siyideshengyinzhuangzhongeryoufuhanzhufu，touguojiaotangqiongdingdecaisebolisaxiashushuguangmang，doudaizheshengjiedeqixi，
rangrengandaowennuananxin。“shenjinxiansheng，nishifouyuanyiqusuwanwan**weiqi，wulunshunjinghuonijing，
jiankanghuojibing，douaita，zhenxita，zhizhishengmingdejintou？”shenjindizhetouzhushizhewo，
liangshendingzuodelifugoulechutajianshuodeshenxing，yanzhonghanzhexiaoyi，wenroudewozhewodeshou，rangrenanxin。
“woyuan…”“dengdeng！”yidaobuheshiyideshengyin，qichudaizhezhanyindenvsheng，
xiangyibazhuizizhourancipolehunlixianchangsuoyoulangmanhemeihaodefenwei。suoyourendemuguang，
qishuashuadetouxianglejiaotangrukouchu，xiangkankanfachuneidaoshengyindedaodishishei？neilizhanzheyigenvren，
yigepiaoliangnvren。chuanzheyijianmibaisedezhangkuanfengyi，fengchenpupu，jiaoxiahaiyouzheyigexiaoxingxinglixiang。
taliansecangbai，zuijiaomeiyouyisixuese，yankuangquehongdelihai，dadadeyanjinglimianxumanleleishui，
zhengyongzhefuzadeyanshensisididingzhetaishangdeshenjin，neilishijuewang、qipanhewujindeaishang。shilinweiwei。
shishenjinfangzaixinjianshangduoniandebaiyueguang。jushuosannianqianshenhuanjuezheng，budebubenfuyiguojieshouzhiliao，
congciyinxunquanwu，jihubeisuoyourendourenweixiangxiaoyuyundebaiyueguang。woqingxideganshoudao，
shenjinwozhewodeneizhishou，shunjianbiandebingliang、jiangying、suijibianmengranshoujin，
neilidaojihuyaoniesuilewodeshouzhang。kexiayimiao，neishoujiuxiangbeihuoshaodaoyiyang，zhouransongkaileshou。
tademuguangnianzailelinweiweishenshang，sisidedingzhu，meiyouyisipianli。neilimianyouzhenjing，nanyizhixin，
shierfudedeqingxing，gengyouwoyutaxiangshiduonianlaicongmeiyoujiandaoguodejihuyaoyichulaidetengxihejiaoji。“wei，
weiwei…？”tanannanchusheng，jihutingbuqing，danzaizheicikejijingdejiaotangli，
quexiangdaizhesipoheiandeleitingyiyang，shunjianjikualezheichanghunlizuihoudetimian。
tashenzhidoumeiyouhuitoukanwoyiyan，shuodianshenme，jiuhaoxiangwoshiyigewuguanjinyaoderenwu。
tameiyouzuochusihaojieshi，jiurutongyigebeishengsuokongzhidetixianmuouyiyang，mengrankuangben，
bokaidangzaiqianmianmudengkoujingdeqinyouhebanlang，jihushiliangqiangzhe，chongxialitai，chongxiangneigezhanzaimenkoudeshenying。
tayibazhuazhulelinweiweideshoubei，jiqiedixunwenzheshenme，ranhouyiyizhongjueduibaohudezitai，
jiangtajinjinhuzaihuaili，touyebuhuidikuaibulikailejiaotang。liuxiamanshidesiji，hezhanzailitaizhongyang，
chuanzhejiazhibufeidedingzhihunsha，quexiangyigechetoucheweidexiaohuadewo。kongqisihudouningguleqilai。
binkexishangchuanlaiyayibuzhudechouqishengheqieqiesiyu，neixiemuguang，youtongqing，youbiyi，youkanhaoxidexingfen，
xiangwushuximidezhen，zhazaiwo**depifushang。siyizhangzhezui，jiangzaiyuandi，
