1guaiwujijiewomenxiaoduizhiyousangeren。chaosji，renleizuihoudewangpai，
tingqilaixiangshiyaozhengjiushijiedechenghao。danshijishang，womenzhishisangebeimingyuntuidaoxuanyabianshangdeguaiwu。
daihao“shennv”dexiaohuasuqingzhu，nenglishi“gtsjijuhua”。zheibushijiandandebianda，
ruguojinjinshitijipengzhang，tazishendezhongliangjiuhuishunjianyakuaguge，neizangpolie。tadenengli，
shizaibiandadetongshi，shentimidu、qiangdu、liliang，yiqiedeyiqiedouchengzhishujibaozeng，yijiaocaixiaqu，
chengshixiangkuaisubing。weiyidefuzuoyong，huozheshuo，weiyideqijing——yifubianbuda。lingyige，
daihao“guihun”deyinyangtoushaonv，tajiaoshenme，meirenzhidao，womendoujiaotaxiaomo。zuobanbianshiyayubandehei，
youbanbianshiyueguangsidebai，heibaifenmingdeduanfaxiashiyizhangmoranyanshidelian。tahunshenshangxia，congbojingdaojiaohuai，
doupamanleyiyibumingdeheise“fuwen”，xiangshimouzhonggulaoerxieedeqiyue。tadenenglishi“busi”，
yigetingqilaijiuhenlaipidenengli。zenmegebusifa？meirenshuodeqing。tazijiyezhishiwaizhetou，
yongneishuangkanshenmedouxiangkansiwudeyanjingshuo：“dagaijiushisile，ranhoucongbiededifangzaihuilaibei。
”congshijiandefengxili，huozhecongmougepingxingshijiedefenzhili，meirengaodedong。fanzheng，tasiguohenduocile。
wojianguotabeihundunshengwulanyaoyaoduan，shangbanshenhaizaiduiwoxiao，shuo“daihuierjian”。ranhou，xiayimiao，
yigewanhaowusundetajiucongpangbiandexiangzilizouchulai，tiletizijihaimeixiaoshideshiti，piepiezui，
“zhennankan。”2anxunsizhilizuihoushiwo。wodenenglizuibuwending，yezuiweixin。“anxunsi”。dui，
jiushizheisangezi。zhiyaowodaxindili，congqianyishidecengmian，renweiyijianshiyouneimedianerkenengxing，
tajiuhuifasheng。woxunsizheibasuoxiudechabuduole，yijiaojiunengchuaikai。yushi，
neibataihejindefangbaomensuojiuhuishunjianxiushidexiangkuaifangleyiqianniandetiegeda，qingqingyipengjiuhuazuojifen。
woxunsizidanfeiguolaideshihou，kongqizulihuidaneimeyidiandian，rangtapianligejihaomi。yushi，
wojiunengzaiqianglindanyulisanbu。danzheigenengliyouqijueduidexianzhi——helixing。
bixushiwozijidouxinfudehelixing。xietaishanyichaobeihai，zheizhongshiwoxiangdoubuganxiang，
shilezhihuirangwonaozitengdexiangyaozhakai。keruguowoxunsi，zheikuaidashitoudixiaganghaoyougebuwendingdejiegou，
woyiquanxiaqu，nengyinfaliansuofanyingrangtabengdiaoyijiao……zheijiuhenyoukenengchenggong。wodezhandou，
jiushiyichangzijipianzijiderenzhizuozhan。3huiyamiwuerwomenzheiciderenwu，mubiao，shihuiyashi。
yizuoyijingcongditushangbeimochu，beiwubianwujidehuisenongwulonggaidechengshi。nongwudezhongxin，
yunyuzheyigedaihaowei“wumaozhishen”dehundunjuheti。tazainiuquxianshi。bushiwulishangdepohuai，
shigenggenbende，congluojicengmianshangdeqinshi。womenchengzuodezhishengjizainongwuwaiweibailichujiangluo，zaiwangqian，
suoyoudedianzishebeidouhuishiling，luopanhuixiangfengledetuoluoyiyangluanzhuan。
suqingzhuchuanzheyishenbianyuhuodongdebaiseyundongfu，zhangfazhachenggaomawei，
qinglidelianpangshangxiezheyirujiwangdechenjing，fangfowomenbushiyaoqutushen，zhishiqujiaoyou。
zhiyoutaneiweiweizuanjindequantou，xieluletadeyisijinzhang。xiaomozediaoerlangdangdikaozaicangmenshang，
zuilijiaozhepaopaotang，chuichuyigedadadepaopao，“pa”diyishengpolie。“woshuo，”tatizhemei，kanxiangwo，
