第一章

我姐姐死了。

yourenjiangwojiejiediujinleqigaiwo,shijigeqigaijiangwojiejiezheruzhisi。

zheigerenjiushiyantaitaishangyan,jiuyinweiwojiejiewuyijiantingdaoletadeyigemimi。

jiajiyansishizhiqian,tazaiwaimianyouyigesishengzi。

wojiejieguizaitademianqianqiuta,jialiwufuwumu,zhiyouyigehaizaishangxuedemeimeixuyaozhaogu,zhiyaoliuxiatademing,jiandiaoshetoudouxing。

danshangyanhaishirangrentuozoulewojiejie。

wojinjindezhuaizheshouxindetongxinjie,jiemeitongxin,womenjiaqiong,fumuzaozaojiuguoshile,jiejiejinletianshangrenjianchengleneilideguniang,yongzhuanlaideqiangongwodushujiangwoyangda,jiejiezongshibaozhewoshuo,“qingqingbiepa,tiantaxialaiyoujiejiedingzhe。”

我的天没了。

我失去了我的姐姐。

我恨上了商烟。

wodasuanfuchou,shangyanrangwoshiqulewozuiaideren,neiwoyeyaorangtashiqutazuiaideren。

shangyanzuiaiderendangranshitalaogongyansishi!

ruguorangtashiqu,tagujiyaofeng。

woxiangxiangdoujuedexingfen,wonaqileyansishidezhaopian,haichengyixiangshiyanjiaduda,zhaopianlideyansishinianqingyingjun,beishenfenquanshidiweidiejiadenanrengewaideqingguimiren。

guanjianshi,tahaishiyigehaolaogong,jiehunsannianheshangyanguguenaiqianquan,waimianmeiyouyigenvren。

woxiaochusheng,zhendejiadea?

woqingqingfushangleyansishidejunlianshangyan,nishuo,woqugouyinnilaogongtahuibuhuishanggouni?

…………

wojinruleyanjiabieshu,chenglelimiandenvyong。

wanshang,wolaidaoleyansishiheshangyandezhuwo,bangtamenzhenglichuangpu。

zheishiliangdaomingliangdechedengshutouguocengliangdeluodichuangtousheleguolai,wozhidaoyansishihuilaile。

woshenshouguandiaolefangjiandebideng,zaishixianxianruheianshi“da”yisheng,fangmenbeituikai,yansishihuilaile。

yansishizouguolai,conghoumianyibabaozhulewo。

nanrenhelejiu,weixundesangyindichunqiecixing,jiufuzaiwodeerpanrouroujiaoleyisheng,“laopo~”

woxiangxiao,zhenshihaolaogonga,neiwojiejiedemingsuanshenme?

woqingqingniunieleyixia,jiaoroudeshentibuanfendexiangtiaoxiaoshuishezaitahuaililuandong。

yansishidedashouluozaiwodeyaozhishangqialeyixia,youdianqiguaidao,“jintianyaozenmezheimexile,youxiyouruan。”

wotingdaotadehuxichuanlejifen,henkuaitadedashoujiucongwodeyijiaolishenleguoqurounieleliangxia,yashengdao,“haoda~”

wolengxiao,xihuanmayansishi?

dangnianwomenjiemeiliangquletianshangrenjian,lingjieyiyanjiukanzhonglewo,woshenjiaotiruan,xiyaofengru,lingjieshuowoshilaotianyeshangfanchi,tianshengsihounanrendeliao,zhiyaowoyuanyi,tianshangrenjiantoupaideweizhijiushiwode。

shijiejiebaohulewo,jiejiejiuzhengshuowojiaqingqingshidushudeliao,jianglaiyaotangtangzhengzhengzuoren。

woyezhidaozijishigeyouwu,zaidaxuedeshihouneixiefuerdaihaiyouxiaocao,zhiyaowogougoushouzhitoutamenjiuhuigenguolai。

jiejie,wobuxiangtangtangzhengzhengzuorenle,wozhixiangdaizhetamenyiqixiadiyu!

yansishideshentijintiezhewo,woyijingganjuedaoletazhitangdetiwenhaiyoukuzixiayingruluotiededongxi,wodangjikaishilewodebiaoyan。

wozhengzhazhezhuanguoleshen,liangshoudishangtadexiongtangqieqierouroudejiaota,“xiansheng,buyao!”

tingdaowodeshengyin,yansishiyizheng,“nishishei?”

woshenshou“pa”yishengdakailebideng,yishuangshuiluludemouzixiangzhishoujingdexiaolukanzheta,“xiansheng,nirencuorenle,wobushitaitai,woshizheilidenvyongxiaqing!”

yansishikanzhewodelianjiangzhule。

zheishi“dadada”,waimianshangyandegaogenxieshengturanxiangqile。