第4章:出现错位的记忆

dangwanyifanyunyuguohou,tangqizhexinlixianranshishutanduole,zhenggerenyemeineimefanzaole。

kandaotameishile,yipangdesiqizhunbeichuanyizouren。

“这么急着回去?”

nandetangqizhekaikouliuren,siqidaoshiyoudianjingyadeshuodao:“buhuiqunandaozaizheilidengnilaopohuilaiyikuernaosanshangdiaoma?”

tangqizhehenshisuiyideshuodao:“tagenrenpaole。”

tingdaozheilisiqitingxialechuanyifudedongzuoyouzhongxinhuidaolechuangshang:“zheiyangya,neiwojiuduopeipeiniba,miandenijimo。”

“daodishiwojimo,haishinijimoa?”tangqizheyigefanshenbasiqiyazaileshenxia。

“我们都寂寞。”

tangqizhezheicikaikouliurenwufeishixiangzhengming,tadeshenghuobuhuiyinweishenyuanchanshengrenhebianhua,buguanshenyuanzaihuozhebuzai,tagaigensiqizuodeshiqingyijianyebuhuishao!

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zhixinzaicixinglaideshihoufaxianzijitangzaiyiyuanli,kanlaishichuchehuohouzhaoshisijibatasongleguolai。

“nixingle?woqujiaoyishengguolai。”yipangdehushifaxiantaxinglebianchuquhanyisheng。

zhixinshituzuoqilaihoufaxianchuletuiyouxiesuanyiwai,biededifangdoumeiyouwenti,shenshangqingzisedeyinjiyebeitazidongrenweishipengzhuanghoudeyuqing。

yishengjinlaihouyezhishilixingxunwenleyifan,querenbingrenmeiyouwentihoubianlikaile,erneigezhuanglezhixinderenzhengtantebuandekanzheta。

zhixinkanduifangbuzhunbeikaikouhoubianzhudongwendao:“shinizhuanglewo?”

“zhendebunengguaiwo,shinizijibukanhonglvdengde,woshizhengchangxingshi。”nvrenjinzhangdeshuodao。

“zheigenidawanshangdekaineimekuai,xianzaiquemaiyuanwomeikanhonglvdengle?”zhixintinglenvrendehuadunshijuedehaoxiao。

“wanshang?neigewohaishizaijiaoyishengguolaijinikankanba。”nvrenxianzaijuedezhixinkendingshizhuanghuainaozile。

“yishenggangcaidoushuolewomeishi,nihaiyaojiaotalaizuoshenme?”

nvrendunledunshuodao:“woshizaijintianshangwuzhuangdaonide,bingbushinishuodeshenmewanshang,erqiewokendingnishizaihongdengdeqingkuangxiaguomalucaidaozhilezheichangshigu。”

nvrenkanzhixinmingxianbuxiangxindeyangziyoujiezheshuodao:“waimianhaiyoupeiwoyiqisongnilaidemujizhengrengenjiaojingtongzhi,niyaohaishibuxindehua,wokeyijiaotamenjinlaigennishuo。”

jiranduifangyijingbahuashuodaolezheigefenshang,zhixinziranshijuedingxiankantingtingqitarendeshuoci。

tingwanhoutadedaoleyigejingkongdejielun,zijishiquleyibufenjiyi。

congtajidedeneichangchehuodaojintianfashengdezheichangchehuozhijiandeshiqingtadoumeiyouyinxiangle,suoyitazheishidiule3geyuedejiyima?

youyuzhixinsuishenmeiyouxiedairenheshenfenzhengming,suoyijiaojingyezaidengtaxinglaihouhaolianxijiashu。

suiranyoudianzhenjing,danshizhixinhaishizaidiyishijianneitigongletagegedelianxifangshi。

dangjiaojingdiyicidadianhuajixuwuyangdeshihou,duifanghaiyiweishidianhuazhapian,henguoduandeguadiaole。

meibanfa,zhixinzhihaobatagegedesirenhaomayoutigongleguoqu。

zheicixuwuyangbuzaiyiweishishenmelajidianhua,tazaiquerenguozhixindeshenfenhou,limagandaoleyiyuan。