第3章
jianglucongyiyuanchulaideshihou，zuichunshangshimeiyouyisixuesede，neizhanglianbaidejijintouming，zouzailushang，jiuhaoxiangshiguhunyeguiyiban。
lurenjianle，douxiayishibikaita。
jiangluzuijiaochechuyimozichao，tatuozhexuruodeshenti，zoudaolubiandezhangyishangzuoxia，hunhuangdeludengjiangtayingziladezhangzhangde。
yuyijingtingle，lumiandejishuizaiweifengzhongfanzhelianyi，huranyiliangchefeichierguo，jianqidapiandeshuihua，dazaijiangludeshenshang，touxinliang。
jinjiezhedierliangchezaitalubiantingxia，shiliangchuzuche。
sijitantouchulai，duitashuodao：“xiaojie，yaobuyaozuochea？”
jianglutaiqitou，zhigougoudingzhesijireqingdelian。
chuzuchezaimuyuanwaitingxia，sijiliansebudahaokan，yiweinengladaodanzi，jieguozaijianglushuowandizhihoutajiuhouhuile。
aiyujianglucangbaidelianhelingluandetoufa，sijiyebuganshuoshenme，zhinengguaiguaibataladaomuyuan，qiandoumeiyaojiupaole。
lingchensandian，zhengchangrensheihuiqumudi？jiangluyishenyiqianjinruyinsendemudi，jinliangdeyefengzaiyizuozuomubeizhongchuansuo，fachuguiyidewuyansheng。
talaidaoqizhongyikuaimubeidunxia，muguangdaizhidekanzhemubeishangdezhaopian，tahuanhuanshenchuxianxideshouzhi，fumozheneizhangzhaopian。
“mama，woxiangninle。”nvrendeshengyinqingqingdizaikongzhongpiaosan。
“ninzaixiamianguodehaoma？wohaoleia，wo......”
“henkuai，jiunenglaipeininle，zhishi，womeibanfazaijixuzhaoguyingyingle，wobushigechengzhidejiejie，wobushigehaonver，womeinenggouwanchengninlinzhongqiandezhutuo。”
“duibuqi。”jianglubishangyan，zhezhuyandidetongchu，yidileicongyanjiaoluolexialai，“woshigehuainvren。”
jianglubaliantiezaimubeishang，jiuxiangxiaoshihouyiweizaimamadehuaili，anxindebishangyan。
huangranjian，tayoumengdaoleshinianqian。
taheneigeshaonianjianbingjianzouzaixiaoyuandecaochangshang，tagentashuo，“xiaolu，woyaochuguole，dengwohuilai。”
neishitahaiaojiaodijiletayijibaiyan，“dengnihuilaizaojiubawowangleba！”
“bukeneng！jiusuanwobazijiwangleyebuhuibaniwangle，xiaoluniyidingyaodengwo，ruguonigantoutoujiajibieren，wojiu，wojiu......”
