“nizhibuzhidaowoxianzaiyigerenchengzhegongsiyouduonan,gangcaizheigehuichadianjiubeiniyingxiangle,zheishibaqianwandeanzi,yaoshinabuxialaigongsijiukuale!”
“wobuqiunijiwozhengqi,nibiejiwozhaoshierlexingma?!”
woyongshetoudingleyixiayachuang,changdaolemimankailaidetiexiuwei。
napamianqianmohubuqing,woyenengkandechuwomamanliandehenyi。
neihenyishirucideshuxi,zaiwoguowangde17nianzhongwushucichuxianzaitadelianshang。
huozheshiduiwoba,huozheshiduiwo。
zaitahewobalihunzhihou,jiuzhishengxiaduiwole。
taneiyangyaoyaqiechi、neiyangshenchendeyuanhen,haoxiangwobushitadenver,ershihetayoubugongdaitianxuehaishenchoudechouren。
woyuanbenxiangyaobianjiedehuakazailesangziyanli,shuobuchulai,yanbuxiaqu,dudewonanshou。
zoulangshangrenlairenwang,henduotongxuezhuzuweiguan,kandaowobeiwomashuaileyierguangxingfendizaiyibianzhizhidiandian。
wokandaowozuixihuandenanhaiziyezhanzaineili,wozhijuedezhenggerenhaoxiangbeibaguangleyiyangliangzaizheili,rangwowudizirong,zhixiangzhaotiaodifengerzuanjinqu。
woturanyouxieqingxingwomeidaiyanjing,kanbudaotalianshangdebiaoqing。
womarouleroumeixin,chaozhezhangwenwenmadaoqiandao:
“zheishiershiliyingzuodebudui,tayizhijiushizheiyangde,zisizili,zuoshibuguhouguo。”
zhangwenwenmayeshale,meixiangdaowomashanglaijiudawo,biaoqingyouxiebuziran。
“shuohuajiushuohua,ganmadahaizia,xingle,yaojiaoyuhaizihuijiajiaoyuqu。”
womajixugenlinlaoshidaoqian:
“linlaoshi,jinintianmafanle,liyingzheihaizicongxiaojiuburangrenshengxin,shenmedouganbuhaohaitebienengshengshi。ninyihouyaodayaomasuibianjiaoyu,qianwanbieshouruan。”
linlaoshinenedao:“……liyingzheihaizitinghaodea,liyingmama,haizizhijianyouzhengzhishihenzhengchangde,ninzheizhongjiaoyufangshiyebukequde。”
“ninbietitazheyanle,”womayaoleyaotoutanqidao:
“zheihaiziwocongxiaokandaoda,tashishenmerenwoxinliqingchu,tebiedezisi,conglaibuzhidaoganen,haihenkuangwang,shuoshenmedoubutingde。”
tadashengdibiandiwo,sizhourenshengcaozadingfei,suoyourendouyongkanhouziyiyangdeyanshenkanzhewo,limianshuobuchulaishilianminhaishiyane。
我低着头一动不动。
womashuodexintouhuoqi,gancuizhuanguolaizhizhewomadao:
“nichengtianchiwodehewode,haitiantianjiwozhaomafan,nizhibuzhidaowoxianzaiyigerenguodeyouduoku,nidanfanyoudianrenweierninengbunengshaojiwotiandianluan!”
“tiantianchishashabusheng,ganshashabuxing,xuexifeiwuyige,niyouzheigejingerzenmebufangxuexishang?”
“gennineigebayiyangyiyangde,wonangfei!”