第5章 对他彻底绝望

yiqiantashengbingbuxiangchiyaodazhenshi,douhuicongchuanghuwaiwangxiatiao。

danguoqu,zongyoulusihanzaixiamianjiezhuta。

erxianzai,xiamianbujinmeiyoulelusihan,lianbeitachongdangtizidedashudoumeiyoule。

yinweixuqingxindiyicihuaiyunshi,jiushiyongzheikedashutaopaode,suoyilusihangancuidejiujiangchuangwaideneikerongshukandiaole。

“mani,woyaojianta,nimenbunengzheiyangduiwo,matabuhuifangguonimende!”yinweihuaiyouhaizi,xuqingxinbuganmaoxiantiaolou,zhinengbeirenyazhizailechuangshang。

xuqingxinbenxiangyonglufurenzhensheguanjiadengren,quemeixiangdaozhangmachuxianzaimenkou,wuzhezuibaaitongdao:“shaofuren,biepa,yihuijiuhao,buhuitaitengde……”

张妈!?

xuqingxindetongkongzhouranjinsuo,zhangmashilufurenderen,ruguotadouzheibanshuole,neimelufurenhelusihandeshangtanjieguo——

jiushishaletadehaizi,yaoyaoqingqingdema?

xuqingxinbumingbai,weishenmepianaitadelufuren,huizuochuzheiyangdejueding。

danzixiyixiang,tayejiumingbaile,zhanzailufurendejiaodulaishuo,fanzhengdoushizijidesunzisunnv,sheishengdoushiyiyang。

jiusuanpopogengxihuanta,yebuxihuanchashoubierenhunyuededisanzhe,danyaoqingqingjiranyehuaile,haizizongguishiwugude。

zhiyuweishenmebuliuxiatadehaizi……

neiziranshiyinweilusihandeyaoqiu,taxianzaiyijingyounengli,zailufurenneilidedaoyadaoxingdeshengli。

“lusihan,woyaojianlusihan!”xuqingxindeshuangyanchedihongle,zuoweijiazhongdedunv,taconglaijiumeiyoushouguozheimeduodetongkuhezhemo。

danzailusihanzheili,taqueshenmeweiqudoushoule。

zhishi,zaibeipangrenbiyichaoxiaoshi,tameikuguo,zaibeiniangjiaqinrenmabaiyanlangshi,tayibuzaiyi,shenzhibeixiaosanyaowuyangwei,tadoumeiyouxinshenghouhui。

yinweitaaita,birenherendouai。

但现在……

zhendingjidezhentoucirushenti,dailaishuxiyoujianruidetengtong,danzaiduodeshangtong,doubibuguotacongneixinshenchu,neipenboerchudeaitong。

tadeai,genbenjiushiyichangxiaohua。

“lusihan,woyaogennilihun,lihun——”

她受够了!

sanniandehunyin,sanniandexingtongmolu。

tabuguozhishixiangzaishiqufumuhou,hezuiaideren,zhongxinyongyouyigejiabale。

danxianzaitaquemingbai,lusihanershiduoniandepeibanherenshou,bushiyinweijiangtakanzuoleqinren,ershiyinweixushi。

她背后的许氏。

tacuole,cuodechechedidi。

xuqingxinmomodeluoxiazuihoudeyanlei,weizijizuihouyigehaizi,yeweizheiyifen,tazhizheleershiduoniandeaiqing。

……

zaiyaowuzuoyongxia,xuqingxinhenkuaijiushiquleyishi。

dengdaozaicixinglai,fangjianlishishuxi,queyourangtarenbuzhuzuooudexingchouwei。

xuqingxinmuguangkongdongdemoxiangzijideduzi,tazhidao,neilibenlaiyouyigexiaoxiaodeshengming,danxianzai,shenmedoumeiyoule。

zhangmaduanlebaohaodezibujitang,zoulejinlai。

“shaofuren,xiaoyuezihou,yidingyaohaohaoyanghu……”

zhangmahaimeishuowan,jiubeixuqingxinlengxiaozhedaduan,“weishenmeyaoyanghuhao?”

tashensebeitongdekanxiangzhangma,“zheiyangjiukeyizaihuaiyigehaizi,zaijingliyibianjintiandeshanghai?”

zhangmayezhu,shuobuchuhualai。

“woyaojianlusihan。”xuqingxinweiweiquanqushenzi,jiangtoumaizaizijideshuangxizhijian。