wanquanwanglejiexialaideliuchengshishenme。shenjiadezhangbeiliansetieqing，shenmugengshiyongshouwuzhulexiongkou，
yifukuaiyaoyunjueguoqudemoyang。buzhidaoguoleduojiu，huoxuzhiyoujimiao，huoxuyouyigeshijineimezhang。
wohuanhuandidunxiashen，hunshafanfudequnbaipusanzaibingliangdedibanshang，
xiangyiduohaimeishengkaijiuyijingdiaolingdejudahuaduo。meiyoukuqi，zhishishenchushou，jianqineizhangbeitasichengliangban，
suiyidiuqizaididehunshu。zhizhangbianyuanfengli，zaiwozhijianhuakaiyidaoxiweidekouzi，qinchuxiaoxiaodexuezhu，
bingbutaiteng，zhishiyizhongxianmingdechugan。shenmuzaipangrendechanfuxiazoushangqian，
lianshangdaizheyizhonghunhezhegangaheshishedeqianyi：“suwanwan...jintiandeshi，shishenjinhunzhang，
shiwomenshenjiaduibuzhuni...nifangxin，womenyidinghuibuchangni，juebuhuirangni...”wotaiqishou，
yongyigeqingxideshoushi，zhizhuletaweijindehuayu。“bubile。”wodeshengyinpingjingdechuqi，
shenzhilianyisizhandoudoumeiyou，pingjingderangwozijidougandaoyisiyiwai，fangfojintiandexinniangbushiwoyiyang。
wojiangneisisuidehunshusuipian，yidiandian、zixididiehao，wozaishouxin，zhizhangdelengjiaoluozhezhangxin。ranhou，
wotingzhilebeiji，tuozheneishenchenzhongdejihuyaojiangwoyakuadehunshaqunbai，yibuyibu，
duzizouwanleneitiaolaishixiangzhengzhexingfuguisu、ercikequemanzhangrutongxingchangdehongtan。jiaotangmenwai，yangguangciyan。
jizhemenzaoyiwenfengerdong，zhangqiangduanpaoduizhunlewo，shanguangdengliangchengyipian。womeiyouzhedang，yemeiyoutingliu，
jingzhizouxiangdenghouzailubiandeche。sijiweiwolakaichemen，wozuojinqu，gejuelewaimiansuoyoudexuanxiaoyukuitan。
chenei，yipiansiji。wotankaishouzhang，kanzheneituanbeiniedezhoubabadesuizhi，ranhou，huanhuandi、jiqihuanmandi，
jiangtamensichenglegengxiaodesuipian，yaoxiachechuang，yanglechuqu。baisedezhixiezaifengzhongfenfenyangyang，
henkuaibiankanbujianlezongying。dierzhang：wushengdexiaoyanhunlineitiandenaoju，chenglequanchengchixushuzhoudexiaotan，
erwoyechengweilequanchengzuidadexiaochou。“shenshitaiziyechongguanyinuweihongyan，hunlixianchangpaoqitishenxinniang，
zhuixunzhenaibaiyueguang。”“huiguniangmengsuihaomen，suwanchengnianduzuicanxinniang。
”gezhongsongrentingwendebiaotizhanjuleyulebanhejingjibandetoutiao。suiranshenjiadongyongledaliangziyuanyaxinwen，
danxiaoguoshenwei。erwoguanbilesuoyoudeshejiaomeititongzhi，jujieleyiqielaizisuowei“guanxin”dedianhua，
jiangzijichechedidifengbileqilai。waijiedouyiweiwoyijuebuzhen，huoxuzhengduozaimougejiaoluolizhengriyileiximian。
dantamencuole。wozuozaifuqinliuxiade、rujinyixiandeyouxiekongdanghelaojiudeshufangli，
mianqiantankaizhedaliangdewenjianhebaobiao。zheishifuqinbishengdexinxue，yijiaguimobuda，
