第五章放不下他

wenzhenongzhongdexiaodushuideqiwei,wokanzhebaicangcangdetianhuaban,youdianhuanghu。

zenmemeisi?yaoshisile,jiuzaiyebuhuigandaotongkuleba?

shouhudibeirenjinwozhu,wokanqu,guoguozhengmanlianleishuidikanzhewo,hudifushen,jiangwobaozhu。

“rourou,nizenmebazijinongchengzheigeyangzi?”

manqiangdeweiquhebeishang,zaineiyishunjian,zhongyuyouleyigexuanxiekou。

womaizaitadejianshang,wuyanzhetongkuchulai。

好累,真的好累……

“nihuaizheyun,buyaotaijidong。”guoguopaizhewodebei,xiaoshenganwei。

“xiexieni,guoguo。”haihaoshengmingdezuihouyiduanshiguang,youtapeizaiwodeshenbian。

guoguoloujinwodejianbang,“rourou,weishenmebugaosuta?”

“dangchuneifengqingshushinixiedeba,genbenbushijiangqingduibudui?”

woyouxiejingzhu,leiyanposuodikanzheta:“nizenmezhidao?”zheijianshiwosheidoumeiyoushuoa。

“shayatou,congxiaodaoda,niyoushenmeshinengmanguowoya。”

taguzhesaibang,danleyixiawodeetou,jixushuo:

“xujinjialineizhimaomi,yeshinishouyangdeba。”

wochenmole。xujincongxiaojiuhenxihuanmao,ketaweilezhaogushengbingdeyeye,zhinengjiangmaosongzou。

wozizuozhuzhangdishouyangxialai,xianzaizaimamaneili,yijinghendale。

“haiyou,tashengri,nijitazuodianxin,nongshangleshou……nimeigezhoumo,douquyiyuanzhaoguxuyeye……tajuranyiwei,quandoushijiangqingzuode?”

guoguojidongdizhanleqilai:“woqugaosuta!”

wolazhuta,yaoleyaotou。

“douguoqule,guoguo,bulunshisheizuode,doumeiyouyiyile。”

guoguotanlekouqi,“yaoshiwonengquannifangxiaxujin,woquanshitianshiyedouyuanyi。kewentishi……”

“wofangbuxiataya。”woyixiao,jieguotadehuacha,xiangdaowogenxujinjingranyijingrenshishinianle,yishijianyouxiehuanghu。

guoguohentiebuchenggang,dalewoyixia,“nizheixiaohaizenmezheimeshixinyanni。bujiushijiuguoniyicima,zhiyuzheimesixintadi?”

jianwobantianbuzhisheng,tayewunaile,“eleba,woqujinimaiyexiao。”

guoguozouhou,wohunhunchenchendishuizhele,buzhiguoleduojiu,woxinglai,sizhilengdemamu。

shenshangdebeizibuzhidaoshenmeshihoudiaozailedishang,erwoshoujiaosuantong,yagenmeifaqujianqilai。

“醒了?”

shuxideshengyinchuanlai,woyileng,kanjianxujinzuozaiyizishang,shoushangguazhediaoping。

tashouliniezheyizhangbobodezhi,lengxiaoyisheng,shuaizaiwodeshenshang。

“zhengdayanjingkankan,nihaiganshuoniduzilidehaizixingxu?”

亲子鉴定?

shangmianxiedeshi……paichushengwuxueshangdefuziguanxi?

wozhengzhazhezuoqi,“zheijueduishiweizaode。”

“yuanzhangqinzikaichudezhengming,hainengyoujia?nihaodehen,xiangdenglaoziyisi,nijiudaizhezheigeyezhongbazhanxujiaba?”

woyaguanzhanzhan,buganzhixindikanzheta:“nimingzhidaobukeneng!”

“goule!”xujinzhongzhongchuanzheqi,mouguangyinchen,henbudejiangwosisuiyiban。

tamanmandizhanleqilai,“shidaorujin,womendefuqiguanxi,meiyoucunxudebiyao。”

“离婚吧!”

woyouxiedaizhi,haobantiancaifanyingguolai,“denghaizishengxialai……”

“yigeyezhong,womeiyourangnidadiaoyijingshirenzhiyijin!”

xujinmodilihe,lianshangzhishengxiaguanchangdebinglengbunai。

“bushide!wo,woxiangjiuni,yonghaizideqidaixue……”

zhongyushuolechulai,xinlineigenjinbengdexianweisong。

ranerxujinzhoubiandelianse,dunshirangwomingbai,wocuole,dacuotecuo!

“yongyigeyezhongjiuwo?nizaikaishenmewanxiao?”

tadengzhewo,chongmanleyanqiheshiwang,“weilejixulaizaixujia,buxisazheizhonghuang,huorouahuorou,nihaizhenshibuyaoliandaolejidian!”

yijuhua,jiangwoxinlizanshiliangqidexiwang,quandoujiaomiedechedi。

“weishenme,bukenxiangxinwo……”yikexinrutongpaozaihuanglianshuizhong,kudaojizhi。

xujinqueshibaonu,yijiaochuaifanleyizi,chongwohoudao:

“buli?neinijiuheniduzilideyezhong,yibeizidouzaijianyuliduguoba!”