wufanjieshuhou，shenqinggezhaojiekoushuoyaohuisushewuxiu，heguyanshenfenkaile。
huidaosushe，tazhijiepudaochuangshang，yongbeizimengzhutou。
"womenconglaimeiyouneizhongganjue。"
guyanshendehuazaitanaohailifanfubofang，meiyibiandouxiangdaoziyiyangzhazaixinshang。
yuanlaizaitayanli，tazhendezhishigeputongpengyou。lianyidiandiandekenengxingdoumeiyou。
lixiaoyutuimenjinlai，kandaoshenqinggedeyangzi，danxindiwendao："qingge，nizenmele？"
"meishi，jiushiyoudianlei。"shenqinggedeshengyinmenmende。
"zhendemeishima？nikanqilaixinqingbutaihao。"
shenqinggexiankaibeizi，qiangjichuyigexiaorong："zhendemeishi，kenengshichichengle。"
lixiaoyuhuyidikanletajiyan，meizaizhuiwen。
shoujixiangleyixia，shixiaohaoshoudaodexiaoxi。
guyanshen："xuemei，nizaiganma？"
shenqinggebuxianghuifu，danyoupataqiyi。tashenxiyikouqi，dazi："zaisushexiuxi。"
"woyehuisushele，gangcaihepengyouchiwanfan。"
"tashininvpengyouma？"shenqinggerenbuzhuyouwenleyibian。
"bushi，woshuole，zhishiputongpengyou。"
"neiniyounvpengyouma？"
zheiciguyanshenyouyuleyihuiercaihuifu："meiyou。"
"weishenme？xiangnizheiyangderen，yinggaiyouhenduonvshengxihuanba。"
"kenengshiyuanfenhaimeidaoba。"
shenqinggelengxiao。yuanfenmeidao？mingmingtajiuzaitashenbian，ketajiushikanbujian。
"nilixiangzhongdenvpengyoushishenmeyangde？"tajixuwendao。
"zheigema..."guyanshensihuzairenzhensikao，"shanliang，congming，youqu，zuizhongyaodeshinenggoulijiewo。"
"jutiyidianni？biruwaimao。"
"waimaobushizuizhongyaode，buguowobijiaoxihuanganjingqingshuangdenvsheng，buyaotainongdezhuangrong。"
shenqinggexiayishidimolemozijidelian。tapingshiqueshibuzenmehuazhuang，zuiduojiushitugechungao。congzheigejiaodulaishuo，tayinggaifuheguyanshendexihao。
"还有吗？"
"piqiyaohao，buyaotaizuo。nenggouduli，youzijidexiangfahemubiao。"
zheixietiaojianshenqinggejuedezijidoufuhe。taxinggewenhe，henshaofapiqi，xuexiheshenghuodouhenduli，yeyouzijidezhiyeguihua。
keweishenmeguyanshenjiushibuxihuantani？
"tingqilainideyaoqiutinggaode。"tadazidao。
"yebusuangaoba，zhuyaoshiganjueduilejiuxing。"
感觉。
又是这个词。
shenqinggeturanxiangqigaozhongshikanguodeyipianwenzhang，limianyoujuhuashuo：aiqingmeiyoudaolikejiang，nikeyiliechuyibaigexihuanyigerendeliyou，danruguomeiyouganjue，neixieliyoudoumeiyong。
yexutaheguyanshenjiushizheiyang。keguantiaojiandoufuhe，danjiushimeiyouneizhongxindongdeganjue。
zhishaoduitalaishuoshizheiyang。
手机又响了一下。
"xuemei，wonengwenniyigesirenwentima？"
"什么问题？"
"niyouxihuanderenma？"
kandaozheigewenti，shenqinggedexintiaoyoujiasule。tadingzhepingmu，buzhidaogaizenmehuida。
shuoyoudehua，takenenghuiwenshishei。shuomeiyoudehua，youxiandetaijia。
"suanshiyouba。"tazuizhongxuanzeleyigemohudedaan。
"suanshiyou？shenmeyisi？"
"jiushiyouxihuanderen，danshimeiyouzaiyiqi。"
"weishenmemeiyouzaiyiqi？shiduifangbuxihuannima？"
"duifangbawodangpengyou。"shenqinggedawanzheijuhua，yankuangturanyouxieshirun。
"neitayidingshixiale。"guyanshenhenkuaihuifudao，"nengbeinixihuanshitadexingyun，tabuzhenxishitadesunshi。"
zheijuhuarangshenqinggejigandongyounanguo。
gandongdeshiguyanshenzaianweita，nanguodeshitabuzhidaozijizaianweishei。
"xiexie。"tajiandandihuifulelianggezi。
"yaobuyaogenwoshuoshuotashishenmeyangderen？yexuwokeyijiniyixiejianyi。"
