第2章
“awu......”
dizhonghaiwuzaolengshuidoutoujiaoxia，shunjianlangbeibukan，neizhangfeitoudaerdelianzhangdetonghong。
“wuxiansheng，woquannihaishigennimaguoba，biechulaihuohairenle！”shenxingyulengzheshengyinshuodao。
dizhonghaiwubaozhegongwenbaomengdizhanqishen，zhengdangshenxingyuyiweitayaoxiukuilikaishi，quebuxiangduifangbuyaoliandekaikoudao：“heng！nizheinvren，xiangyongzheizhongfangfaxiyinwodezhuyili？henhao，nichenggongle。”
shenxingyuqidebuxing，taqishenzouguoqu，taiqichuanzhegaogenxiedejiaohenhendicaizaidizhonghaiwudejiaobeishang。
dizhonghaiwufachushazhubandehoujiaosheng。
shenxingyu：“mabaobushinidecuo，zixinyebushinidecuo，danchulaihuohairenjiushinidecuole！”
dizhonghaiwumeiyudaoguozheizhongchangmian，jianzhouweiderendouzaikantaderenao，tarentonglikai，yibianpaohaiyibiandadianhua，“ma，neinvrendawo......”
jiuzaishenxingyushuyikouqishi，dizhonghaiwuyouhuiguotoulai，dashenghandao：“womashuopiqichadenvrenkefu，bunengyao！”
hanwanjiuyiqueyiguaidipaole。
shenxingyuyaobushitingdaodianhuaxiangle，tahaixiangchongshangbatalingyizhijiaoyecaigedong。
tajieqidianhua，shoujilichuanlaiyangchuxindeshengyin，“xingyu，xiangqinzenmeyang？haishunlima？”
shenxingyuroumei，“buzenmeyang，chaojijipinqipa。”
shoujineiduandeyangchuxinshaozuotingdun，suihouqingqingtanyikouqi，shengyinzhongmanshiwunaiyutengxi。
“xingyu，niturankaishixiangqin，shizaizhemoziji，haishizaichengfazhouchengfu？”
折磨自己？
shenxingyuyouxiezhengleng，taxiangqizuowanfashengdeshiqing——
taqinyankandaoxianglianwuniandenanpengyouzaineichangkanchengshijiqiuhunshengdianshangxiangbiedenvrenqiulehun，shangxinyujuexiatadaoyedianhejiu，ranhoumomingqimiaodidaizheyigenanrenqukailefang......
jiuzaizheishi，shenxingyukandaochuangwaizouguoyigekuanjianzhaiyaodenanrenbeiying，tawangdeyouxiechuleshen。
zhidaoshoujiduimianderenhanlejisheng，tacaifanyingguolai。
tawozheshouji，guzuoqingsongdishuodao：“zhouchengfuzheigezhananshiwodeguoqushi，xiangqinshiyinweiwonainaibingqingjiazhong，tazuifangxinbuxiadejiushiwo，linzouqianxiangkandaowojiehunshengzi。”
dianhuaneitouderensihuxiangyaoquanwei，queyouyishiyusai。
“bushuole，wohaiyaoqulingyigekafeidian，haiyouyigexiangqinduixiangyaojian。”shenxingyuguaduandianhua。
tazoudaoyijiahuadian，maileyishuyujinxiang，gangzoujinkafeiting，nuanqiguoxiezheshineidekafeinongxiangpumianerlai，tademuguangshunjianbeichuangbianyidaoshenyingjinjinxiyin——
yigexizhuanggelvdenanrenduanzuozaineili，tademianqianfangzheyishubeibaozhuangdejiweigaoduanjingzhideyujinxianghuashu，zhongjianhaijiarulejizhifensemeigui，tianlejifenrouqing，youxiandegengjiagaoguilengyan。
ng，pinweibucuo，bitayonglianjiasuliaozhibaozhuang，huaduodoukuaikuweidehuashuqiangdeduo。
kanlaizheicidexiangqinduixiangbijiaozhuzhongzheicixiangqin，shenxingyuzaixinlizheiyangxiangzhe。
gengrangrenjingyande，shineinanrendezhangxiangheqizhi。
neinanrenzhangdehenshuai，shuangmoushensuiruyehai，gaotingdebiliangxia，bochunweimin，daizheyisilengjundehudu。
