第一章

xialuozhisizailikailuzeyuandedishinian。

taweiletuikaiyigejijiangbeidahuochezhuangdaodehaizi,zijiquedaozailechelunxia。

xianxuebuduancongtadekouzhongyongchu,jiangtadeshenxiaranhongyipian。

tazhengzheyan,kanzhetiankong,naohaizhongjingranfuxianleluzeyuandelian。

meixiangdao,zaishengmingdezuihouyike,taxiangniande,jingranshita。

haiyourenzaijiaotajianchi,shuojiuhucheyijinglaile。

keshi,tazaiyebuxianggouyancanchuandihuozhele。

ruguozheishiduitadechengfa,taren。

tadeyishikaishibiandehundun,takanjianguxiangdeshanposhang,lizhetadefen。

ranhou,takanjianleluzeyuan。

nianfuyinian,tadouhuilaikanta。

yirujiyizhongdetingbajunlang,meiyanshenchen,quechenmobuyu。

takanjiannianmaidefuqinduitashuo:“zeyuan,shiwojialuozhiduibuqini。”

tayaotou:“ba,luozhitahenhao,shiwomeifufen。”

tarenbuzhuchongtadahan:“nibuyaozailaile!

niwanglewoshizenmeduinidema?

nizenmejiuzheimesixinyan?”

keshi,tashenmeyetingbujian。

youyinian,tabuzailaile。

tayiweitazhongyufangqile。

suonashengzaihoumiandeshantouchuixiang,neishiyijingconghaitongzhangchengqingniandeluyilin,baozhetadepaiwei,zouzaizuiqianmian,houmianshiyiduizifaerlaidequnzhong。

她疯了似的跑过去。

他怎么会死?

tazheiyanghaoderen,zenmehuisi?

luyilindahandao:“ge,wotingnidehua,banizangzaitadehoumianle。

zheiyang,nijiukeyitiantiankanzheta,tayebuhuixianniaiyanle!”

tayutadefen,gezheyizuoshan。

tamaizaitadezhenghoufang,takandedaota,taquekanbujianta。

taliansihou,douzheiyangbeiweidiaizhe。

tingdaozheili,xialuozhizhijuehunshendoutongleqilai,xiangshiyaolijihunfeiposanyiban。

guihun,yenengganshoudaotongma?

taaihaoyisheng,pudaolebeihongseqizhifugaideguanmushang,yanmaidenitubuduantouguotatoumingdeshentiluozaiguanmushang。

他即将长眠于此。

tazaiku,quemeiyouyanlei。

tadahandao:“luzeyuan,wobuyaonizheiyang!

niyiweizheiyangwojiuhuiainima?

nixiangyaorangwokuijiu,rangwowangbuleniduibudui!

luzeyuan,nijiwoqilai!”

tawuyanzhe,yinchenchendetianpiaoqiyulai,tadeshijie,huranyipianheian。

*xialuozhizaizhengkaiyan,biankandaolebaisedezhangziding。

tasuijihuangusizhou,hongzhuandeqiang,hongqidejuzi,louhuadechuang,zheibujiushidangniantaheluzeyuandexinfangma?

tasuijikanxiangqiangshangguazhederili,1983nian!

chuangbiandejingzili,yizhangyanliyoucangbaidemianrongyingruyanlian。

neishinianqingshihoudeziji。

tahuidaole21suideshihou?

“nixingle?”yidaogaodaxiuzhangdeshenyingcongmenkoumailejinlai。

luzeyuanchuanzhejunlvsedekuzihebaisechenshan,shitoudeyifujiangtadeshencaijinjinbaoguozhe。

suizhetazouludedongzuo,jianshuoyoulidedatuiheshoubeijirouyiqigudongzhe,zhenggeshenxingquebucuzhuang,hunshendouchongmanzhebaofali。

changnianxunliandeyuanyin,tadebufajiandingeryouli,shenzitingbayouminjie。

xialuozhijiuneiyang,lenglengdikanzhetayibubuzouxiangziji。

daitazoudaogenqian,jiyizhongmohudemeiyanqingxiqilai。

xiefeidejianmeiyingting,xiazhangyouruilidefengmou,bochunqingqingminzhe,meiyichulunkuoxiantiaodoujunlangdeguofen,queyouyunzangzhefenglidehanyi。

zheishitashangbeizideqianfu,xianzaidezhangfu,luzeyuan。

他还活着,真好。

leiyiyongshangyankuang,gengdetahoulongshengteng。

tazhangkaishou,zhengxiangyaopujintadehuaili,quetingdedaotadao:“ruguonizhendexiangyaolihun,wochengquanni。”

xialuozhishunjianlengzaidangchang:“lihun?”

luzeyuankanleyiyantachaoshideyankuang,yanzhongyinyunzhebumingdeqingxu,shengyinanyayouchenzhong:“niweilelihun,lianmingdoubuyaole。”

xialuozhidangchangjiulengzhule。

怎么回事?

huiyiyimumuxilai,tamengranjingjue,jiuzaiganggang,tayinweiluzeyuanbomudeyijuhua,jiashangduiluzeyuanjiyuanyijiu,bizhetalihunbucheng,jiutiaolehe。