shenqinggekuxiao。rangguyanshenjizijichuzhuyizhuitaziji？zheiyetaihuangmiule。
"算了，不想说。"
"haoba，neiwomenliaodianbiede。nipingshixihuanzuoshenme？"
"kanshu，kandianying，tingyinle。"
"womendeaihaotingxiangde。nizuixihuanshenmeleixingdedianying？"
"wenyipian，oueryekanxuanyipian。"
"qiaole，woyexihuanzheiliangzhongleixing。zuijinyoubuxinshangyingdexuanyipian，koubeibucuo，youxingquyiqiqukanma？"
kandaozheitiaoxiaoxi，shenqinggelengzhule。
guyanshenzaiyuetakandianying？
suirantabuzhidaotashishei，danzheiqueshishigeyuehuiyaoqing。
"zhendekeyima？womencairenshiliangtian。"tashitanxingdiwendao。
"youshenmeguanxi？jiudangshijiaopengyou。erqiewojuedewomenhenliaodelai。"
shenqinggedexinqingyixiazifuzaqilai。yifangmian，tahenxiangheguyanshenkandianying，napashiyimoshengrendeshenfen。lingyifangmian，tayoujuedezheiyangzuoyouxiebudui，youzhongqipiandeganjue。
"nibuhuishixiangpianwochuquzuohuaishiba？"takaiwanxiaodiwendao。
"woxiangneizhongrenma？erqienizhidaowozainagexuexiao，nageyuanxi，zhenyouwentidehuanisuishikeyijubaowo。"
zheidaoshizhende。shenqinggeduiguyanshendedixiyiqingerchu，queshibuyongdanxinanquanwenti。
"nei...haoba。"tazuizhongtongyile。
"taihaole！mingtianwanshangyoushijianma？"
"有。"
"neiwomenyuezaixuexiaomenkoujianmian，wofazhaopianjini，niyefayizhangjiwo，miandezhaobudaoren。"
shenqinggedexinyijin。fazhaopian？neibujiubaolulema？
"wobijiaohaixiu，nengbunengbufazhaopian？"taganjinzhaojiekou。
"那怎么认人？"
"womenkeyiyuegemingxiandedibiao，ranhou...wochuantedingyansedeyifu？"
guyanshenxianglexiang："yexing。neinimingtianchuanhongsedeyifu，wochuanlansede，womenzaixuexiaomenkoudediaoxiangxiajianmian。"
"好。"
liaowanzheixie，shenqinggefangxiashouji，xinqingwuweizachen。
tajuranyaoheguyanshenyuehuile。suirantabuzhidaoyuehuiduixiangshita，danzheiqueshishitahetadediyicidanduyuehui。
xiangdaozheili，tayouxingfenyoujinzhang。
xingfendeshizhongyukeyiheguyanshenyougengqinmidejiechu，jinzhangdeshipashenfenbaolu。
tabixuxianggebanfa，rangguyanshenrenbuchutalai。
diertianxiawu，shenqinggekaishiweiwanshangde"yuehui"zuozhunbei。
tafanbianlezhenggeyiju，zhaochuyijianconglaimeizaiguyanshenmianqianchuanguodehongsemaoyi。ranhouyoudaishanglepingshibudaidemaozihekouzhao，haihuanlegewanquanbutongdefaxing。
duizhejingzizhaolebantian，tajuedezheiyangyinggairenbuchulaile。
lixiaoyuzaipangbiankandeyitouwushui："qingge，nizheishiyaoquna？zenmedabandezheimeqiguai？"
"jiushihepengyoukangedianying。"shenqinggesuikouyingfudao。
"nagepengyou？wozenmemeitingnishuoguo？"
"网友。"
"wangyou？"lixiaoyuyiliandanxin，"qingge，niquedinganquanma？wanyiyudaohuairenzenmeban？"
"meishide，shitongxiaodexuezhang，henanquan。"
"neiniyeyaoxiaoxindian，jidehewobaochilianxi。"
"好的好的。"
shenqinggefuyandiyingfuzhe，xinlixiangdequanshidaihuiyaozenmeheguyanshenxiangchu。
tabunengbiaoxiandetaishuxi，yebunengtaishengshu。yaozhuangzuodiyicijianmian，danyouyaoziranyidian。
想想就觉得好难。
liudianban，shenqinggezhunshichuxianzaixuexiaomenkoudediaoxiangxia。
tayuanyuandijiukandaoleguyanshen。tachuanzheyijianlansedeyurongfu，zhengzaisichuzhangwang，xianranshizaizhaoren。
shenqinggeshenxiyikouqi，zouleguoqu。
"nihao，shiguxuezhangma？"taguyiyadileshengyin。
