第1章
“laoban，dangnianjininjuanzengyanjiaomoderenzhaodaole，zheishitadeziliao。”
xiatianzhanzai35cengdechuanghuqian，diandiantou。
shenhouchuanheisidemishusuijituixia。
yigeyueqian，tadegongsichenggongzaimiguozhengquanjiaoyisuoshangshi，shizhidadaolesanbaiyi。
tayechengleguoneidefuhaozhiyi。
ersannianqian，xiatianbaishouqijiakaishichuangye。
gaoqiangdulianxugongzuoshutian，daozhiyongyanguodushiwangmotuoluo。
一度跌入人生低谷。
neishitameiqianmeishi，zhinengjingjingdengzheyanjiaomodepeidui。
jiuzaijihujuewangshi，yiyuanturanchuanlaixiaoxi。
yourenwuchangjuanxianleyanjiaomo，yezhengshizheiduiyanjiaomorangtazhongjianguangming，deyijixuchuangye。
sannianjian，xiatianyizhizaixunzhaozheigenimingdejuanzengzhe，danshizhongwuguo。
jintianzaoshang，mishuzongsuanshidiaochadaoledangniandejuanzengzheshenfen。
xiatianshenxiyikouqi，chaikaimishusonglaidedangandai。
打开档案袋。
yizhangjuanzengzhexinxibiaohechenjiuderijibenchuxian。
“yeningyu？zheibushi......wogaosanshitongzhuo？”
xiatianmeitouweizhou，fangxiaxinxibiao，zhuanerhuanhuanfankailezheifensedejiurijiben。
2012nian9yue1ri，qing。
jintianshizhuanxuediyitian，xintongzhuoxiatiantongxuekanshangquxiongxiongde，tahaoxiangxihuanbanzhang。
9月30日，晴。
xiatiantongxueshigedahaoren，haoxiangganxietashangcibangwoganzoulehuairen。keshitajintianyoubeibanzhangjujuele，ganjuetaxinqingbushihenhao！
12月24日，雪。
jintianlaiqinqile，duzihaotong，xiatiantongxuemaozhehaodadexuejiwoqumaileweishengjin。
zaogao，wohaoxiangxihuanshangxiatiantongxuele！！⁄(⁄⁄•⁄ω⁄•⁄⁄)⁄....
bububu，bunengzaolian！juligaokaojiushengxia165tianle，yaohaohaoxuexiya！
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2013nian6yue25ri，qing。
kaodehaibucuoei，xiwangnenggenxiatiantongxueshangyisuodaxue！
xiatiantongxuesihukaodebushihenhao.....haoxiangquanweita，keshitabuxiangjianwo。
12月11日，晴。
ai！xiatiantongxuemingmingzhidaoxubanzhangxinlimeita，kehaishizheimeguzhi。
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2020nian7yue3ri，dayu。
xiatiantongxueta......yaokanbujianlema？
7月9日，晴。
aizheng？yiliaozhizhong，kewohaibuxiangsi，yebuxiangbeizhuangjinneiyouheiyouxiaodehezili.....
buguomeiguanxi，zheiyangdehua，xiatiantongxuejiuyouyanjiaomokeyiyongle！
“woyizhijuede，zijiyouyitiannengzhuishangnidejiaobu。keshiwozoudetaimanle，shizhongmeinengzhuishangguoni，niyebucenghuitoukankanwo。”
“yuelianghenliang，liangyemeiyong，meiyongyeliang。woxihuanni，xihuanyemeiyong，meiyongyexihuan。”
“xiatiantongxue，zaijianla。kenengyujianni，jiuyijinghuaguanglewosuoyoudeyunqi。”
......
“shazi，shazi！yeningyunijiushizuidadeshazi！”
busuanhenhoudeyibenriji，xiatianzuzuhualeyigexiawucaikanwan，zaoyijingkudaoqibuchengsheng。
yuanlai，zaisannianqiantayanchuwentihoumeiduojiu，yeningyujiuquezhenlefeiai。
linsiqian，jiangyanjiaomowuchangjuanxianyuta。
zaixiatiannaohaizhong，zhujianfuxianchuleyeningyumohudeyangzi。
tazongshixihuanbayilingladehengao，jiangzijiliandangzhu，henshaoyourenhuikandaozheigexiaotoumingdezhenzhengzhangxiang。
mianduiwairenshi，shenzhiliantoudoubugantaiqi。shuohuashengyinnuonuode，xinggehenshiwenruan。
houlaibiye，tayouzaizijizhuiqiudenvhaidaxueli，jiandaoguoyeningyujici。
zheishixiatiancaifaxian，kouzhaozhixia，shiyizhangfeichangjingzhidelian。
buguotaneishihaimangzhedangxuyuandetiangou，zhishibeijingyanhou，jiumeizaifangxinshang。
nianshaoshideta，manyandoushixiaohuaxuyuan。
houlaixuyuanjujuetaduoci，zhuantoujiuhefuerdaizaiyiqi。
zheishicaichedixingwu。yuanlaizijijiushineizhong，yangjianmeitadoufangbuchuyijinengdecunzai….
zici，xiatianshuinifengxin，yanlizhishengxiazhuanqian！
zishizhizhong，doumeiyouzhengshiguozheigemomoxihuanzhezijidenvhai......
