第3章 真想知道我是谁?

diantiwaidelingyi,chuanzheyishenjiancaidetideheisexizhuang,goulechutahuangjinbilideyijiashencai。

kuanjianzhaiyao,shenziqizhang,peishangtazhuoyuechuzhongdewaimao,jianzhijiushixingzoudeheermeng,nvxingshashoudechenghaoguozhenbushibailaide。

zaijiandaotadechanei,lijingzhizhenggerenjiuheshuqidaocideciwei,jingtididingzheta,hunshenjinbeng。

zheimejindejuli,lingyiziranyeshijiandaolediantilidelijingzhi。

tachuanzheyishenyansudezhiyezhuang,hezuoyezaizijichuangshangwumeideyangzijianzhipanruoliangren。

lingyishuangmouyiliang,tingxialeheshenbianrendetanhua:“zhangjingli,neixianzheiyang,jutishixiangyihouzaitan。”

“haodehaode,lingzong,wosongni!”

“bubi!”lingyimouguangdoumeiconglijingzhishenshanglikaiguo,touyebuhuidijindianti,guanmen,jiangwaimianderengejue。

“xiaoyemao,womenyoujianmianle。”lingyihaoxinqingdichaotamaibu。

juliyijin,duifangshenshangdeqianxiangjiuqingxirubi,yiqitameimiaodeziwei,lingyidehoujierenbuzhugundongleyixia。

zuotianwanshangguangxianhunan,tadoumeihaohaokankantademoyang。

tazhidaotazhangdepiaoliang,jintianzixiyikan,caizhidaoshiduomedejingweitianren。

tabenjiuzhangdejiweijingzhi,jinrihualedanzhuang,shidewuguangengjiachucai。

bazhangdadexiaolianshang,yishuangwuheidexingmoudichui,nongheidejiemaozaiyanxiayinchuyipianyinying。tadejiemaohenzhang,yizhayizhadijiurupushanban。

“ni、nibieguolai!”lijingzhixionghandidengzhebuduanchaozijikaojindenanren,huayuquekekebanban,chumailetadejinzhang。

chouzhetaneinaixiongnaixiongdemoyang,lingyijiuganjuexiongkoubeiyizhixiaonaimaodezhuazinaoleyixia,yangyangde,rangrenchunchunyudong。

diantiyejiuzheimefangcundekongjian,meijibu,lingyijiuzhanzailelijingzhideshenqian,ditouchouzhedidangzaizijixiongkoudexiaoshou,xindishuobuchuderouruan。

buzhidaoshibushixianzijikaodetaijin,xiumeicuqi,fenchunyejinminzhe,yiliandebunai。

她讨厌自己的靠近?

renzhidaozheiyidian,lingyibiaoshihenbukaixin。

shenshouwozhutadexiaoshou,qingqingyibo,liangrenjianjiuchedimeilegehe,taqingeryijudihetajiaoruandeshenqutiegezhengzhe。

“niganshenme,lingyi!”ganshoudaoduifangwenredexiongtang,lijingzhishuditaitoudengzheyanqiandenanren,mouziliyinyintiaozheliangtuannuhuo。

jiandaotadefanying,lingyitiaotiaomei,bunufanxiao:“haizhenshigexiaoyemao。”shenshounieqitaxiaoqiaojingzhidexiae,coujinta,wen,“zaizheiligongzuo?”

lijingzhinaonu,niutoushuaikaitadeshou。

心底的屈辱感再起。

zijidezhangfurenbudeziji,queyoubatadangzuowaimiandenvrenliaobo。

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“hehe,”yizhendixiaocongtoudingchuanlai,dichencixingdesangyinzaicixiangqi,“buxiangshuo,neiwohuangewenti。”

lingyiyouyoudewangzheta,chunjiaogouqiyimoxiaoyi,youcoujinletajifen,jiyuyutadechunpanxiangtie:“nijiaoshenme?neitianwanshangshisheidainiqulingjiade,ng?”

shangtiaodeweiyin,daizhewujindechanmianzhizi。

lijingzhikanzhejinzaizhichidejunyan,mouzhongdenuhuogengjiawangsheng,wangjintachongmanxingweideheimou,lengshengwen:“zhenxiangzhidaowoshishei?”

lingyitiaomei,dengdaitadexiawen。

lijingzhijianzhuang,xindihenhendixiang:nizijidoubuyaolianle,jiubuyaoguaiwole!

suiyangqiyibianchunjiao,fengcidikaikou:“lingyi,nitinghaole,wojiushini……”