第一章

1983nian,shanghaigangkou。

“呜呜——”

mingdibuduanzuoxiang,liuxueguilaidelunchuantingkaozaigangkou。

xixirangrangderenquncongchuancangyongchu,sisankailai。

liuhuiyinchuanzhebaichenyi,dalabaku,linzheyikouhesepixiang,duzizhulizaidukou。

她重生了。

zhongshengzaishangbeiziganggangliuyangguilaideershiliusui。

takanzhezhouzaoshuxiyoumoshengdeyiqie,xinqingfuza。

zuoweiyiminggongchengshi,taxinzhongyouyiguyouranershengdezihao。

yinweiershiduonianhou,tadezuguohuigengjiadefuqiangminzhu。

“柳徽音。”

yishengqingliedeshengyinchuanguocaoza,chuanjinerduo。

liuhuiyinkanguoqu,jiujianyigechuanzhebanzhengjunzhuang,shencaigaotiaodenanren,zhanzaijiefangca-10kacheqian。

zhengshitadezhangfu,lushaoting,xianrenhongjianlvtuanzhang。

zheishi,yuliuhuiyinjiebantongxingdetongchuangbujindaqu:“liutongzhi,neibushininanrenma?zhidaonihuilaijiulaijieni,nimenzhenenaia!”

爱吗?

liuhuiyinchuilechuiyanmou,meiyoushuohua,zhishikanzhenanrenchaozijizoulai。

shangbeizihelushaotingjiehunliushiduonian,tayizhiweizhetazhuan,weitayunyulesangehaizi,taduizijiyeyizhijingzhongyoujia,shijunqudemofanfuqi。

kehoulaitatitazhengliyiwushi,jingfanchuletaduonianlaixiejichulianmengwanqueyizhimeijichuqudemianhuaixin,caizhidaolushaotingyizhimeiyoufangxiatadechulian。

dangchuzhishiyinweimengwanchengfenbuhao,zhengshenmeiguo,tamencaimeinengjiehun。

ertahelushaotingdejianmianhejiehun,zhishiweiletadeqiantu……

“在想什么?”

lushaotingwenzhe,zirandejieguoleliuhuiyinshoulidepixiang。

zhangxinyikong,liuhuiyindexinyegenzheqifulexia。

takanzhelushaotingyaoleyaotou:“xianshangcheba。”

shuowan,bianlvxianshangleche。

lushaotingshenmehuadoumeishuo。

cheshang,liuhuiyinwangzhelushaotinglengyingdecelian,qianshifaxianzhenxiangshidesuanseheweiqudouyongleshanglai。

henkuai,tashouhuishixian,naodailideniantouyeyuelaiyueqingxi。

taxiangnongmingbaishangbeizishibushilindaosi,lushaotingdoumeiyouaiguoziji?

shishenjian,chetinglexialai。

shuxidehongzhuanfangyingruyanlian。

zheilibushijunqujiashuyuan,ershigongchengshisushe。

qianshitajiuyizhizhuzaizheili,zhidaohuaiyun,caibanjinjunqujiashuyuan。

jianlushaotingdakaichemenyaoxiache,liuhuiyinkaikou:“woshinidejiashu,nandaowobuyongsuijunma?”

lushaotinglengleyixiashuo:“jiashuyuantiaojianchaxie,yebufangbian。”

柳徽音没说话。

qianshitaganghuiguoshihelushaotingyouxieshengshu,buxiangretayanqi,bianshenmedoumeiwen,quantingtadeanpai。

kexianzai,tabuxiangzuoyigeshenmedoubuzhidao,beimengzaigulideshazi。

“但我想去。”

duishizhong,lushaotingshenshenkanletayiyan,chenmodiguanshangchemenjiangchekailechuqu。

ershifenzhonghou,jiefangca-10shirulejunqujiashuyuan。

lushaotingnaleyaochidakaimen。

liuhuiyingenzaitashenhou,haimeijinmen。

jiujianwunei,mengwanyinglechulai:“shaoting,nihuilaile?”

jiandaotadeneiyike,liuhuiyindexintouxiangshibeizhongzhongchuileyixia。

neicengzhexiubuhaoxiangyixiabeijiekai。

tataitoukanzhelushaoting,shengyinseran:“ta……jiushinishuobufangbiandeyuanyinma?”