第1章
hunshenshitoudeyunyandiediezhuangzhuangdichongdaoyiyuanshoushushi，gubudemanshendeyushuihenining，jingzhipaoxiangdengdaizaishoushushimenkoudegaodananren，
shengyinzhandou：“qingchen...qingchenzenmeyangle？”
lihuaizhiyibazhuazhuyunyanbeiyushuijintoudeyiling，muluhanguang，“litaitaixianzailianzhuangdoubuxiangzhuanglema？！
nidangchujiajiwodeshihoukeshixinshidandanyaobaqingchendangzuozijiqinshengdehaizi，zenme？zheicaijinian？yuanxingbilule？”
yunyanzhengtuobukai，jiannandiyaotou，“bu...bushizheiyangde，**shi...”
“砰！”
shoushushidemendakaile，xiaoqingchenananjingjingtangzaichuangshangbeituichulai，etoushangtiezheyikuaishuodadeshabu。
lihuaizhixianedishuaikaiyunyan，zoushangqianwenyishengshoushuqingkuang。
yunyanyigelieju，tawenlewenshenti，gubudexuduo，ganjinchongshangqukanhaizi。
yunyanqingfuzheqingchendexiaolian，yanleibuzhudidiao。
**shiyunyanfumulishidishiwugeniantou，tayizaobianquchequmudi**。
zaoshangyunyanyuanxiangjiangqingchensongqulaozhai，keshiliyeyeturanshengbingle。
pahaizichaodaolaoyezi，yunyanzhihaoanpailesangebaomuzaijiakanhuhaizi，meixiangdao，haishichuleshi。
suiranqingchenshizhangfuyubiedenvrenshengdehaizi，keshizheisannian，yunyanzaojiujiangtashirujichu，zenmenengbuxinteng。
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meiyourenzhidao，yunyantoutouailelihuaizhizhengzheng12nian。
buguanshichuyuzijidesixin，haishiweilebaodalijiazheimeduoniandeyangyuzhien，yunyandoushiwufajujuede。
zheihunyijie，jiushisannian。
chulehaizideshier，lihuaizhijihubuhuigenyunyanduoshuoyijuhua。
shuoshilitaitai，burushuoshiyigezhuanmennaihaizidebaomuayi，jiatingjiaoshiyiji...**...
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fengnianguojiezhubaoshoushi，gaodingfuzhuang，biedehaomentaitaiyoude，tayijianbushao。
除了，没有给她爱。
jianghaizituijinbingfang，anzhihao，lihuaizhizuozaichuangbiandeyizishang，zhushizheqingchen，zhoushenyipianbingleng。
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ruguozhenchushenmeshi...yunyanbuganxiang。
turanshoujixianglejisheng，yunyancongdayikoudaitaochuyouxiechaoshideshouji，dakaiyikan，shilijiadafangdeer
zi——lihuaizhidetanggelixiangyun，“shengrikuaile！saomushunli。”
yunyanxinsuan，xiangyungehaijide，ermouren...
xunsuhuileyitiao“xiexie，yianquandaojia”，yunyanganjinshouqishouji。
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fangfonanrendenuhuoyichujifa，yunyanyouxiehaipa，jieshidao：“huaizhi，duibuqi，wo...”
“niduibuqideshiqingchen，bushiwo。tagenputonghaizibuyiyang，nibushibuzhidao，keshinijiushikeyixindadaobuguanbugu。”
qingchenliangnianqianjianchachulaizibiqingxiang，zheiliangnian，yunyanjihushicunbubulidizhaoguzheqingchenderichangshenghuohekangfuxunlian。
“womeiyoubuguanbugu，woyijinganpaihaoshenyiheqitarenkanhuta...womeixiangdao...**zhendeshiteshuqingkuang...”
lihuaizhizhuanguoshen，shangxiadaliangzheyunyan，tiaoletiaomei，xixuedishuo：“youduoteshu？shenmeyangdeshinengteshu
daorangnidiuxiayigesisuidehaizi？kankanniziji，gaozheiyishenlangbei，guyixianshinishiyigehaojimu？”
yunyanzhidaolihuaizhishengqi，tameicishengqi，jiuhuiyinyangguaiqi。
suiranxinlinanguo，danshiyunyanqingchu，jieshitaiduo，zhihuirangshiqinggengfuza，shuobudinghaihuirenuta。
lihuaizhikanzheyunyannilaishunshoudeyangzi，jiashangzuotianjiedaoxiaoxi，neigenanren**yizaodefeijihuinancheng，gengjianuhuozhongshao。
yanmoubingleng，“jiuqingrenhaoburongyijianmian，qingchenquechuleshi，jiaoraolenimendehaoshileba。”
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lihuaizhibuxieyunyandezhuangqiangzuoshi，zheigenvren，congyikaishijiushizheiyang，keyisuisuibianbianduizherenheyigeyouquanshidenanrenshuoxihuan。
“yunyan，bierangwochaichuanni。niyaoshixiangjixudanglitaitai，jiuanfendian！”
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keshiruguoshiwumietadehua...
“wobuzhidaonishuodeshenmejiuqingren，fanzhengwomeiyou，yaoyou，yeshiniyou。”
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“qingchendeshiqing，woshiyouzeren，keshi，nizuoweihaizidefuqin，jiumeiyouzerenma？”
lihuaizhitiaomei，“nideyisishi，womeigeyuejini200wanrangnizhaoguhaohaizi，xianzaihaizichuleshier，nidaoshixiangbazerentuihaijiwo？”
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“shima？nizenmejieshi？weilegenjiuqingrenjianmian，bayigesuishikenengchuwentidesisuihaiziliuzaijialibuguanbugu？”
lihuaizhiyibajiangyunyanzhuajinhuaili，yizhishouezhutadexiaba，“yunyan，woyigeyueqingshigebaomuyehuabule200wan，nishijuedewomenli
jiadeqian，henhaona？woshuoleduoshaoci，qingchenyaoshichushi，shigeni，yebugoupei！”
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“suoyi，lihuaizhi，zainixinli，wozhishiyigenigaoxinpinqingdebaomu？zhaoguhaizi，manzunidexuqiu，wendinglishidegupiao？”
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taitai，shinizijichengnuoleyibeizizhaoguqingchen，zenme？xianzaihouhuile？”