第4章
chuanshunvyuanyidangzheigetishen，talinjingyuekebuyuanyi。
zhijianlinjingyuedixialeyanjie，zuijiaoqinzhexiao：“dashijie，shizunzenmebulai？”
ningzhuoxinkanzhelinjingyuezheigemeiguqideyangzibailebaiyan。
“kebushinigaochudelantanzi？jinergeshizunweinidezuilefengshimeideshizunyangyaodaozhang，zuoweizantingbisaidejiaohuan，xianzaiyijingqukunlunxianjingquzhaowuzongxianshale。”
“shiwotairuole，lianleileshizun。”
linjingyuejixudizhetouxuezhechuanshunvdeyangzishuohuadao，guolebanshangfangfodaoleshangxinchujingranyingyingchuileileqilai。
tazhidaoningzhuoxinsuribianbuxihuanchuanshunvdedongshixiaopin，bianyouxinexinta。bijingzheigedashijieyeshinvzhudeyuyizhiyi。
“niyebiekukutitile，daoshihoubiewangfeileshizundeyipiankuxin。”
shuoba，ningzhuoxinhenhendiwanletayiyanbianliqule。
suihoutashenxileyikouqi，yongshoucalecayanjiaobucunzaileihua，dengdaotaiqitoulaizaikanyishuangmingmeideyanmouganjingruxi，nayoukuguodehenji？
yunqingchuanbuzai，daoshiyigehenhaodejihui。
ruguozijizuodeshaoshaochuge，tayemeibanfazuzhi。
suihoutazhuanguotoukandaoneibabishuijianhefenselansedeyiqun，mianwubiaoqingdisuishounielegehuojueshaodiaole。
sihubugouside，taqishenbajuzilimianfenlansedeyifuyigunaoerquanbubaolechulaishaodiao。
liehuotianzhefenselansedeyiwuzaishunjianzhihoubianchengjiaohei，mingmingmiemiedehuoyanyingzailinjingyuedemouzilimianjianjianyunchuleyipianshuiguang。
shinianqian，linjiamanmenbeimietameiyouku。
shinianqian，beiduoshedeshihoutameiyouku。
jishitaririkanzhezijideshentimeitianduizhechourentaohaodixiaoyemeiyouku。
danshijintian，taduohuizijishentizhihou，shaoleyixiesiwuzhihou。
她突然嚎啕大哭。
liangjiu，yigedanziyinjiecongtadezuibalimianbengchu。
“......si。”
“给我去死！！！”
erjiuzaizheigeshihou，linjingyuetineineihongsedeqituanturanbiandeyouweishanliang，fangfoshiganyingdaotadenuqibandeshangcuanxiatiao。
erzheigeshihoudelinjingyuezhiguzhetongkuliuti，meigudeshangzheigeyichang......
zhuanshunyoudaoleyuedingdebisaishijian，linjingyuejintianteyiqilegedazao，huanleyitaocongjijiaogalalimianzhaolaidehongseyishan，bianleyigenvzhuconglaibuhuibiandetoufa，shishirandishangleleitai。
taziranshibuhuijixushiyongnvzhudepeijianle，jishineibapeijianhaisuanyongdeshunshou。suoyitashoushangneibianhaishiluguoyanwutaideshihousuibianxuandeyibajian。
“wohaiyiweinibuganlaile。”
denglinjingyuezhanding，biantingdaolefenglingxuebuhuaihaoyideshengyin。
“ruguoshiwo，haiyaobeidabaidiercibianbuhuizailaile。”
linjingyuedingletajishun，hurancanranyixiao：“nizaishengqi？”
“shiyinweinideshifuweileneizhuwuzongxianshadayinglezantingbisaideyaoqiu？”
beishuodaodianshang，fenglingxuezhijuedezijidefeidouyaozhale，kepianpianxianzaihaizaileitaishang，haiyaobaochifengdu。
xiangdaozheili，taxiaoxindichaozheyangyaodaozhangneigefangxiangyipie，shangtaiqiantadeshizungentaguanzhaoguo——
leitaishangdaojianwuyan，zhiyaodabusi，biankeyiwangsilida。
erzaizheigeshihouleitaixiamianyejianjianweimanleren，daduodoushiyixiewaimendexiaodizi，kandaotaishanglianggeshijiemiansebuyuyexianghuqieqiesiyuleqilai。
“qishilingxueshijieshuodeyemeicuo，jirankendingyaoshu，neiweishenmehaiyaolaini？”
youyigerenkailexiantoubianyourenjieguohuacha。
“zuotianlinshijieshizenmebeilingxueshijiedaxialeitaibunengdongdande，xiangbidajiadoukandaole，wokanzheigelinshijiejinrideshengchudejilvdequebugougao。”
“nimenzheixiesuizuide，jiubunengdengrenjiabiwanlezaishuoma？”
zuihoushuohuadeshiyigeerbanianjidewaimendizi，minghuanshenjingyun。
“shenshimei，wozhidaonixiongzhangbaizailelingxueshijiedeshouxia，suoyinibianchulaidabaobupingleshima？”
有人反驳沈静云道。