guyanshenzhuanguotou，kandaotadeshihoumingxianlengleyixia："nishi...？"
"woshizuotianheniliaotiandexuemei。"shenqinggejinzhangdeshouxinmaohan。
"e！nihaonihao。"guyanshenganjinshenchushou，"meirenchulai，nibaodetingyanshide。"
"tianqitailengle。"shenqinggehetawolewoshou，xintiaorugu。
zheishitadiyiciyi"moshengren"deshenfenheguyanshenwoshou，ganjuejishuxiyoumosheng。
"neiwomenzouba，dianyingyuanjiuzaiqianmian。"
liangrenbingjianxiangdianyingyuanzouqu。lushang，guyanshenzhudongzhaohuati："nipingshijingchanglaizheibianma？"
"ouer。"shenqinggenulirangzijideshengyintingqilaiziran，"zheifujindedianyingyuanhaibucuo。"
"shia，woyejingchanglai。zhiqianhepengyoukanguojicidianying。"
shenqinggezhidaotashuodeshiziji。tamenqueshiyiqilaiguozheijiadianyingyuan，kanguohaojibudianying。
"nanpengyouhaishinvpengyou？"tamingzhiguwen。
"nvpengyou，jiushiwogennitiguodeneigepengyou。"
"你们感情真好。"
"ng，tashigehenhaoderen。"guyanshenxiaolexiao，"shanliang，congming，haihenyouqu。hetazaiyiqizongshihenqingsong。"
tingdaozheixiekuajiang，shenqinggexinlitiansiside，dantongshiyouyouxienanguo。guyanshenzheimexihuanhetaxiangchu，kejiushimeiwangneigefangxiangxiangguo。
"tingqilaitahenwanmei。"
"queshihenwanmei。"guyanshendiandiantou，"youshihouwojuede，ruguowoyoumeimeidehua，xiwangtajiushineigeyangzi。"
妹妹。
zheilianggezixiangdaoziyiyangzhazaishenqinggexinshang。
zaiguyanshenxinli，tazhendezhishigemeimeiyiyangdecunzai。
"xuezhang，niyoumeiyouxiangguo，yexutaduinibuzhishipengyoudeganqing？"shenqinggerenbuzhuwendao。
guyanshenyaoyaotou："bukenengde。womenrenshizheimejiu，ruguotayouneizhongxiangfa，kendinghuiyoubiaoxiande。erqie..."
"而且什么？"
"erqiewojuedewopeibushangta。"
zheijuhuarangshenqinggechedilengzhule。
peibushang？guyanshenjuedezijipeibushangta？
"为什么这么说？"
"tataihaole。xuexihao，xinggehao，jiajingyebucuo。wozhishigeputongxuesheng，jialisuiranhaikeyi，danbiqitajiahaishichalebushao。"
shenqinggewanquanmeixiangdaoguyanshenhuizheimexiang。zaitayanli，guyanshenyijingzugouyouxiule，genbenbucunzaipeibupeideshangdewenti。
"wojuedenitaixiaokanzijile。"tarenzhendishuodao，"nizheimeyouxiu，zenmehuipeibushangrenheren？"
"xiexie。"guyanshenxiaolexiao，"buguowomenhaishibieliaozheigele，jintianshilaikandianyingde。"
daoledianyingyuan，guyanshenjianchiyaoqingke。shenqinggetuicilejici，zuizhonghaishirangtamailepiao。
dianyingshibuxuanyipian，jiangdeshiyigelianhuanshashoudegushi。qingjiejinzhang**，shenqinggekandehentouru。
zhongjianyougetebieherendeqingjie，tarenbuzhu"a"leyisheng，bennengdizhuazhulepangbianderen。
那个人就是顾言深。
ganjuedaotadeshouzhuazhuzijidegebo，guyanshenzhuanguotou，xiaoshengwendao："haipama？"
shenqinggezheicaiyishidaozijidejudong，ganjinsongkaishou："buhaoyisi，wobeihedaole。"
"meiguanxi。"guyanshenwenhedixiaolexiao，"ruguohaipadehua，keyizhuazhewodegebo。"
zheijuhuarangshenqinggedelianshunjianhongle。xinghaodianyingyuanliguangxianhunan，tayinggaikanbuchulai。
"xiexie。"taxiaoshengshuodao。
dianyingjixubofang，danshenqinggedezhuyiliyijingwanquanbuzaipingmushangle。tamannaozixiangdedoushigangcaineigeshunjian，haiyouguyanshenshuodehua。
tajuranzhudongrangtazhuazhetadegebo。zheishibushiyiweizhetadui"xuemei"youhaogan？
