第1章

xiamuqingsizailikailujichudedishinian。

taweiletuikaiyigejijiangbeidahuochezhuangdaodehaizi,zijiquedaozailechelunxia。

xianxuebuduancongtadekouzhongyongchu,jiangtadeshenxiaranhongyipian。

tazhengzheyan,kanzhetiankong,naohaizhongjingranfuxianlelujichudelian。

meixiangdao,zaishengmingdezuihouyike,taxiangniande,jingranshita。

haiyourenzaijiaotajianchi,shuojiuhucheyijinglaile。

keshi,tazaiyebuxianggouyancanchuandihuozhele。

ruguozheishiduitadechengfa,taren。

tadeyishikaishibiandehundun,takanjianguxiangdeshanposhang,lizhetadefen。

ranhou,takanjianlelujichu。

nianfuyinian,tadouhuilaikanta。

yirujiyizhongdetingbajunlang,meiyanshenchen,quechenmobuyu。

takanjiannianmaidefuqinduitashuo:“jichu,shiwojiamuqingduibuqini。”

tayaotou:“ba,muqingtahenhao,shiwomeifufen。”

tarenbuzhuchongtadahan:“nibuyaozailaile!

niwanglewoshizenmeduinidema?

nizenmejiuzheimesixinyan?”

keshi,tashenmeyetingbujian。

youyinian,tabuzailaile。

tayiweitazhongyufangqile。

suonashengzaihoumiandeshantouchuixiang,neishiyijingconghaitongzhangchengqingniandeluyilin,baozhetadepaiwei,zouzaizuiqianmian,houmianshiyiduizifaerlaidequnzhong。

她疯了似的跑过去。

他怎么会死?

tazheiyanghaoderen,zenmehuisi?

luyilindahandao:“ge,wotingnidehua,banizangzaitadehoumianle。

zheiyang,nijiukeyitiantiankanzheta,tayebuhuixianniaiyanle!”

tayutadefen,gezheyizuoshan。

tamaizaitadezhenghoufang,takandedaota,taquekanbujianta。

taliansihou,douzheiyangbeiweidiaizhe。

tingdaozheili,xiamuqingzhijuehunshendoutongleqilai,xiangshiyaolijihunfeiposanyiban。

guihun,yenengganshoudaotongma?

taaihaoyisheng,pudaolebeihongseqizhifugaideguanmushang,yanmaidenitubuduantouguotatoumingdeshentiluozaiguanmushang。

他即将长眠于此。

tazaiku,quemeiyouyanlei。

tadahandao:“lujichu,wobuyaonizheiyang!

niyiweizheiyangwojiuhuiainima?

nixiangyaorangwokuijiu,rangwowangbuleniduibudui!

lujichu,nijiwoqilai!”

tawuyanzhe,yinchenchendetianpiaoqiyulai,tadeshijie,huranyipianheian。

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xiamuqingzaizhengkaiyan,biankandaolebaisedezhangziding。

tasuijihuangusizhou,hongzhuandeqiang,hongqidejuzi,louhuadechuang,zheibujiushidangniantahelujichudexinfangma?

tasuijikanxiangqiangshangguazhederili,1983nian!

chuangbiandejingzili,yizhangyanliyoucangbaidemianrongyingruyanlian。

neishinianqingshihoudeziji。

tahuidaole21suideshihou?

“nixingle?”yidaogaodaxiuzhangdeshenyingcongmenkoumailejinlai。

lujichuchuanzhejunlvsedekuzihebaisechenshan,shitoudeyifujiangtadeshencaijinjinbaoguozhe。

suizhetazouludedongzuo,jianshuoyoulidedatuiheshoubeijirouyiqigudongzhe,zhenggeshenxingquebucuzhuang,hunshendouchongmanzhebaofali。

changnianxunliandeyuanyin,tadebufajiandingeryouli,shenzitingbayouminjie。

xiamuqingjiuneiyang,lenglengdikanzhetayibubuzouxiangziji。

daitazoudaogenqian,jiyizhongmohudemeiyanqingxiqilai。

xiefeidejianmeiyingting,xiazhangyouruilidefengmou,bochunqingqingminzhe,meiyichulunkuoxiantiaodoujunlangdeguofen,queyouyunzangzhefenglidehanyi。

zheishitashangbeizideqianfu,xianzaidezhangfu,lujichu。

他还活着,真好。

leiyiyongshangyankuang,gengdetahoulongshengteng。

tazhangkaishou,zhengxiangyaopujintadehuaili,quetingdedaotadao:“ruguonizhendexiangyaolihun,wochengquanni。”

xiamuqingshunjianlengzaidangchang:“lihun?”

lujichukanleyiyantachaoshideyankuang,yanzhongyinyunzhebumingdeqingxu,shengyinanyayouchenzhong:“niweilelihun,lianmingdoubuyaole。”

xiamuqingdangchangjiulengzhule。

怎么回事?

