“qianer,wo……”helianyiyoutaiduotaiduodehuaxiangshuo,quebuzhidaocongheshuoqi。
qianyanwanyuhuazuoleyiju:“duibuqi。”
对不起,他负了她。
duibuqi,tayongtadebuxinrenyibianyibiandeshanghaita。
对不起她的真心。
……
“qianer,yiqiandeshiwodouzhidaole,nideweiqu,nidekuchu。yiqiedoushiwodecuo。”tanianniantaotaoshuolehaoduohaoduo。
“wojiandaowomendenverle,niyidinghaimeijianguotazhangdadeyangziba,tahenxiangni。wojuranneimewancairenchuta……”
helianyirouleroufahongdeshuangyan,jiangtaeqiandesuifabokai。
zhongyaode,buzhongyaode。tadouxianggaosuta,buguantashibushitingdejian。
xiuxuanzhanzaichuangqianfadai,congyuzouguoqupailepaitadejianbang。
chenmopianke,xiuxuankaikou:“wobuzhidaozheiyangduibudui,qianerhuibuhuiguaiwo,danshizhineng……”
congyuzhidaoxiuxuandeyongyi,zhiqiantajiuzheiyangxiangguo。
jielinghaixuxilingren,pangrenkongpameibanfajiaoxingta。
danshineigeshanghaixiuqiantiwuwanfuderenlai,tashizhongzuobudaodafangmiandui。
congyuzhishiqingshengnian:“huoxujielinghaixuxilingrenni。”
jielianjitian,helianyidoumeiyoulikaiguo。
ruobushixiuxuanlanzhe,tazhixiangshishikekepeizheta。
helianyixixindedecashizhetadeshouzhi,tadeshouhenmei,xianxirounen。
takanzheta**dezhijia,yuanyuande,yutadeshouhenbuxiangfu。youxiemomingdekeai。
helianyimeiyouzhuyidaodeshi,chuangshangderenjiemaoweidong。
……
“nishiwodediediema?”xiuzhibuzhishenmeshihouchuxianzaishenhou,dengzheyanwangzhehelianyi。
zheigenanren,jiushijiujiuhecongyukouzhongdehuaidiediema?
neigerangmuqinshuizhe,rangzijibitonglingrenyaoaidehuaidiediema?
taneimehuai,cengjingduianiangneimebuhao,xianzaiyoulaizhaoaniangzuoshenme?
xiuzhidemeimaozhoudejinjinde,nushizheta。
“zhier,shidiedielaiwanle。”helianyilianshangshiyoukuijiude。
“wobuyaonidangwodiedie!nineimehuai,nixianzaizhaodaowomenzuoshenme?nishibushiyaobawodeaniangdaizou!”xiuzhiyibadadiaohelianyishenguolaideshuangshou。
helianyikuijiudekanzhexiuzhi,zheishitamendehaizia,haijianjiankangkanghuobengluantiaodehuozaishishang。
cengjing……xiangdaozijidangchudeyuchunchadianhaisileta,helianyidexinjiutengdelihai。
xinghao,ta,tamendouhaizai。
diedieshishenme?xiuzhibuzhidao,tazhizhidaotayouaitadejiujiu,suiranshuizhedanshihenaitadeaniang。
jiujiushuo,tadediediehenhuai,jingchangqifutadeaniang,yinweizheigekepadediedie,taaniangcaibunengpeizhetawan。
shifuyangdexiaoshitongqueshuotadediedieshishijieshangzuihaoderen,takeyizuozaidiediedejianbangshangchibingtanghulu,aniangshengqishitakeyiduozaidiediedehuaibaoli。
xiuzhitaoyantadediedie,tatingdaojiujiuhecongyudehua,zhidaoneigewugonghenlihaidezhongyuanrenshitadediedie,tagengshengqile。
xiuzhihengleyisheng,zhuanshenpaochumenwai。
helianyikanzhexiuqianjinbideshuangyannannan:“qianer,wozhenshizuiyouyingde。dangchuwohaicengjinghuaiyini,huaiyizhierbushiwodehaizi,zhiertakendinghenshengwodeqi。wo……”
“qianer,nixingguolaihaobuhao。niduiwoshengqiyehao,dawoyeba。nixingguolaiba。”