第1章 自欺欺人

ruantangxinfanyiluandaolemeiguiyuan,tianshangshurandalegexianglei。

tazaishandianciyandeguangliangzhong,kanjianshenhonglingluodehuajingshangbianbulangjiedejiaoyin。

congcongbushangtaijie,taochuyaochicharusuokong,haimeiyongli,damenjiubeifengchuikaile。

dishangshisanluodeyiwu,qizhongyoutahenshuxide,weihunfudewaitao。

心猛地揪紧。

ruantangwanruyizunninggudediaosu,liansecanbai、shoujiaobingliang。

shuriqian,bishangmendelinwanerzhigaoqiyangduitadekuangyanjueyuhaiyouzaierbian。

“xiwangninengfangguomoyao,hetajiechuhunyue!”

“为什么?”

“yinweitabuaini!ruantang,nihebiziqiqiren?wocaishitaxihuanderen。jizijiliudiantimian,bienaodetainankan。”

ruantanghuanmandimaibuzoujinqu,shuangtuiruzhuiqianjin。

meiguiyuanshiqinmoyaozaitashibasuichengnianshisongtade。

cengrangtahuanxinquexideliwu,xianzaibianchenglezuishenchendeemeng。

她逼着自己往前走。

buqinyankanjianxinshangrendebeipan,jiurengshibukensixin。

“moyao……ng……woaini、woaini!……”

ruantangyanqianyihei、xianxiediedao,jutongfangunxilai,linghunzaibengkuihemamujianbeisichechengyipianpian。

taxiangshijingwuzhuzijideerduo,kebingliangdeshoudoudelihai、wanquanbutingshihuan。zhinengzinveditingzhelimiandenvrenduitadeweihunfuqiuhuan……

qinmoyaoweishenmeyaozheiyangduita?!

waimianjiudianneimeduo,qunalibuhao,weishenmeyaobalinwanerdaidaozheierlai?!zaitamencengjingdiandaochanmiandechuangshangbaozhebierenfangsidizonghuan?!

ruantangyaozhemanzuidefanweihesuanku,nanyirennaidetengtongzhendangsizhi,yaoyaohuanghuangchuxianzaimenkou。

tayanzhengzhengdikanjiantadeweihunfuhelinwaneryishanbuzhengdibaozaiyiqi!

releizhayanjianmohuleyankuang,xinzangshizaitaitongle。

kouzhongdoushixuexingweier,xiachunbeiyaodeshenchuxianxue,tazhandouzhewuzhexiongkoujihuchuanbuguoqilai!

kuangfengcongtuikaidemenguanjinqu,chuifanlechuangtoudehuaping。

“啪啦”一声巨响。

qinmoyaorumengfangxingdituikaihuailijinchanzhetadelinwaner,mengdizhanleqilai。

taduishangleruantangyoulingyiyangqicandelianse。

“baoqian,daraonimenle。”ruantangdelianbaidemeiyouxuese,chendetachunshangdeshangkouchumujingxin。

“……bu、bu!tangtang,nitingwojieshi!”qinmoyaojinghunshise,toupifazha。

“bushi!bushide!bushizheiyangde!”

qinmoyaojijishangqianjibu,xiangyaobaozhushihunluopo、hunshenfazhanderuantang。

“biepengwo!”ruantangbengkuisidebaofachuyishenggaohe。

qinmoyaoyilingzhonghongyancimudewenhenhesuogushangdeyayin,chengweitazuihouyisilizhibengduandeqiedao。

xueyekuangyong、gusuizhongyouruzhenzha,tazaiyebunengchengshouzheiyangtongkudejianao,diediezhuangzhuangdipaolechuqu。

“……tangtang!tangtang!”qinmoyaoxinruluanma,zhuizhetajiuyaochumen。

linwanerpuguoqu,congshenhoubaozhuta,guzhuyizhidisihou。

“nihaizhuitaganshenme?niaitama?chenjihetashuoqingchubuhaoma?”

piaochulaidelinwanerdehua,ezhuleruantangdehoulong,qiamieletazuihoudehuanxiang。

taliangliangqiangqiangchongjindayuli,zaiyidilangjideluohuazhong,ganoubuzhi、tongkushisheng。