"lin**，guzongshuole，ninjinwanbixuchuanzheijianhunshapeixia**paizhao。"wokanzheshouzhongneijianbengaishuyuwodehunsha，lengxiaoyisheng。tishendanglesannian，goule。"gaosugumuhan，congjintianqi，linwansile。"
huiyishilidelengqikaidehenzu，wozuozaizhangzhuomoduan，shouzhiwuyishidimosuozhejiehunjiezhi。
sannianle，zheimeijiezhicongweilikaiguowodeshouzhi，kejintian，taxiandegewaichenzhong。
"linwan，nizaifashenmedai？"gumuhanbinglengdeshengyincongzhuozilingyiduanchuanlai，"wozaiwennihua。"
wotaiqitou，duishangtaneishuangshensuideheimou。yiranshineiyangdejunmeiwushuang，keyanshenliyiranmeiyoubanfenwendu。
"guzong，ningangcaishuoshenme？"wopingjingdiwen。
huiyishilideqitagaoguandouchuizhetoubuganshuohua，kongqizhongmimanzhegangadeqixi。
gumuhandeliansegengjianankanle："woshuo，xiazhoudecishanwanyan，nibuyongqule。xiayumengmingtianhuiguo，tahuidaitinichuxi。"
我的心脏猛地一紧。
xiayumeng，tadebaiyueguang，wojiejie。
sannianqianchehuoqushidejiejie。
"weishenme？"wotingjianzijiwendao，shengyinchuqidepingjing，"woshigutaitai，chuxizheizhongchangheshiwodeyiwu。"
"yiwu？"gumuhanlengxiao，yanshenxiangdaoziyiyangcixiangwo，"linwan，nishenmeshihouchanshenglezijizhendeshigutaitaidecuojue？"
huiyishilianjingdezhenluokewen。
woganjuesuoyourendemuguangdoujizhongzaiwoshenshang，daizhetongqing、haoqi，huozhexingzailehuo。
"wozhidaowozhishitishen。"wohuanhuanzhanqishen，"danzheisannianlai，wojinxinjinlibanyanhaogutaitaidejiaose，congweiyouguorenheyuanyan。xianzaixiayumenghuilaile，ninjiuzheiyangpobujidaidiyaopaoqiwo？"
"paoqi？"gumuhanyezhanleqilai，gaodadeshenquzaiwomianqiantouxiayinying，"linwan，nipingshenmeyongzheigeci？wocongweichengnuoguoyaojinishenme，shinizijiyixiangqingyuandirenweikeyiqudaiyumengdeweizhi。"
wodeshouzhimanmanzuanjin，zhijiaxianruzhangxin。
疼痛让我保持清醒。
"jiranzheiyang，womenlihunba。"
zheijuhuayichu，zhenggehuiyishishunjianyaquewusheng。
gumuhanzhengleyixia，sihumeixiangdaowohuishuochuzheizhonghua。
"你说什么？"
"woshuo，womenlihun。"wozhishitadeyanjing，"jiranninxinlizhiyouxiayumeng，neijiuquzhaotaba。wobuhuizaidangzheigetishenle。"
"linwan！"gumuhandeshengyinlidaizhenuyi，"nigan！"
woshenshouzhaixiajiehunjiezhi，qingqingfangzaihuiyizhuoshang。
jinshuyumuzhizhuomianpengzhuangdeshengyingewaiqingcui，xiangshishenmedongxichediposuile。
"youshenmebugande？"wonaqishoubao，"sanniandefuqiqingfen，jintianjiudaociweizhi。guzong，zhuninhexia**baitouxielao。"
shuowan，wozhuanshenwangmenkouzouqu。
"zhanzhu！"gumuhandeshengyinzaishenhouxiangqi，"meiyouwodetongyi，nixiuxianglikaigujia！"
wotingxiajiaobu，quemeiyouhuitou。
"gumuhan，zheigeshijieshangmeiyourennengkunzhuwo，baokuoni。"
tuikaihuiyishidemen，wotouyebuhuidizoulechuqu。
zoulangli，gumuhandemishuxiaoxinyiyidikanzhewo："gutaitai，ninzheishi..."