“zheiciyaosijicicainenggaoding？”womeilita，zhishibishangyanjing，kaishiwode“anxun-si”。woxunsi，
zheipiannongwusuirannengganraodianzishebei，dantabenzhishangyeshiyizhongwuzhi，shiwuzhijiuhuiyoumidubujundedifang。
woxunsi，fenghuibazheixiemiduxibodedifangchuichengyitiaolinshide、wanyanquzhedetongdao，suiranbuwending，
danzugouwomenzouguoqu。woxunsi，wodeyanjingnengqiahaobuzhuodaoguangxianzaizheixietongdaolizheshechudeweiruochayi。
wodetaiyangxuekaishitutuditiao，xiangshiyougengangzhenzailimianjiao。chengle。wozhengkaiyan，yanqiandehuiseshijie，
zaiwoshiyelifuxianchuyitiaojihukanbujian，queyouzhenshicunzaide，youwushuguangdianzuchengdelujing。“zouba。
”woshuo，“genzhewo，bieluankan，yebieluanxiang。”xiaomowusuoweidisongsongjian，genzaiwoshenhou。
suqingzhuzezouzaizuihou，taqingqingdiwen：“nideliansebutaihao。”“naolihuo，haolan。”wosuikoudadao。
4wumaozhishentaruhuiwudeyishunjian，shijieanjingle。bushimeiyoushengyindejing，
shilianshengyinzheigegainiandoubeichoulidesiji。wonengganjuedaowodeshengdaizaizhendong，quetingbudaozijishuohua。
wokandaoxiaomodezuizaidong，xiangshizaishuoshenme，danwoyigeziyetingbujian。zheijiushi“wumaozhishen”delingyu，
guizedeniuqu，congboduowugankaishi。wolikekaishixinde“xunsi”。woxunsi，womensangechangnianbingjianzuozhan，
zaojiuyoulechaoyueyuyandemoqi。woxunsi，yigeyanshen，yigedongzuo，jiuzuyichuandibiyuyangengfuzadexinxi。
danaodecitongganjiajule，danxiaoguoyeliganjianying。wohuitou，jilesuqingzhuyigeandingdeyanshen。
talikemingbaile，dianlediantou，biaoqinghuifulezhending。xiaomozeduiwobilegezhongzhi，
zuijiaoliekaiyigechaofengdexiaorong，neiyisiwodong：“jiuzheidianxiaochangmian？
”womenzaizheitiaowuxingzhilushangzoulehenjiu。jiaoxiadeboyoumaluxiangshixiguangdehaimian，caishangquruanmianmiande，
meiyourenhehuikui。lubiandejianzhuniuqudexiangshifangaodehua，chuanghuxiangyizhizhijudadeyanjing，
kongdongdizhushizhewomen。turan，zouzaizuiqianmiandewotingxialejiaobu。qianfangdelujing，duanle。bushixiaoshi，
shibeiyizhong……jueduide“wu”jijieduanle。neishiyidongkanqilaipingpingwuqidegongyulou，dantajiwodeganjue，
jiuxiangshi3dyouxilijiazaishibaidemoxing，yibufencunzai，yibufenshixukong。“zenmele？
”suqing-zhu-de-sheng-yin-tu-ran-zai-wo-nao-hai-li-xiang-qi。bushichuanyinrumi，
shigengguiyidefangshi。wolikefanyingguolai，bushitahuileshenmexinzhaoshi，ershizheilideguizeyoubianle。sixiang，
keyizhijiebeitingjian。“**，niliangnengbunengbiexiangneixieyoudemeide？
”xiaomoneichongmanxianqideshengyinyezaiwonaozilizhakai，“yigezaixiangwanyitabiandalewogaikannaer，
yigezaixiangwanyitasileshitizenmedaihuiquhuohua。fanbufana？”wohesuqingzhudeliantongshijiangzhule。
wodequezaixiang，suqingzhuyidanjijuhua，taneibuzhepianlvdezitai，zaizheipianguiyidechengshili，
wogairuhezichu。ersuqingzhu……tajingranzaixiangwosihoudeshi？tadelianjiashunjianzhangdetonghong，
neiqinglengdeqizhidangranwucun，naohailideshengyinyejiejiebabaqilai：“wo……wozhishizuozuihuaidedasuan！
zhanshuyuan！”“xinglexingle，bizui，budui，binao。”xiaomobunaifandidaduanwomen，“qianmianneiwanyier，
zenmeshuo？”woqiangpozijilengjingxialai，zhuanzhudidingzheneidong“cuowu”degongyulou。tazai“shanshuo”。
meiyicishanshuo，tadexijiedouzaibianhua。chuanghudeshuliang，qiangbideyanse，shenzhiloucengdegaodu。
