第4章
jiandaojiangwanheleyao，jiangshimianshangluchulexiaorong，qieanweidao，“daxiaojiebuyaohuixin，dengguojiri，niqujibeiwangdianxiapeigebushi，tayidingbuhuizaiguainide，bijingnimenyouqingmeizhumadeqingfenzaineili，pangrenshihandongbulede。”
“duoxieyiniang。”jiangwanyebuchaichuan，shunzhejiangshidehuashuolexiaqu。
weizaizheifuzhongzhanwenjiaogenzhiqian，hezheilaohulisipolianpi，meishenmehaochu。
“fuqinlaile！”jiangyimotingdaojiaobusheng，kuaibuwangmenwaizou。
daijiangzongchengjinmenshi，jiangyimoyilianguaiqiaodixiangjiangzongchengqingan，“jianguofuqin，jiejieyijingxinglaile，zheicijiejiesuiranyounaochulexiaohua，dantayeshiyinweiduibeiwangdianxiayipianzhenxina，suoyicaibuxiyonglezicandefangshi，fuqinbuyaozefajiejiele，nverburenxinkanzhefuqinshangshen。”
姜绾：好一个自残。
jiangzongchengkanzheruciwenyadongshidejiangyimo，zaikankanjiangwanyidaqingzaonaochulaideshiqing，nuhuogengshen。
“shia，laoye，qieshenganggangyijinghedaxiaojiejiangguodaolile，xiangbidaxiaojieyechengxinhuiguole，zheiciyaobujiusuanleba。”jiangshiyeshunzhejiangyimodehuashuolexiaqu。
而后又叹了口气——
“fuzhongzheiliangri，jieerliansandechushi，woyuanlineigefengpozi，zuoriwuhou，turanjiubujianle，haiqieshenzhaolehaojiu，doumeizhaodaoren。”
“jiuliantademaishenqiyebujianle，xushitoulemaishenqi，taozoule。”
pangbiantingzhedejiangwan，neixinzhihuhaojiahuo！
xianfazhirensuanshibeiniwanmingbaile。
**diehaimeishuoshenmeni，nimenmunvliangyirenyiju，changleyichushuanghuang。
dankanjiangzongchengduijiangshimunvzaiyidechengdu，jiangwanfaxianzijidechujingshifenjiannan，rujinyinggangkongpabuxing，haishidexianxiangxiangfazi，xianwenzhujiangzongchengzaishuo。
guoran，jiangzongchenghaobuzaiyisuoweidefengpozi。
wangzhejiangwandeyannei，doukuaipenchunuhuo，“suanle？zheixiaochushengshenweiwoguogongfudinv，chengrizhuizaiyigenanrenshenhoupao，xianghuama？hekuang，zheicipianpianhaiqianchedaoleshezhengwang，rujinwaijiedouzaicaice，wosidixiazaoyibeiqibeiwang，yushezhengwanggoujie！”
“wocongqianzaibeiwangmianqianzuodegongfu，yixizhijianquanbubaifei！”
“yuanyiweinixiaotinglejiri，meixiangdaoxianzaijingranxiangchuzicandefangshi，wangtuboqubeiwangdianxiadetongqing！”
“zenmeyounizheizhongxiaochusheng！”
jiangzongchengyueshuoyueqi，shuozhekanleyansizhou，chaoqiyigeaijiaodeng，jiuyaochaozhechuangtashangdejiangwanzaguolai。
jiangwanceshenduobizaguolaideaijiaodeng，danhaishiyangzhuangbushenbeiaijiaodengzadaoleshouzhi，luchuyifuweiqudeyangzi，“fuqin，zheicideshiqingshinverbuhao，shinveryizhiyilai，duizijitaiguozixinle。”
“nvercongqianxihuanbeiwangdianxia，danzizhizijiyuben，shangbudetaimian，yezhiganjiangzheifenxinsimaizaixindi，shiyiniangrexinkuanweilewo，shuonvziwucaibianshide，dushumeiyong，yaowozuogereqingruhuodenvzi，guliwoyongganquzhuiqiuzijidexingfu。”
huayichu，pangbiansanrenshensegeyi。
jiangzongchengkanleyanjiangshi，jiangshiyegangxiangkaikoushuoshenme，biantingjiangwanyoudao——
“zhishi......daodishiwoyuben，yongcuolefangfa，gufulejiangyiniangdeqiwang。ruguoshiermeimeidehua，yidinghuibiwozuodehao。”
jiangwanhualuo，jiangshibianjizhekaikoujieshi，“laoye，qieshendequeshizheimeanweiledaxiaojie，danyeshikantaneixieshirixuebujinkeye，xinqingjusang，patabiechumaobinglai。buguohaihao，daxiaojierujinfaxianshizishendewenti，nenggougaiguozixinbianhao。”
jiangshiyijuhua，bazijizhaideganganjingjing。
jiangzongchengyeshiyilianlianxidikanleyanjiangshi，“zheibuguannideshiqing，nipingriliduitadehao，wodoukanzaiyanli。”
“shitazijibuzhongyongbale！”jiangzongchengzhuanxiangjiangwan，lianseyinchen，shuangshoujinwozhequan。
ruofeijunxuanchefalehua，jinrishuoshenme，tayebuhuizairangjiangwanzheigeninv，jixuliuzaizheishishang！
“nishuo，jinrizhishi，weiheyouhuranchejinleshezhengwang？”