanshedezhichengqihaowuzhijuedeshuangtui，putongyishengguidaozaiqiyemianqian，jixiemamudeyibianbiankezhetou。
“shiwo，doushiwodecuo，duibuqi......”etouzhongzhongdekezaishikuaishang。
“qingniyuanliangwo......”jianruideshikuaishangjianchuxuehua。
......
qiyeshuoguo，taguidebushita，ershixiayao，takedetoubushiweita，ershiweixiayao。
zheisannianlai，zhiyoubutingdeketoudaoqian，cainengduanzandepingxitadenuhuo。
daotoulai，tayeshuobuqing，taduibuqidejiujingshixiayao，shita，haishitaziji。
“wogaisi......”dong，wenredexueyeyanzhenaomenliulemanlian。
yuanbenyiwei，tahetajiehun，shixiangxintale，buguaitale。sheizhijiehunneitian，caishitazhuirushenyuandekaishi。
xinhunye，tahedelanzui，cheyebuhui，tazhaodaotashi，tazaimaluzhongjianqiusi。
neiwantaweilejiuta，shiquleshuangtui。
zhidaozaibingchuangshangzhengkaiyanduishangtadeshixian，tadeyanshenli，zhiyouxianqihebuchi：“quhuan，zheishinidebaoying。”
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“nishigaisi。”toudingshang，nanrendeshengyinshiguanyoudelengmo，yinyuetouzhebunaifan。
zhemoletasannian，dagaitayeyanfanleba。
“buguo，nidehuozhe，jiuzheimesi，taibianyinile！”
laibujifanying，quhuanbeinanrenyibacongdishangjiuqilai，zhongzhongderengzailunyishang。
piankesijihou，quhuanxiaoxinyiyidizhuazhunanrendeyijiao。
“......qiye，sannianle，niyegaixiaoqile。woqiuni......fangwohuijiaba？”
siqichenchendeshuangyanli，meiyousihaoshencai：“woxiangwobamale......”
“he。”qiyemanlianchaofeng，chixiaozhe：“niyiwei......nihaiyoujiama？”