tabushiyigegudingdewuti，tashiyigegailvde**ti。“zheidongxi，womenguobuqu。”wo“shuo”。
“neijiuhuileta。”su-qing-zhu-de-xiang-fa-hen-jian-dan-zhi-jie。“meiyongde，
”woyaoleyaotou，“tabucunzaiyu‘keyibeicuihui’zheigegainianli。nigongjita，
jiuxiangshihuiquandaxiangyigeshuxuegongshi。”“neizenmeban？raolu？”“zheilidekongjianshizhediede，
meiyou‘raolu’zheigexuanxiang。”woshenxiyikouqi，kanxiangxiaomo，“gainile。”xiaomolengleyixia，
ranhoumingbailewodeyisi。tazuijiaoyilie，luchuyigebingtaiyouxingfendexiaorong。“haoa。”“rangwokankan，
zheicihuishizenmegesifa。”5shengsizhimentashuowan，haobuyouyudi，maibuzouxiangneidongshanshuodegongyulou。
zaitatarugongyulouyingxiangfanweideyishunjian，tadeshentikaishixiangneidonglouyiyang“shanshuo”。
tadezuoshoubianchenglejizhua，youtuibianchengleyijiekumu，lianshangyibanshiyinger，yibanshilaoren。
dantahaizaiwangqianzou，lianshangshenzhidaizheyisihaoqi。ranhou，tazhenggeren，
jiuxiangyigedianshixinhaobuhaodexuehuadian，pudiyixia，xiaoshile。chedi，ganjing，
lianyisicunzaidehenjidoumeiliuxia。suqingzhuxiayishidiwojinlequantou，zhijiashenshenqianruzhangxin。
jibianjianguohenduoci，zheizhongyanzhengzhengkanzhetongban“beimochu”dejingxiang，yijiurangrenxinji。womeidong，
zhishijingjingdidengzhe。yimiao。liangmiao。shimiao。“wei。”yigeshengyincongwomenshenhouchuanlai。
wohesuqingzhumengdihuitou。xiaomozhengkaozaiwomenganggangzouguodeyigeludengganshang，haishineifudiaoerlangdangdeyangzi，
zhishiliansebaidexiangzhi，heibaifenmingdetoufayexiandeyouxieandan。tazuilidiaozheyigenbangbangtang，
hanhubuqingdishuo：“neibian……shitiaosilu。”“shenmeyisi？”wowen。“zimianyisi。
”tababangbangtangnachulai，zhilezhineigefangxiang，“wogangcaitiyanledagaiyiqianqibaizhongsifa。beigainianmosha，
beiluojibeilunchengbao，beishijianniansuichengfenmo……zuihoudejielunshi，
renheshitucong‘cunzai’zhuangtaijinruneigequyudewuti，douhuibeidaoxiang‘bucunzai’dejieju。”tadunledun，
youbuchongleyiju：“neidonglou，shigeguolvqi。yigezhiyunxu‘bucunzai’tongguodemen。
”“bucunzai”demen……wojujiaozhezheijigezi，yigefengkuangdeniantoukaishizainaozhongchengxing。“womingbaile。
”suqingzhuhexiaomodoukanxiangwo。“xiaomo，nihainengzaisiyicima？”wowen，shengyinyouxieganse。
xiaomotianletianbangbangtang，wusuoweididiandiantou：“zhiyaonibierangwosidetaimeichuangyijiuxing。”“zheicibuyiyang。
”wodingzhetadeyanjing，“woyaonisihou，buyaolike‘huilai’。”xiaomodedongzuotingzhule。
taneishuangwannianbubiandeyanshiyanli，diyiciliuluchuyisizhenzhengyiyishangdekunhuo。“shenmeyisi？
”“nidenengli，shicongshijianzhanghehuozhepingxingshijie‘guilai’，duiba？”wokaishizhenglisilu，
“yejiushishuo，zaini‘si’le，danhaimei‘huilai’dezheigejianxili，
nichuyuyizhong‘cunzaiyubucunzaidediejiatai’。nijisile，yehuozhe。jizaizheili，yezaibiechu。
”“suoyini？”“suoyi，zaineiyishunjian，nijiushineige‘bucunzai’dedongxi。nikeyichuanguoneishanmen。
”woshuo。“chuanguoquzhihouni？”xiaomowen，tadiyiciduizijidenenglijinxinglerucishenrudesikao。
“chuanguoquzhihou，niyaozuoyijianshi。”wokanzheta，“niyaozaimendelingyibian，xiangxiangyige‘ni’。
yigewanhaowusun，huoshengshengde‘ni’。ranhou，nide‘guilai’，jiuhuiyineigenixiangxiangdezuobiaoweijidian，
zaineilizhonggou。”xiaomochenmole。zheishizaitawushucidesiwangyuzhongshengzhong，congweiyouguodechangshi。