danzaitedinglingyuyouzhebucuokoubeihehexinjishudezhongxingkejigongsi。fuqinnianchubingshihou，
gongsiyoujiweiyuanlaozanshibangmangdali，danjingyingzhuangkuangyikaishimingxianxiahuale。shenjindangchuzhuiqiuwo，
youduoshaoshizhenxin，youduoshaoshikanzhonglewofuqinzaiyeneiderenmaihezheijiagongsiqianzaidejishujiazhi，
wohoulaicaimanmanxiangmingbai。tayiduxiangjiangzheijiagongsibingrushenshijituan，danbeifuqinyancijujue。rujin，
zheifanerchenglewoweiyidelizuzhidi，weiyidebifenggang。wozhidao，yanleihebeishangshihuanbuhuizunyan，
yehuanbuhuishengcundekongjian。shenjiasuoweichengnuode“buchang”，wofenwenweiqu。neidaizhequruweidaodeshishe，
zhihuirangwoxiangqineitianzaijiaotanglishoudaodemeiyidaomuguang，shoudaodemeiyifenquru。woxuyaoliliang。erliliang，
shouxianlaiziyujingjishangdeduliheqiangda，woyaojianqiang，woyaochaoguoshenjia，woyaorangshenjinhouhui。
wolianxilefuqinzuixinrendeliangweilaobuxia，jishuzongjianlaozhouhecaiwuzongjianyangjie。
tamenduiwozheige“gangzaoyuzhongdaqinggandaji”denianqingjichengren，gangkaishizhishibaozhetongqinghefuchidexintai。
danshiwohenkuairangtamengaibianlekanfa。wonachuletamencongweijianguodelengjinghejueduanli。fenxilegongsixianzhuang，
kandiaolejigetouruda、qianjingbuminglangdexiangmu，jizhongsuoyouziyuan，
zhugongfuqinshengqianzuiweikanzhong、yeshigongsizuijujingzhengyoushide“zhinengchuanganyushujufenxixitong”deshenhuayanfa。
“**，zheigefangxiangxuyaodaliangdechixutouru，erqieshichangpeiyuqizhang，
fengxianhenda...”laozhouyouxinchongchongdeshuodao。“wozhidaofengxian。”wodaduanta，
lengliedemuguangsaoguotaheyangjie，“danzheishiwomennenghuoxialai，bingqieweilaikenenghuodegenghaodeweiyijihui。
ruguogenzheshenshihoumianjiantamenbuyaodecangenglengzhi，womenjiangyongyuanmeiyouchutouzhiri。zijindewenti，
wolaixiangbanfa。”wode“banfa”，bingfeipingkongerlai。zaiheshenjinjiaowangdeneixienianli，
wobingfeiquanranchenjinzaiaiqingdehuanmengli。wozhidaotashufangliyouyigeyinmidebaoxianju，
mimashitayicizuijiuhouwuyizhongtouludeshengrizuhe——bushitazijide，yebushitafumude，
ershitaneiweiyuanbenyinggaixiangxiaoyuyunbaiyueguangdeshengri。tacengshuoguo，neishitazuizhongyaoderizi，
shitacengjingzuikuailederizi。youyici，chentachucha，
woyibangtazhaoyifenluozaishufangdewenjianweijiekou（ziranshita“qiahao”xuyaoerwo“qiahao”nengbangmang），
jinruleneigeshufang，dakaileneigebaoxianju。limianbingmeiyouduoshaoxianjin，yemeiyouduomezhenguidezhubao。
zuixianyandeweizhi，fangzheyitayongsidaixihaodexinjian，fanzhedandandexinxiang，shilinweiweidebiji。
erzaizheixieqingshudexiamian，yazheyifenhouhoude、fengmianyinzhe“juemi”ziyangdeshangyeqihuashu。
wodangshiguishishenchadi，yongshoujikuaisupaixialeneifenqihuashudequanbuneirong。