huiyiyimumuxilai,tamengranjingjue,jiuzaiganggang,tayinweilujichubomudeyijuhua,jiashangduilujichujiyuanyijiu,bizhetalihunbucheng,jiutiaolehe。

是陆季初救的她。

keshi,jiyizhongtadefanyingmingmingbushizheiyangde!

xiamuqingyishibanhuiyelibuqinggesuoyiranlai,tazhizhidaoyidian,tabunengzaishiquta!

yushi,tayibabaozhulujichudeyao,batoumaijintadehuaili:“wobuli。”

suizhetadehuayinluoxia,taganshoudaolujichudeshentijianglejiang。

ranhoushixiweidetanxishengchuanlai:“muqing,woshuole,wofangnizou。

suoyi,nibuxuyaozaiyanxile。”

lujichudehuacitonglexiamuqingdexin,yidianyidian,queshifenqingxi。

cengjingtacuoxintaren,yiweitabuaita,shenzhiwuhuitahenduoshiqing,suoyizhengtianzuotianzuodi,shijinshouduan,zhiweilegentalihun。

suoyi,tayiweitayoushizaipianta?

wuxiandehuiyizaixinzhongmanyan,xiamuqingzhinengjiangtabaodegengjin。

tataiqitoulai,zhengzheleimengmengdeshuangyankanta:“jichu,nibuyaowolema?”

rouruandeyangzi,kelianbabadeyuqi,shitaweicengzailujichumianqianbiaoxianguode。

xiamuqingkaozheta,qianjinhenkuaibeitameilaidejihuanxiadeyifuzhanshi。

xiongqianderouruanjinjinditiezhelujichu,bitaweiliangdetiwentouguoshiledeboshanchuandidaoshenshang。

youjidong,yeyoushengchudefanzaogan。

不该是这样的。

taxiangyaoshenshoutuikaita,dazhangcaichujitaxianxideshoubei,youshiyizhenchudong。

太细,太软了。

tapazijiyibuxiaoxin,jiujiangtashangle。

tashenzhizaizheigeshihou,xiangqilejinyoudeneijicideyini。

taneiyizhangjiubeitakouzhudexianyao,yijikuhongledeyan。

zheigeshihoudeta,yuneishidetashineimedexiangxiang。

lujichubishangshuangyan,zhongzhongdihuchuyikouqi:muqing,nikuaifangkai。”

tayiweitahuixinteng,huixiangguoquwushucineiyang,jiandingdiduitashuo:“muqing,wobuhuihenilihun。”

keshi,tajingbuweisuodong。

xiamuqingtaiyan,shitalengqingdeshuangmou:“muqing,shinibuyaowole。”

wenyan,xiamuqinglianmangzhiqishen,guizuozailechuangshang。

talanzhuletadebozi,laxiangziji:“wobufang。”

weiweiduqidechun,shidandandefense,yinweiluoshui,lianseyeyouxiebai。

tadeshencaishineiyangxianxi,tayoushineiyangjianzhuang,tajinjinyiweizheta,xiangyizhutusihuayiban,rouruokeqi。

lujichuzhikantayiyan,neizhongxiangyaopohuaiheroulindechongdongyoumaotoule。

xiamuqingbaxinyiheng,duizhetadebochunjiuwenleguoqu。

lujichufanyingbuji,zhibikaileyidian,queyinchayangcuodibazijidebojingjifengshangle。

weiliangyourouruandechugan,daizhedandandenverxiang,rangtadehuxiyizhi。

xiamuqingshenzhichenjiqingqingyaoleyixia。

lujichumenhengchusheng:“ng。”

ranhouhoutuiyibu,bikaileta。

jibianruci,tadedazhangyijifuzaitadeyaojian,zaiquedingtawenzhushenxinghou,caifangkaishou。

tazhuanguoshen:“zheiduanshijianwozaijia,nikeyihaohaokaolv。

bamahedanweineibian,wohuixiangbanfa。”

zhengshuozhe,waimianchuanlaiyigefurenmamalieliedeshengyin:“shenmewanyier,woshuocuolema?

长得好看有什么用?

haibushigebunengshengdandemuji?

woshuoliangjuzenmele?tajiuyaomisimihuo?

yejiushinijia,caizheimedangbaobeigongzhe!”

wenyan,lujichuhexiamuqingdeliansejiushiyibian。

lujichudelianshangshanguoyunse,huiguotouduixiamuqingdao:“nixianxiuxi,wochuqukankan。”

说着,就出了门。

menwaimamalieliedeshengyinyijiubujue,xiamuqingzuozaichuangshang,xiaoshoubuyoudezuanjinlechuangdan。

yaobushipanyueguiderumahetiaobo,zijiyouzenmehuibiezheqi,yishixiangbukaiertiaohe?

tagengshizhangzhezijishilujichudeboniang,zhengrilaidaqiufengbushuo,haiduitamenjiazhizhidiandian,jiaodebuanning。

ruotayiweizijihaishidangchuneigerenyouqifudexiamuqing,kejiudacuotecuole!

xiamuqinglijixiachuang,chengzhexuruodeshenti,zoulechuqu。