tayizhishibeidongdi“guilai”，guilaidaolisiwangdidianzuijindeanquanweizhi。erwo，
xianzaiyaotazhudongxuanze“guilai”dedidian。zheiqizhongdefengxian，buyaneryu。ruguoshibai，
takenenghuiyongyuanmishizaineixiebukemingzhuangdeshikongluanliuli，zaiyehuibulaile。“youdianyisi。”banshang，
xiaomoxiaole，neixiaoronglidaizheyisifengkuangdedutuqixi，“duzhugouda，woxihuan。”“niquedingma？
”suqingzhudeshengyinlichongmanledanyou，“zheitaiweixianle。”“weixian？”xiaomochixiaoyisheng，“suda**，
nishibushiwangle，woderensheng，chulesiwang，jiumeibiedexinxianshile。xianzaihaoburongyiyoudianxinhuayang，
wozenmenengcuoguo？”tashuowan，babangbangtangdegunzisuishouyireng，zaicizouxiangneidonggongyulou。“jizhu，
”woduizhetadebeiyingdahan，huozheshuo，shizainaozilidahan，“chuanguoquzhihou，buyaohuitou！yebieguanwomen！
niyaozuode，jiushihuoxialai，ranhougaosuwomenmenduimiandeqingkuang！”6daoxuanzhichengxiaomomeiyouhuitou，
zhishisuiyidibailebaishou。tazaicitaruneipianquyu，shentizaicikaishishanshuo，bengjie。zheiyici，
taxiaoshidegengkuai，gengchedi。wohesuqing-zhu-jing-jing-di-zhan-zai“men”qian，xianrulemanzhangdedengdai。
shijianzaizheiliyijingshiquleyiyi。kenengshiyifenzhong，yekenengshiyigeshiji。suqingzhudehuxihenpingwen，
dantanaohailidesixuquexiangyituanluanma，chongmanlegezhongdanyouhejiashe。woqiangpozijibuquting，
jiangsuoyoudejingshenlidoujizhongzai“anxunsi”shang。woxunsi，xiaomode“busi”benzhi，
shiyizhongbi“wumaozhishen”deluojiniuqugengdicengdeyuzhouguize。woxunsi，tayidingnengchenggong。
zheibujinjinshiqipan，zheishiwoyongwodenengli，zaiweitazengjiachenggongde“helixing”。wodenaodaiyoukaishitengle，
danzheiciwoyaoyachengzhe。turan，wodenaohaili，xiangqileyigeweiruo、duanduanxuxu，quewubiqingxideshengyin。
shixiaomo。“……ting……dedaoma……？”wohesuqingzhujingshenyizhen。“tingdaole！”wolikehuiying，
“nichenggongle？”“……made……chadian……jiuhuibulaile……”xiaomodeshengyindaizhejiehouyushengdepibei，
“zheili……hewaimian……wanquanshilianggeshijie。”“kandaoleshenme？”“yipian……daoxuandechengshi。
”xiaomochuanzheqi，“womentoudingshang，shilingyizuohuiyashi，suoyoudejianzhudoutouchaoxia。erwomenjiaoxia，
shiwujinde……huisetiankong。”daoxuandechengshi？wolikemingbaile。womenxianzaisuozaide，
shixianshishijieyuhundunkongjiandejiafeng，yigejingxiangceng。neidonggongyulou，jiushilianjiebiaolilianggeshijiedetongdao。
“wumaozhishen”debenti，jiuzaineigedaoxuandechengshili。“tongdaowendingma？”wowen。“buwending，
”xiaomohuida，“wonengganjuedao，tazaipaichiwo。wozaizheili……yexianggecuowu。”“womenyaozenmeguoqu？
”苏晴竹问。
zheigemen……zhiren‘bucunzai’dedongxi……”zhiren“bucunzai”dedongxi……7shennvjuexingwodemuguang，
luozailesuqingzhushenshang。suqingzhuyeganjuedaolewodezhushi，tadeshentiweiweiyijiang。tazhidaowoyaoshuoshenme。
youyigebanfa。yigefengkuang，danlilunshangkexingdebanfa。suqingzhudenengli，“jijuhua”，zaibiandadeshunjian，
tashentideyiqiewulichangshudouhuibeigaixie。zhiliang，midu，qiangdu……zaineiyishunjian，
jiude“suqingzhu”sile，xinde“jurensuqingzhu”danshengle。congmouzhongyiyishanglaishuo，
neiyeshiyige“cunzai”yu“bucunzai”delinjiedian。ruguo，tanengkazaineigelinjiedianshang，
yongbianshendenenglianghongliu，qiangxingchongkaizheige“bucunzaizhimen”ni？“buxing。