dangchudaodishiyouduoxia，caikanbuchuzheigenvhaixihuanzijini？
yuanlai，zijibeiyeningyuxihuanlezhengzhengyigeqingchun！
可是这一切都晚了！
“咕噜，咕噜！”
youchoudexiatian，daoleyeshihejiu。
tayaolaisanpingbaijiuyikouyinxia，zheicairangbeitongdexinhaoshoulexie。
danhenkuaijiujingerxilai，yitouzhazaizhuozishangchedishiquleyishi。
恍惚间。
xiatianfangfokandaolechuanzheyixibaiqunzhazhemaweibian，bochunhongrun，yanmouqingcheerwenroudenvhai，zhengbeishouzhanzaitamianqian。
taqingqingxiaozhe，zuichunweizhang，xiaoyeruhua。
“xiatiantongxue，woxihuanniya。”
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“haojiahuo，xiatianyouyaojibanzhangbiaobaileme？”
“neikendingshia，shoupengmeiguihua，nazheqingshu，buyongxiangle，kendingshiyaogenxuyuanbiaobai。”
xiatianjuedeyouxietouyun，erpanghaiyouermingshengzuoxiang。
他觉得这是喝醉了。
dengtahuanhuanzhengkaiyanjing，faxianzijishoupengzheyidashuyujinxiangzhanzaijiangtaishang。
youshouhaizuanzheyifengqingshu。
erjiaoshihoufangdeqiangshang，tiezhefeichangxingmudegaokaodaojishi。
“juligaokaohaisheng：99tian！”
ertayanqian，zeshiyizhangzhangqingsedelianpang。
“wozheishi......zhongshengle？？”
huanhuantaiqitou，youzhonghuangrugeshideganjue。
zheiyiqiedoushineimeshuxi。
tazhongshengdaole2013nian，juligaokaohaisheng99tiandeshihou。
qianshitazaizheiyitian，mailexuyuanzuixihuandeyujinxiang，aoyexiehaoleqingshu。
zaiwuxiudeshi，dangzhequanbanrendemianzaicixiangbanzhangxuyuanbiaobai。
haobuyiwaideyoubeijujuele。
xuyuandeliyoushi：zaidushudeshihoubuxiangtanlianai，huidanwuxuexi。
buguoshangdaxuehou，xiatianyouquzhaoguotabiaobai，xuyuanyijiunazhezheigejiekoujujueta。
“gangshangdayi，youdiantaizhejile。”
“aiya，woyemeixiangdaodaerkehuizheimeduo，dasanwoyuanyihenishishi.....”
“dasi！dasiwojiuyuanyizuonidenvpengyou！”
zhidaozaishangdasihoudeyigeyuye。
xiatianqinyankanjiantashangleyiliangmaibahe，tazheicaifanranxingwu。
zijishenqingjinbuqudedifang，zaojiubeibierenkaizhemaibahejinqule......
“xuyuankuaiguolai，nikeshijintiandenvzhujiao！”
gaozhongshengqihongnenglishihenqiangde，dajiadourenweijiexialaixiatianyouyaobiaobaile，suoyixuyuanyijingbeihaojigenvshengladaoletamianqian。
ranercishidexiatian，zhuyiliyagenbuzaixuyuanshenshang。
tayanshenchuanguorenqun，jiqiedesouxunzheneigexinxinnianniandeshenying。
果不其然。
yeningyujiuzuozaijiaoshideyijiao，zhengminzhezuibabiaoqingyouxieshiluodekanzhexiatianzheigefangxiang。
yuxiatianmuguangpengzhuanghou，yanshengewaijinghuang，lianmangchuixialexiaolian，naqibizaibenzishanghuluanxiezhedongxi。
kandaozheiyimu，tabiziyisuan。
“xiatian，nihailengzheganshenmeni，kuaibadongxijixuyuanya！”
turan，xuyuandehaoguimichenjiayi，daduanlexiatiandesixu。
tazheicaihuiguoshen，ditoukanqu。
zhengshiqianshixihuanleyizhenggexueshengshidaidenvsheng——xuyuan。
suiranxianzaidexuyuanhaibuhuihuazhuang，dantashencaigaotiao，wuguanjingzhi，jiyaodezhangfarangtafeichangyouqizhi。
haoxiangtazhanzainaer，naerjiushifengjing，tayongyuanshirenqundangzhongzuipiaoliangdeneiyige。
qiantishi，yeningyubuzaizheiqunrenli。
“kuaibiaobaiya，daihuierwuxiushijianjiudaole，denglaoshiguolai，nizhunbeidezheiyiqiekejiuyaopaotangle！”
chenjiayizaicicuicu，zheijuhuarangxuyuanhaixiudedixiatou，guaichenyisheng。
“aiyajiayi，nizaishuoshenmeni！”
tayagenmeidasuanjieshouxiatiandebiaobai，zhishixiangshouzheifenxurongbale。
xuyuanhuanhuantaiqitou，chongxiatianxiaolexiao，ranhoushenchushou。
“xiatian，zheihuawoshouxiale，jiudangnishiguliwoyaohaohaoxuexi。buguonishoushangdexinhaishishouhuiquba，wozhiqiangaosuguonide......”
yankanzhehuayaobeinazou，xiatianlianmangbahuawanghouyinuo。
biaoqingyouxieguaiyidikanxiangxuyuan。
“banzhangnizheishiganma？huashiwomaijibanshangtongxuede，meigerendouyou，xiwangdajianengzaijiexialaide98tianlidajianulijiayou。”
“e…..nigaibuhuiyiweizheihuashidandusongnide，ranhouwoyaoxiangnibiaobaiba？neixiangfahaizhenshizisia，zheimingmingshifenxiangjidajiadexiyue。”
dunshi，jiaoshiliyipianjijing。
xuyuanshenchudeshoujiangzaibankong，lianshanghaixiudexiaorongshunjianninggu，cikexiandewubiganga......