"yihoubuyaojiaowogutaitaile。"wodandandishuo，"henkuaijiubushile。"
diantihuanhuanshangsheng，wokanzhediantilidejingzi，jingzhongdenvrenmiansecangbai，yanshenqueyichangjianding。
sannianle，wozhongyushuochuleneijuhua。
huidaodingloudezongcaifurenbangongshi，wokaishishoushidongxi。
qishiyemeishenmehaoshoushide，zheilideyiqiedoubushuyuwo，baokuoneixieangguideshoushiheyifu，doushigumuhanweilerangwogengxiangxiayumengerzhunbeide。
wozhinaleyiyangdongxi——zhuoshangdexiangkuang。
xiangkuanglishiwohejiejiedeheying，neishitaqushiqianwomenzuihouyicijianmianshipaide。
"yumeng，duibuqi。"woqingfuzhexiangkuanglijiejiedelian，"womeinengtinihaohaoaita，danwoyebunengzaijixuxiaqule。"
zhengzaizheishi，bangongshidemenbeituikaile。
gumuhandabuzoujinlai，liansetieqing。
"dongxishoushiwanle？"takanzhewoshouzhongdexiangkuang，yanshenfuza，"zhunbeiqunali？"
"zheibuxuyaonincaoxin。"wojiangxiangkuangfangjinbaoli，"wohuijinkuaibanchugujialaozhai。"
"niyiweishuozoujiunengzou？"gumuhanturanshangqian，yibazhuazhuwodeshouwan，"linwan，zheisannianlainixiangshouleduoshaogujiadeziyuan？xianzaixiangyizoulezhi？"
tadeshoujinghenda，wodeshouwanbeizhuadeshengteng。
"ninxiangyaoshenme？"wolengjingdikanzheta，"qian？haishirangwojingshenchuhu？"
"woyaonijixudaizaigujia，jixudanggutaitai。"gumuhancoujinwo，huxipensazaiwolianshang，"zhishaozaiwozhaodaoheshideshijizhiqian。"
worenbuzhuxiaole："heshideshiji？shenmeshiji？dengxiayumengzhunbeihaojiajinindeshihou？"
"tajiaoxiayumeng！"gumuhanturanbaonu，"bushishenmexiayumeng！"
wolengleyixia，suijifanyingguolai。
xiayumeng，wotuokouerchudezheigemingzi，rangtayiweiwozaiguyi**ta。
keshijishang，neiqueshishiwojiejiedemingzi。
只是他不知道而已。
"gumuhan，woleile。"woqingqingzhengtuotadeshou，"zheisannianlai，womeitiandouzainulichengweilingyigeren，nulirangzijixiangtayiyangzoulu、shuohua、shenzhilianxiaorongdouyaomofangtadeyangzi。kewoshizhongbushita，yongyuandoubukenengchengweita。"
gumuhandeshoujiangzaibankongzhong，yanshenyouxiepiaohu。
"nimenzhangdeneimexiang..."
"danwomenbushitongyigeren。"wodaduanta，"erqie，ninzhendequedingninaideshitama？haishizhishiaizhezijidezhinian？"
zheijuhuasihuchudaoletadetongchu，gumuhandelianseshunjianbiandenankan。
"goule！"talengshengdao，"mingtianxiayumengdehuanyingwanyan，nibixuchuxi。zheishimingling！"
"如果我不去呢？"
"neiwojiurangsuoyourendouzhidao，linjiada**shizenmepashangwochuangde！"
wodelianshunjianbiandecangbai。
dangnianwoweilejiujiejiedegongsi，queshizhudongzhaodaolegumuhan。
neigeyewan，woyiweinenggouganhuata，quemeixiangdaozhishibazijituijinleshenyuan。
"ninzhenbeibi。"woqingshengshuodao。
"woconglaibufourenzheiyidian。"gumuhanzhenglileyixiaxiukou，"mingtianwanshangbadian，xierdunjiudian。jizhu，chuanneijianxiangbinsedelifu，neishiyumengzuixihuandeyanse。"
shuowan，tazhuanshenjiuyaolikai。
"gumuhan。"woturanjiaozhuta。
tahuiguotou，meitouweizhou。
"sannianlai，nincongweijiaoguowodemingzi。"wokanzheta，"zaininxinli，wolianmingzidoubupeiyongyouduima？"
gumuhandemouzishanshuoleyixia，danhenkuaiyouhuifulengmo。
"因为不重要。"
menbeizhongzhongguanshang，liuxiawoyigerenzhanzaikongdangdangdebangongshili。
不重要。
zheisangezixiangdingziyiyangzhajinwodexinzang。
wohuanhuanzuohuiyizishang，nachushoujibotongleyigehaoma。
"wei，shichenglvshima？woshilinwan。"
"lin**，youshenmexuyaobangzhudema？"
"woxianglihun。"wokanzhechuangwaidexiyang，shengyinyichangpingjing，"qingninbangwozhunbeixiangguanwenjian。"
dianhuaneitouchenmolejimiao。
"lin**，ninquedingma？gujiadeshili..."
"woqueding。"wodaduanta，"lingwai，woxuyaoninbangwochayixiedongxi。guanyusannianqianneichangchehuode。"
guaduandianhua，wozuihouhuanshileyibianzheijianbangongshi。
mingtiandewanyan，wohuiqu。
danneijiangshiwozuihouyiciyigutaitaideshenfenchuxian。
congmingtiankaishi，woyaozuohuilinwan。
真正的林晚。