keruguoyouhaogandehua，weishenmeduixianshizhongdetajiumeiyouganjueni？
是因为陌生感吗？
haishiyinweitapingshizaitamianqiantaishuxile，shiquleshenmigan？
沈清歌越想越困惑。
dianyingjieshuhou，liangrenzouchudianyingyuan。waimianxiaqilexiaoxue，dimianhenkuaijiupuleyicengbobodebaise。
"yaobuyaoquhedianreyin？"guyanshenwendao。
"好啊。"
tamenzhaolejia24xiaoshiyingyedekafeitingzuoxia。shenqinggedianlebeirekeke，guyanshenyaolemeishikafei。
"dianyingzenmeyang？"guyanshenwendao。
"tinghaokande，jiushiyoudianheren。"shenqinggerushishuodao。
"你胆子挺小的。"
"shia，suoyipingshibutaiganyigerenkankongbupian。"
"neiyihouruguoyouhaokandexuanyipianhuozhekongbupian，wokeyipeiniqukan。"
zheijuhuatingqilaixiangshizaiyuexiacijianmian。shenqinggexintiaojiasu："zhendekeyima？"
"dangrankeyi。wojuedewomentingliaodelaide。"
"我也觉得是。"
liangrenxiangshiyixiao，qifenhenwenxin。
liaozheliaozhe，huatiyouhuidaoleganqingshang。
"nigangcaishuodeneigexihuanderen，"guyanshenturanwendao，"nimenrenshiduojiule？"
"sannian。"shenqinggerushihuida。
"sannianlehaimeibiaobai？"
"不敢。"
"为什么不敢？"
"pabiaobailelianpengyoudouzuobucheng。"shenqinggekuxiao，"erqiewojuedetaduiwomeiyouneizhongganjue。"
"nizenmezhidaotameiyou？yexutayezaidengnibiaobaini。"
"bukenengde。"shenqinggeyaoyaotou，"tajintianhaigenbierenshuo，womenconglaimeiyouneizhongganjue。"
guyanshenlengleyixia："tagenbierenshuode？"
"嗯。"
"neiqueshi...youdianzhijie。"guyanshenzhoulezhoumei，"buguoyexutazhishihaimeiyishidaozijideganqing。youshihounanshengzaizheifangmianbijiaochidun。"
"yexuba。"shenqinggebubaoxiwangdishuodao。
"yaobuyaowobangnichugezhuyi？"
"什么主意？"
"nikeyishizhegaibianyixiaxingxiang，rangtacongxindejiaodurenshini。"
zheigejianyirangshenqinggekuxiaobude。taxianzaibujiushizaizheimezuoma？
"jutizenmegaibian？"tawendao。
"biruhuangefaxing，huanzhongchuanyifengge，huozhe...zhaojihuiyibutongdeshenfenjiechuta。"
zhaojihuiyibutongdeshenfenjiechuta。
shenqinggechadianxiaochusheng。taxianzaibujiushizaiyibutongdeshenfenjiechuguyanshenma？
"这样有用吗？"
"yinggaiyouyong。"guyanshenrenzhendishuodao，"xinxianganhenzhongyao。ruguotayijingxiguanlenidecunzai，jiubuhuiwangneigefangxiangxiang。danruguoniyibutongdexingxiangchuxian，takenenghuizhongxinshenshizijideganqing。"
shenqinggejuedezheigelilunyouxiedaoli。zhishaocongmuqiandeqingkuanglaikan，guyanshendui"xuemei"detaiduqueshibiduixianshizhongdetagengzhudongyixie。
"neinijuede，tahuixihuanshenmeyangdenvsheng？"
"zheige...woyouburenshita，zenmezhidao。"guyanshenxiaolexiao，"buguoyibanlaishuo，nanshengdouxihuanyoudianshenmigandenvsheng。"
神秘感。
shenqinggejuedezijixianzaijiuhenyoushenmigan。daizhemaozihekouzhao，guyanshenliantadeliandoumeikanqingchu。
"neiruguoyouyitian，nifaxiannidenvxingpengyouqishixihuanni，nihuizenmeban？"tashitanxingdiwendao。
"zheigewentitaijiashele。"guyanshenyaoyaotou，"wojuedebutaikenengfasheng。"
"假设一下嘛。"
guyanshenxianglexiang："ruguozhendefashengle...wokenenghuihenjingya，ranhouzixikaolvyixia。"
"考虑什么？"
"kaolvwomenshibushihezaiyiqi。"
"那如果适合呢？"
"ruguoshihedehua..."guyanshentingdunleyixia，"yexuhuishizhejiaowangba。"
tingdaozheijuhua，shenqinggedexintiaorugu。
也许会试着交往。
这意味着还有希望。
zhiyaotanengrangguyanshenyishidaotamenshihezaiyiqi。