第三章 活着

第三章活着

jingchengneideshuoshurenmeitiandouzaixiangwaijieshuoqinjiadeshiqing,yourenshuotashigenzijidezhenaisibenle,yourenshuotasuiranshixiaoyongshengzhandeshaonianjiangjun,danshihenyoukenengbeidiguojiluqudangrenzhi,haiyourenshuotashichuyiwaile。

fanzhengzhongshuofenyun,bushaorendouzaicaicetadaodizenmele,zhishineixieshijiaguizuxiaojiedouzaikanwodexiaohua。

qinfurenmeiriyezaifulimianyileiximian,woshouhuzaitapangbian,shenzhipeizhetachujiequxundian,zaineixierenzhiyiwodeshihou,wozhijiezhanchulaibiaominglezijidelichang。

“woyongyuanxiangxinzongfandehua,tayidinghuihuilaide,talinzouzhiqianshuorangwodengta,wohuidengtahuilaijixuquwo。”

shuodaodong.qingzhichu,wohaiqiadaohaochudeliuxialeliangdiyanlei,zheiyimuganghaojiuluozaiqinjiarenyanzhong,wozhanzulezhongxiaorenyijigezi。

qinfurenkanjianwozheifuyangzi,xinliyanlidoushixinteng。

meiyourenzhidaowogenbenjiukanbushangta,shenmeshaonianjiangjun,buguoshishouletadagetixie。

ruguobushitadagezaijunyingzhongbangtashutongguanxi,tazenmekenenghuizaineimeduandeshijianzhineichengweifudouweini?

woqishiyeyouxihuantadedifang,xihuanzainaerni?kenengshiyinweitayouyigehennenggandegege,haiyouqinjiabiyou,erqietademuqinwenrouheshan,yihoukendinghuishigehenhaodepomu。

zhiyaowonengjiajita,wojiukeyichechedididetangpingle,nenggaibianzijidemingyun,yekeyirangzijiguodegenghao。

wokeyikaozhetadequanshifuyaozhishangjiuwanli,shuobudingyihoutazhendezhenglejungong,haikeyijiwozhenggegaominghuilai。

buguoxianzaiwoxuyaoliyongaitadezheigerenshelaigaibianzaixiaoshuoyuanjuqingzhizhongwoneibeicandejieju。

womingmingshenmedoumeiyouzuo,pingshenmeyaojitarendeaiqingzuodianjiaoshi?

bangeyueyihou,zaiduofangshilidenulizhixia,tamenzhongyushizaixuanyapangbianzhaodaoleqinzongfanyiluozaidishangdeyupei。

youjixuzaiyadisouxunledagaixiaobannian,zheicaiduandingqinzongfanpashixiongduojishaole。

zheiyicidajiakedoujuedeqinzongfankendingshimeile,baokuoqinzongfandebamayeshizheiyangrenwei。

zhishiwobuxin,bijingwokeshizhangwojuqingdenvren,dangranzhidaoqinzongfanbingmeiyousi。

woxieleyifengxin,songdaolejingchengzuidadejiulou,dijiletamenhongjiyishideshuoshurenneili。

zaineifengxinlimian,woduiwaixuanchengwohaihuiyiqinzongfandeweihunqishenfenzaiqinjiadaizhe,woyizhihuidengtahuilai。

ruguotayibeizibuhuilaidehua,napaxuefaweini,xiaoguduchuyezaisuobuxi。

chulemeitianmangzhewodeneixiepuzishengyi,wozhiyaoyiyoukongjiuhuiqinjiaqukanqinfurenheqinlaoye。

wohaigaosutamen:“ruguoqinzongfankeyihuilai,woyijiuhuishinimendeerxi,ruguotayaoshizheiyibeizidouhuibulaile,woyehuijiangtayinggaixiaojingnimendeneiyifenyequandoubujinimen。”

qinbofanduiwozheiyangdejudongshifengandong,taduiwoyizhidoushiyouhaogande。

meiciwoshuochuzheixiehuadeshihou,tadouhuizaimeiyourendeshihouquanwofangxia,yaowangqiankan。

“renbunengzonghuizaihuhuozaihuiyilimian,yaoshiyoukenengdehuajiuwangqiankanba,woxiangxinqinzongfanyebuhuiguainide。”

woshifenjiandingdekanzhetashuodao:“shitashuoderangwodengta,ruguoyounayitiantahuilaile。faxianwoyichengtarenfu,tayidinghuihennanguode,chufeishitazijihuilaiqinzigaosuwo,buyaowole,wocaihuiquxunzhaowozijiderensheng。”

jianeryanzhi,woshuozheijuhuadeyisijiushixiangyaogaosutage,wohuidengtayibeizide,nibubiduoshuo。

shuoshurenzhidaowozheijianshiqingkeshiyigejudadeliuliang,zhiyaoduojiachuansongbianhuishifenhuobao。

bushaochalouchaguanderen,doukaishizhengxiangmofangwo,erqiejiangneixiehuabiandeweimiaoweixiao,buzhijingchengderenzhidaole,shenzhiquantianxiadechaguandoukaishigesongwodeshiji。

wochenzhezheigao.chaodeliuliangma,zhijiexielegesongwoshijidehuabenzi,huabenzihenchangxiao,zheiyoushirangwozhuanshangleyibiqian。

yourenshuowoshitantuqinjiadefugui,yourenshuowokanshangqinjiadagele,mianduizheixiezaqizabadeshengyin,woyebuxiangqulihui,woyebuhuiying。

zhiyaoyourenjianxinwoshigezhen.jieliefujiukeyile。

erqiewozhidaoguoshangliangnianshijianqinzongfanjiuhuihuilai,takendinghuihuide。

yigeweiletademingsheng,weiletajiazudemingshengerdengdaitaduoniandeweihunqi,napataxinzhongzaojiuyijingmeileduiwodeaiyi,danyeshibukenenghuiduiwoxiashoude。

xianzaizheibakeshibaomingju,rangnanrenduizijichanshengkuijiu,kebirangtachanshengaiqingkegengjiayouyongle。

daoshihouzhiyaowoshuoshenme,tajiuhuibuchangwoshenme,zheixiedongxizugouwoyongyishengdele。

erwozhixuyaozaizheiduanzandeshijianneizuohaomeiyijianfenneizhishi,banyanhaoyigeshenqingeryoucuiruodenvrenjiukeyizheiyanghaodeshiqing。

何乐而不为呢?

zuizhongyaodeshiwozhidao,meiyoulirenshedexiachangshihuiduomedeqican。