tazuoziduanzheng，jibeitingzhi，zhenggerensanfachuyizhongyushengjulaidejinguiyushuli。
neiqiangdadeqichangqueyouzaiwushengzhongxiangsizhoumanyan，lingrennanyihushi，youbuganqingyikaojin。
xushinanrenganshoudaoshenxingyudemuguang，shenxingyukanjiannanrentaimouchaotakanguolai。
liangrendemuguangzaikongzhongjiaohui，cachuyizhongjiqiaimeideqixi。
shenxingyuwangzheneishuangcanruoxinghedeyanjing，jingrangtayouzhongyibukaishixiandeyilian。
nanrenweiweihanshou，xiangshizaigentadazhaohu。
shenxingyuyouxiejingyadidiandiantou。
——
lanyunanzaikandaoshenxingyudemouguanglishanguoyisizhenglengshi，tayuanbentouzheshulilengmodeyanshen，zhouranjianshanguoyisikezhihejingya。
tagandadu，zheinvrentiedingmeirenchulaita。
erta，qishishizaigenbeishenxingyudangzaimenkoudenanrendazhaohueryi。
——
zheishideshenxingyuzhanzaimenkou，taganjuedaomenwaiyourenyaojinlai，tazhidaozijidanglelu，lianlelianmei，jiranzhaodaolexiangqinduixiang，tabianjingzhizouleguoqu。
talakainanrenduimiandeyizi，zaitayanshendesaoshixialuozuo。
tazhishinanrendeyanshen，xiangqiliuyishuoxiangqinduixiangxinglan，meiyouguaiwanmojiao，feichangzhijie，jianghuashufangzaitamianqian。
“lanxianshengnihao，woshishenxingyu，woxianshuoyixiawodetiaojian，wodezhiyeshifanyishi，gongziyiwanzuoyou，shuangqinjianzai，yougegegehedidi，haiyouyigenianmaidenainai，wohenxihuanmuqiandegongzuo，zanshibukaolvshenghaizi。”
shuodaoyiban，shenxingyushaoweichuanqitingdun，kanleyiyanduimianzheigenanren。
zhijiantabingweidaduan，fanerhenrenzhenditingzhe。
tajixushuodao：“woduihunhouyufumutongzhubupaichi，danbunengyingxiangwoderichangshenghuohegongzuo，gongzikageguangede，buxuyaoshangjiao，ruguojiehundehua，wobuyaoqiucaili。”
tadunledun，xiangdaoshenmeside，“haiyou，ganggangyourenshuowokefu，nigenwoxiangzhiqianhaishideshenzhongkaolvyixia。”
lanyunanduanzuozhe，tadezuoshouzirandidayutuice，youshouyouyadiduanqikafeibei，shouzhixiuzhangergujiefenming。
tadechunjiaogouleqilai，zheishibatadangzuoxiangqinduixiangle？
taqingminyikoukafei，jushoutouzujianjinxiancongrongyuchenwen，shensuidemuguangtouguokafeibeishangfangdereqi，pingdandisaoshizheshenxingyu。
jianjiandi，tadeyandifuxianchuyigeshizaibidedeyanshen。
suijiyoudiuleyigejinggaodeyanshenjizhanzaishenxingyushenhouyilianmengdenanren。
gangjinlaidelushiyanshoudaolanyunandeyanshen，henshiqudizuozailepangbiandeweizhishang。
shenxingyujiannanrenbantianmeishuohua，taturanyishidaozijikenengyouxiemaomei，yushilvedaiqianyidishuodao：“buhaoyisi，huoxuwozheiyangtaiguozhijiele，keworenweixiangqinjiugaitanchengxianggao，ruciyenengbimiandanwubicideshijian，bijinghoumian......”
bijingqianmianxiangdaoyigejipinqipa，tadenaixinkuaibeihaojinle。
siwumiaodechenmoguohou，duifangcaibujinbumandituchuyijuhua。
“houmianhaiyouhaojigenandemeixiang？”sangyindichenercixing。
“a？”shenxingyuzuichunweizhang，zheishengyin，zenmeyoudianshuxi？
tayouxiegangadixiaolexiao，“guibicuowu，bimianlangfeishijianma。”
shensuideheimouweitiao，niletayiyan，ranhouyoushiyigedandandewenju。
“这么着急？”