第三章 真心想娶你

吐了个干干净净,又睡了个天昏地暗。只是梦里,依旧不安心。凄厉的哭声和叫骂声交织回响,血色和墨色一遍遍回放。不知多久,我才被腹中的轰鸣和绞痛闹醒。门缝中传来香得要命的味道。我裹着被子,幽魂一样的顺着味道来到客厅。

chufangli,yuanliezhengaozhezhou,neizhimingdexiangweijiushicongneitaobaolichuanchulaide。wopazaichufangmenkou,zhengdayanqiqiu:“wohaoe,kuaiesile,dachu,jiurenyimingshengzaoqijifutu。”yuanlienalegedawan,chenglemanmanyiwandijiwo:“yigeyueweishengjiaohuan。”“haohaohao……”womangbuyidiantou。

shishishang,wodayingtadeweishengdoukuaileijidaoliangnianhoule。zuozaifanzhuoshang,woheleyidakou,qiaoredexianzhouhuaruwodeweizhong,liganjianyingdefuweilewodewei。

helebanwan,wocaiyoukongpinweizheijizhidemeiwei。jujiaozhezhoulikeli,woyouxieyihuodekanzheduimiandemeinanzi:“zheiweidao,haoxiang“kaili”jiudianzhuchudenashousifangcai。”yuanlieshouyidun,fengyanweitiao:“xiangma?zenmenichiguoneishenmezhuchudesifangcai?”

“meiyou,meiyou……”woshashayixiao,“woshizaikuanidechuyixiangdajiudianzhuchuyiyanglihai……”yuanliezheicaishouhuimuguang,jixumantiaosilidehezhou。xunsujiejuewanshengxiadezhou,wozhaochushouji,haojitiaoweiduxinxi。

xiandiankaihongjiede,tazhiyougongshigongbandeyijuhua:“nijintianxiuxiyitian,mingtianzailaishangban。”huileyiju“hao”,woyoudiankaixiaoqiaode:“wodatingle,neigefuzonghejiaoqiaobeibeidenvrenhaoxiangyouchou,danshiwotingshuotarenhenhao,yinggaibuhuizaiqiannunide。”youchou,shizhende。

renhenhao,queshigexiaohua。zheishishangzuilengxuewuqingzhibei,feitafubeichenbuke。xilewan,tangzaichuangshangfanlaifuqu,zuoyehunhunchenchen,rujinqingxinglezaixiangqifubeichenneizhanglian,xinlibumianchenzhong。weiyuelaiyueteng,woguoshangyifu,xialouqumaiyao。hanfengcigu,wowuzheweigongzheyaocongyaodianchulai,zoulejibu,huiguotou。

yiliangbaisekayanzaiwoshenhoutinglexialai。zheiliangche,congwojialouxiagendaoyaodian,kanlaihaiyaojixugenxiaqu。wozouguoquqiaoleqiaochechuang。ansechechuangxiala,fubeichenjunmeidelianchuxianzaiwoyanqian。zhenhuiqi,woxinxiang。“zenmeshifuxiansheng?haoqiao……”wohehexiaole。

“buqiao,wozhengshilaizhaonide。”fubeichenweiweiyixiao,“buqingwoshangquzuozuoma?”woyexiao:“bule,woshiyouhaizai,bufangbian,youshenmeshi,ninzhishuo。”kafeiting。fubeichenjiwodianlebeireniunai,woyongtanuanshou。zuowanbunengjujuetadejiu,zhishaoxianzaikeyibuhetadeniunai。

“fuxiansheng,youhuaninshuo。”fubeichenkanzhewo,daliangzhewo,shenshizhewo。“zheisannian,nijuranyizhizaihaicheng。”yigewanshang,zugoutadatingqingchuwosannianxingzong,bijingrujin,haishishitadedipan。womeishuohua,xiaozhekanta。

fubeichenyoushuo:“wozhidao,nihenwo。”zheihuacuole,wozhishidanchunyaneta。woshuo:“wozenmehuihenfuxiansheng?womenzuotiancairenshi。”gaihenniderenyijingsile,kexitabudong。fubeichenyidun,jixushuo:“womeixiangdao,nihaiyuanyihuilai……”tashengyinqingroujuanlian,daojiaowoshouyizhan,exinde。

“bie,fuxiansheng,zheihuabuheshi。”wozhijueweiyuelaiyuetong,buxiangzaihetaduoshuo:“yaoshimeiqitashi,wojiuxianzoule。”wozhanqishenjiuyaozou,fubeichenqueturanshuo。“beibei,duibuqi。”wodunzaiyuandi,mianwubiaoqingdezhuanshenkanta。

“qiaoshushudesi,wohenbaoqian,womeixiangdaotahuizoushangneitiaolu。”takanzhewo:“wozhishixiangrangqiaoshipochan,baolewofuqindechou,danwoyeshizhenxinxiangyaoqunide……”tahuahaimeiwan,wonaqineibeiniunai,pozailetalianshang。