1984nian,dongjiangjunquyiyuan。
深夜,大雨滂沱。
xujinweihuanshangfanghufu,gangconggengyishilichulai,jigechuanzhemicaifudezhanshitaizheyigemanshenxuedejiangyancimaoyuchongjinlai。
“xuyisheng!kuaijiuren!”
tashenseyijin,likechaohushijishenghan:“qujiaomazuishi,zhunbeishoushu!”
jingguoyigexiaoshijinzhangdeshoushu,xujinweixiaoxindiquchujiangyancijianjiagulidezidan。
kanzhenanrenyinglangyingjunquecangbaidelian,xujinweipibeidisonglekouqi。
danzheizhongpibeibingbushiyinweishoushu,ershiyinweitagangzhongsheng。
tameixiangdaozijisihouhuidaolegenjiangyancijiehundedisangeyue……erwaitoudengdaidezhanshigegehongzheyan,jiaozaodilaihuiduozhebu。
jianxujinweichulai,yigelianshangdaizhexuedezhanshizoushangqu,manyanqianyi:“saoziduibuqi,yingzhangshiweilejiuwocaizhongdande……”
xujinweipaipaitadejian,anweidao:“tameishile,nibuyongtaizize,ganjinquchulishangkouba,nimenyingzhangyidingxiwangdajiadouhaohaode。”
musongzhanshimenlikai,tahuanxiashoushufu,shoushihaoqingxucaiqulebingfang。
yijinqu,bianjianjiangyancixingle。
tazhuanmoukanlai,shashisimuxiangdui,shangbeizidejiyixianghailangzaixujinweinaozilifanyong。
takoudailideshouhuanhuanshoujin,xiangshiconghoulonglijichuyishenghuhuan:“……ge。”
tashitazhangfu,yeshixujiayangleershiniandeyangxiong。
shangbeizijiangyancifumuxisheng,nianyoudetabeixujiashouyang,chengletadegege。
zaitameibitahezijijiehunzhiqian,taduitahenhao,wenroutitie,danfantazheigemeimeixiangyaode,tadouhuixiangbanfabangtadedao……kehunhou,tajiuxiangbianlegeren,shulilengmo。
tazaiyemeiyougentaxiaoguoyici。
如今重来……
xujinweiyaxiayandiqiuerbude,wangxiangnanrenlengmodelian——
jirantabuai,jirantazhiyuanyizuotagege,neizheibeizi……tachengquanta。
zuanjindeshoudouranyisong,shangqiantitayehaobeizi:“nideshangqimayaoyangsangeyue,zheiduanshijianjiuzanhuanxunlian,miandeluoxiahouyi——”
“我知道。”
jiangyancishengyinchenya,kanqilaibutainaifan。
许锦薇僵硬收回手。
haibudengtahanxuanxiayiju,nanrenyijingganren:“woleile,nichuquba。”
许锦薇眼眶微涩。
jianjiangyanciyijingheshangyan,tazhihaozhuanshenlikai。
ganghuidaobangongshi,chuangwaiyidaoxiangleizhendetaxinyizhan。
yiqizhibandetongshikanzhechuangwaidebaoyu,zeshenggantan:“zheiyudouxiahaojitianle,tingshuohaoduodifangdouchuxianlenishiliu,shuobuzhunguoxieshihou,zanmenjiuyaoqujiuzaile。”
许锦薇眸色一滞。
shangbeizitajiushizhuizhejiangyanciqulezaiqu,zaijiuzaideshihoubuxingxisheng,sizhiqian,haishoudaolejiangyancidelihunshenqingbaogao……tahaoxiangyibucuo,bubucuo。
roulerousuansedeshuangyan,xujinweidaqijingshenquchafang。
yiyemangliu,zanqiewangjilexindidekongdong。
diertianyizao,tadailezaocandidajiangyancidebingfang,jiusuanzuoweimeimei,jigegedaizaocanyinggaiyebuguofenba?
kezhengyaotuimenjinqu,wuneiquechuanchuyidaodaizhekuqiangnvsheng。
“yanci,niweibaodaxujiadeyangyuzhien,jinlezijibuxihuandejunying,jicichadiandiuleming,shenzhihaibeibizhequlegenbenbuaidexujinwei,nidemingtaikule……”
xujinweizhenggerenjiangzaileyuandi。
zheigeshengyin……shishenmengyan!
jiangyancizhenzhengxinaizhiren。
zhenglengjian,youtingshenmengyangengyankaikou:“weiniziji,yeweiwomenxiangxiang,genxujinweilileba。”
xujinweixiayishiwojinzaocandaizi,pingzhuhuxi,erxiayimiao,jiangyancidelengmoruzhongchuibanzachu——“huilide,haibushishihoueryi。”