xiajingzhexinzangbeihenzhaleyidao。
tameixiangdaozijiqinshengdeerzijingranzheiyangtaoyanta？
yeshi，shangbeizitajiumeiguozheilianggehaizihaolianse。
讨厌自己是应该的。
shangbeizitaxieentubaojiajisongjinnian，zhishijuedetashidangbingde，shuochuqubeiyoumianzi。
tajiajisongjinnianliunian，wuniandeshijiantadouzaibudui，zijizeshiyigerenshengxialianggehaizi。
zhangfubuzaishenbian，popofeidajima，tarenshoubulezheizhonggudujimodetongku，zhengshizheigeshihouyudaolexiaxiangdenanzhiqingzhouhejin。
zhouzhijinzhinatadanggepaiqian，taqueshanglexin，zaisongjinnianshengtuanzhangfangjiahuilaidezheiduanshijian，tafenglebandenaozhelihun，zhenggeshenghuojifeigoutiao。
xiangdaozheili，xiajingzhejiujuedezijibushigedongxi。
dadinglecongtoulaiguodejuexinhou，xiajingzhezhengtuimenyaojinwu，turanshenhouxiangqijianlimasheng——
tapopoma：“nizheigeejipohaiganhuilai，mailaoniangdeguaisun，kanlaoniangjintianbudasini！”
xiajingzhebeijiyijiang，tazhuanshenjieshi，songmushoushangdebangchuihenhendishuaizailetadejianshang。
cigubanditongchuxilai，mianwuxuesedexiajingzhehuanglehuang，yankanyaodao……
tingdaodongjingchulaidesongjinnianjianzhuang，jizouliangbushenchushouyaofu，quezaiyaopengdaotadeshunjianyoushoulehuilai。
xiajingzhebazhumenjianwenzhuleshenzi，ganliedechunchelecheshenchuxuesi。
tajieshishuo：“ma，womeiyoumaiyunnian，tashiwoshengdeerzia！”
zhoumubuting，zhijieduizhesongjinnianshuo：“lihun，yidingyaogenzheitianshaduanmingdelihun！”
shuozhe，tarengxiabangchuiqi，qichuanyuyu。
xiajingzheyijiang，ceguotoukanlizaiyipangdenanren，xinzangdoushoujinle。
taxiayishimozijikoudai，jideshengpataxiayimiaojiushuochushenmebukewanhuidehua。
zheigeniandaihaimeiyoubaojinghuizhidan，tateyiqiugongantongzhibangtaxieleyifenzhengming，liantongyanxuebaogaoyiqizhankaijisongjinniankan。
“jinnian，shizhangpozijiwoxialeyao，nikan！zheishigonganjiwodadezhengming，haiyouyanxuebaogao，gailezhangde……”
songjinnianqueyebujie，zhidingzhetakan。
xiajingzheyikexinxuanzhe，xiangdengdaixuanpandexingfanyiyangjinzhang。
songjinnianquezaitamuguangzhongwanghoutuileyibu：“jiusuannimeizui，woyebudasuangenniguole。”
xiajingzhejile：“bu，wobuli……”
tadehuameinengshuowan，daerzisongyunjiqianzhehejinranchulaidaduanletadehua。
“eponiang，nibuquzuolaofang，haihuilaiganshenme！”
songjinnianjianmeiyideng，hezhuleta：“sheijiaonizheiyangshuohuade？gennimadaoqian！”
jianfuqinshengqi，songyunjishunshibizui，duodaohejinranshenhouqule。
hejinrandayuanchangdao：“jingzhenishuoniyeshi，zhiqiguizhiqi，ganshenmemaihaizi，nijiariziyemeidaoneibutiandibushi？”
xiajingzhefenfenkanzhehejinran，shangbeizizijiduitaneimehao，jieguozheirenqueyouliangfumiankong。
zaizijimianqianshuosongjinnianbuhao，zaisongjinnianmianqianshuozijibuhao，liangmiantiaosuo，tazijideli！
“wobukenenglihun，juebukeneng。”
xiajingzhehuashuodejianding，jishuojisongjinnianting，yeshishuojihejinranting。
“goule，womenzhijianbenjiumeiyouganqing，buruhaojuhaosan。”songjinnianmianselengjing，yuqigengxianbingliang。
xiajingzhexinjinglejixia，youxiewulidikaikou：“jinnian，wozhidaoguoquwozuodebudui，wohuigaide，ninengbunengjiwoyigegaizhengdejihui？”
“不能。”
nanrenbinglenglengdishengyinchuanruerduo。
xiajingzhebiaoqingjiangyingzhiji。
“mama，mama，mama！”
songyunnianmaizhexiaoduantuijiannandicongmenjianshangpalechulai，zhibenxiajingzhe。
xiajingzhexinliyinuan，lianmangdunxiabaojinhaizi：“yunnian，mamazaizheier。”
tadexiaoerzisongyunnian，congxiaodaodadoushigehaohaizi，zijiduitabuhaotayebujizaixinli，shenzhishiwannian，tahaichengdanqileshanyangdezeren。
xiangdaozheili，xiajingzheyanhongdebuxianghua，henbudejianghaiziqianzaihuaili。
songjinnianjianzhuangzhijiefuyaoxiangyaobaoguohaizi，haizilikejiuzhengzhaleqilai：“mama，mama！”
handexiajingzheqingxujinhubengkui，tabiekaiyan：“jinnian，haiziyaomama，nibierangtaku。nijiwoyigejihuihaobuhao？”
songjinnianhaimeikaikou，songmuqueshibiziyiheng，lagaolesangzi。
“bulihunkeyi，neiniyibuyiketou，kedaocunkou，biankebiandahanwoshimeiliangxindeeponiang，wogaisi！”