wocongyiliaoshizhuanshen，menzaiwoshenhouwushengdihelong，gejuelelinweizhuanzhudeshenyinghejianceyiqidandiaodedidisheng。wodesixugaosuyunzhuan，xiangyitaijingmidezhanzhengjiqi，tuiyanzhegoujian【jingshenbilei】demeiyigebuzhou。shenjinglianjiecangdegaizaofangan、congsunadanaozhongbolidehexinshuju、baoleidenengyuanpeibi……meiyibudoubixuwanwuyishi。
xinghongchaoxideweixieruxuandingzhijian，erneilaizixinghaishenchudekuitan，gengshiwuxingdejiaosuo，suishikenenglejinwomencuiruodebojing。wobixuying，weiwoziji，yeweizheibaoleilizuihoudexingcunzhe。
wodesirenjiemianshang，daibiaozhe【jingshenbilei】renwudeyoulansetubiaozhengzaiyoujiezoudishanshuo，xiangyikelengjingdexinzang。wotaiqishou，zhunbeidiaochuxiayibudezhixingzhiling。
jiuzaizhijianjijiangchupengdaoxunipingmudeshunjian，neiyoulansedetubiaomengdibaokai！
bushijinggaodehongguang，yebushirenwuwanchengdelvguang，ershiyipianchuncui、shensui、fangfonengtunshiyiqiedelanse。guangmangshunjianyanmeilewodeshiye，yizhongqiansuoweiyoudesiliegancongwodejingshenhexinchuanlai，xiangshibeirenqiangxingcongshentilibachu，saijinyigeguntongxiyiji，gaosuxuanzhuan，zaihenhenshuaichu。
shizhonggan，xuanyun，yijijianruideerming。
dengwozaicihuifuyishishi，shijieyijingbianle。
kongqizhongmimanzheyigumoshengde、hunhezhekafeidouhongbeixiangqihezhizhangweidaodeqixi，erbushibaoleiliwannianbubiandexiaodushuihejiyouwei。guangxianbuzaishididichenmendelengsediao，ershimingliangdeyouxieciyandebaiguang，congtoudingyipaipaizhengqidedengguanqingxieerxia。
wozhengzuozaiyibayizishang，yanqianshiyitailiangzhedediannaopingmu。pingmushanghuahualvlvdetubiaoheshandongdewenzirangwogandaoyizhenshenglixingdepaichi。
wodongledongshouzhi，shituhuanchuwodesirenjiemian。
没有反应。
再试一次。
依旧是一片死寂。
wodeshenjinglianjie……duanle？yiguhanyicongjizhuicuanshangtouding。wobeigejuele。womengdiditou，kanxiangwodeshou。
那不是我的手。
wodeshou，zhangxinhezhijiebumanchangnianwoqianghegedouliuxiadehoujian，hukouchuhaiyouyidaochennianjiushang。eryanqianzheishuangshou，baixi、xianxi，zhijiaxiujiandeyuanrunzhengqi，shangmianshenzhituzheyicengtoumingdeliangyou。zheishiyishuangshuyuyangzunchuyouzhedeshou，yishuangmeiyoujingliguozhandoudeshou。
wohuoranqishen，dongzuokuaidedaidaoleshenhoudeyizi。judadexiangdongyinlaizhouweiyipianjingyidemuguang“mingbaile。”wohuida。
wodeshengyinhenping，meiyouyisiqingxuqifu，meiyoudaoqian，meiyoubianjie，gengmeiyoulinwanguanyoudejinghuangshicuo。
shenyanzhunbeihaodeyilianchuangengyanlidepiping，sihujiuzheimekazailehoulongli。tazaicitaiqitou，neishuangruilideyanjingzhongxinsuodingwo，zheiyici，limiandaishangleyisizhenzhengdeshenshi。
“nidetishengkongjian，haiyouhenda。”tazuizhongshuo，yuqibigangcaihuanheleyidian，danyijiubingleng，“nahuiqu，xiawuxiabanqian，woxuyaokandaoyifennengrangwokandierbiandedongxi。”“shi。”wonaqiwenjian，zhuanshen，gancuililuodilikai。
congshizhizhong，wodexintiaodoumeiyouyisiyihaodejiasu。
huidaogongwei，suqinglikexiangyizhishoujingdetuzicouleguolai，yadishengyin：“zenmeyangzenmeyang？tashibushibanimadegouxuelintoule？aiyanibienanguo，tajiuneiyang，zuibadudenengcuidu……”