是陆泽渊救的她。

keshi,jiyizhongtadefanyingmingmingbushizheiyangde!

xialuozhiyishibanhuiyelibuqinggesuoyiranlai,tazhizhidaoyidian,tabunengzaishiquta!

yushi,tayibabaozhuluzeyuandeyao,batoumaijintadehuaili:“wobuli。”

suizhetadehuayinluoxia,taganshoudaoluzeyuandeshentijianglejiang。

ranhoushixiweidetanxishengchuanlai:“luozhi,woshuole,wofangnizou。

suoyi,nibuxuyaozaiyanxile。”

luzeyuandehuacitonglexialuozhidexin,yidianyidian,queshifenqingxi。

cengjingtacuoxintaren,yiweitabuaita,shenzhiwuhuitahenduoshiqing,suoyizhengtianzuotianzuodi,shijinshouduan,zhiweilegentalihun。

suoyi,tayiweitayoushizaipianta?

wuxiandehuiyizaixinzhongmanyan,xialuozhizhinengjiangtabaodegengjin。

tataiqitoulai,zhengzheleimengmengdeshuangyankanta:“zeyuan,nibuyaowolema?”

rouruandeyangzi,kelianbabadeyuqi,shitaweicengzailuzeyuanmianqianbiaoxianguode。

xialuozhikaozheta,qianjinhenkuaibeitameilaidejihuanxiadeyifuzhanshi。

xiongqianderouruanjinjinditiezheluzeyuan,bitaweiliangdetiwentouguoshiledeboshanchuandidaoshenshang。

youjidong,yeyoushengchudefanzaogan。

不该是这样的。

taxiangyaoshenshoutuikaita,dazhangcaichujitaxianxideshoubei,youshiyizhenchudong。

太细,太软了。

tapazijiyibuxiaoxin,jiujiangtashangle。

tashenzhizaizheigeshihou,xiangqilejinyoudeneijicideyini。

taneiyizhangjiubeitakouzhudexianyao,yijikuhongledeyan。

zheigeshihoudeta,yuneishidetashineimedexiangxiang。

luzeyuanbishangshuangyan,zhongzhongdihuchuyikouqi:luozhi,nikuaifangkai。”

tayiweitahuixinteng,huixiangguoquwushucineiyang,jiandingdiduitashuo:“luozhi,wobuhuihenilihun。”

keshi,tajingbuweisuodong。

xialuozhitaiyan,shitalengqingdeshuangmou:“luozhi,shinibuyaowole。”

wenyan,xialuozhilianmangzhiqishen,guizuozailechuangshang。

talanzhuletadebozi,laxiangziji:“wobufang。”

weiweiduqidechun,shidandandefense,yinweiluoshui,lianseyeyouxiebai。

tadeshencaishineiyangxianxi,tayoushineiyangjianzhuang,tajinjinyiweizheta,xiangyizhutusihuayiban,rouruokeqi。

luzeyuanzhikantayiyan,neizhongxiangyaopohuaiheroulindechongdongyoumaotoule。

xialuozhibaxinyiheng,duizhetadebochunjiuwenleguoqu。

luzeyuanfanyingbuji,zhibikaileyidian,queyinchayangcuodibazijidebojingjifengshangle。

weiliangyourouruandechugan,daizhedandandenverxiang,rangtadehuxiyizhi。

xialuozhishenzhichenjiqingqingyaoleyixia。

luzeyuanmenhengchusheng:“ng。”

ranhouhoutuiyibu,bikaileta。

jibianruci,tadedazhangyijifuzaitadeyaojian,zaiquedingtawenzhushenxinghou,caifangkaishou。

tazhuanguoshen:“zheiduanshijianwozaijia,nikeyihaohaokaolv。

bamahedanweineibian,wohuixiangbanfa。”

zhengshuozhe,waimianchuanlaiyigefurenmamalieliedeshengyin:“shenmewanyier,woshuocuolema?

长得好看有什么用?

haibushigebunengshengdandemuji?

woshuoliangjuzenmele?tajiuyaomisimihuo?

yejiushinijia,caizheimedangbaobeigongzhe!”

wenyan,luzeyuanhexialuozhideliansejiushiyibian。

luzeyuandelianshangshanguoyunse,huiguotouduixialuozhidao:“nixianxiuxi,wochuqukankan。”

说着,就出了门。

menwaimamalieliedeshengyinyijiubujue,xialuozhizuozaichuangshang,xiaoshoubuyoudezuanjinlechuangdan。

yaobushipanyueguiderumahetiaobo,zijiyouzenmehuibiezheqi,yishixiangbukaiertiaohe?

tagengshizhangzhezijishiluzeyuandeboniang,zhengrilaidaqiufengbushuo,haiduitamenjiazhizhidiandian,jiaodebuanning。

ruotayiweizijihaishidangchuneigerenyouqifudexialuozhi,kejiudacuotecuole!

xialuozhilijixiachuang,chengzhexuruodeshenti,zoulechuqu。