“你就怎么样？”
“wojiubaniqiangguolai。”
neishixiyangzhenghao，shaonianmeiyanqingse，yijujiandandegaobai，dounengzhanghonglelian。
neishifengyehenwenrou，chengzaizheqingchunmengdongdeaiyi，bianzhichuduiweilaiwuxianmeihaodechongjing。
“jianglu！”yidaofennudeshengyindapolejiangludemeimeng，tabumandezhengkaiyan，taishoudangzhucimudeyangguang。
kanqinglairenzhihou，jianglushiwangdetanxiyisheng，“niannian，shinia。”
zhaonianzaitamianqiandunxia，anzhutadejianbangwuqingdeyaohuang，“nizheigesinvren，dianhuayebujie，jialiyemeiren，wojiuzhidaoniyoulaizheilile，nishibushibuyaomingle？niyouzaizheilishuileyiwanshangle？”
jianglubeitahuangdeqihunbasu，jimangqiurao，“woyaoshisile，neiyeyidingshibeinihuangside。”
“peipeipei，bishangnidewuyazuiba，nishentishenmeqingkuangzijibuqingchuma？mafanniduizijifuzeyidianhaobuhao！bujiushiyigenanrenma？zhiyurangnizheimeyaosiyaohuode？
dangchuneigeleilifengxingdejiangluqunale？nizijikankannixianzaixiangshenmeguiyangzi？jiushengsangeyuelenijiubunengweizijihaohaohuozhema？”
zhaoniancongbaolitaochujingzididaojianglugenqian，pilipalayitongjiaoxun。
jiangluzhushizhejingzilideren，pengtougoumian，lianseqiaocui，tazijidoukuaiburenshile。
zenmejiuhuochenglezheigeyangzi？
tashenchushou，bajingzinaguolai，zixideduanxiangqilibianderen，xindideliefengyoukaishicitong。
jianjiandi，jingzilideneizhanglian，zhujianmohu。
zhaonianjianci，tayemabuxiaqule，lianshangguamanlexinteng，tashenchushou，rouleroujiangludenaodai，jiangnvrenlajinzijihuaili，gengyandidimadao：
“dashazi，tayizouwunian，yinxunquanwu，rangnidengnijiushahuhudedeng，zhuiqiuzhejuleyigeyouyige，ketahuilaiquehenimeimeigoudazaiyiqi，nizheishiheku，hekuzuojianziji。”
“niannian，wo......buganxina。”
nvrendeshengyinchongmanlejuewanghetongku，buganxin，tabuganxin！
“taqianwoyigejieshi。”
“bieshale，tachuguodeshihoucaiduoda？shiwusuiba？xiaohaizidehuaniyedangzhen，tazhipazaojiuwangle，youruhejinijieshi？yezhiyounizheimeshahuixiangxintadehua。”
qichenhuiguoneinian，jiangyingyingxingfendipaolaigaosuta，zijiyounanpengyoule。
jianglutebiegaoxing，haizhufumeimei，taxiangjizijimeimeibabaguan，jiangyingyingquezongshizhaojiekoubudainanpengyoujianta。
jianglupazijimeimeibeipianle，yushihutoutougenzheyingying，jiandaoletakouzhongdenanpengyou。
jiangluxianzaihuixiangqineiyikedeziji，neizhongzhixideganjuehaililizaimu，tebiedehuajikexiao。
jiangyingyingyouzenmebuzhidaotaheqichendeshi？ketahaishimanzhejiangluheqichenzaiyiqile。
taqiujianglu，tashuo：“jiejie，qichenaideshiwo，woyeaita，wobuzhidaogaizenmehenishuo，suoyicaiyinmannide，congxiaodaodanizuitengaiwole，nijiuchengquanwomenba？”
当时她怎么说的？
tabujidele，zhijideneiduanshijiantahunhunee，shenghuowubidehuian，zhidaojiangyingyingbaqichenyiqiansongjiangludeneixiedongxi，toutounaqushaodiao，jianglucaidiyiciduizijitengaidemeimeiyoulehenyi。
suoyi，zaiyingyingshengbingdeshihou，jiangluweixieqichen，huanlaizheisanniandehunyin。
sannianhuozaitongkuzhong，jianglujuede，zheikenengjiushibaoyingba。
“niannian，nishuowosile，tahuibuhuiyouyidiandiannanguo？”
“biexiangle，nisiletazhihuipaishoujiaohao，zheiyangjiumeiyourenzaizuaitahejiangyingyingzaiyiqile。”zhaonianhentiebuchenggang，zheigeshanvrendaodishiyouduobeiwei，caihuishuochu“yidiandian”zheisangezi，lianhuanxiangdouzheimexiaoxinyiyi。
kexi，qichenyidiandiannanguodoubuhuiyou，jiangluzheibeiweidehuanxiangzhongguishiyaoluokongde。
“你给我起来！”
zhaonianbatacongdishangzhuaiqi，tuozhejiangluzouchumudi，saijincheli，daidaoleyiyuan。
tuikaibingfangdemen，zhaonianbajianglutuijinqu，“xiaolu，jiusuannibuweileziji，niyeweilenigehaohaozhenxizijidemingba。”
jiangluyizhen，taiyankanzhebingchuangshangdenanren，zheishijiangludeshuangbaotaigege，liangrenyouzhebafenxiangsidelian。
且同样的苍白。