第一章

1983nian,shanghaigangkou。

“呜呜——”

mingdibuduanzuoxiang,liuxueguilaidelunchuantingkaozaigangkou。

xixirangrangderenquncongchuancangyongchu,sisankailai。

xiaqinyanchuanzhebaichenyi,dalabaku,linzheyikouhesepixiang,duzizhulizaidukou。

她重生了。

zhongshengzaishangbeiziganggangliuyangguilaideershiliusui。

takanzhezhouzaoshuxiyoumoshengdeyiqie,xinqingfuza。

zuoweiyiminggongchengshi,taxinzhongyouyiguyouranershengdezihao。

yinweiershiduonianhou,tadezuguohuigengjiadefuqiangminzhu。

“夏沁颜。”

yishengqingliedeshengyinchuanguocaoza,chuanjinerduo。

xiaqinyankanguoqu,jiujianyigechuanzhebanzhengjunzhuang,shencaigaotiaodenanren,zhanzaijiefangca-10kacheqian。

zhengshitadezhangfu,xiejingxiu,xianrenhongjianlvtuanzhang。

zheishi,yuxiaqinyanjiebantongxingdetongchuangbujindaqu:“xiatongzhi,neibushininanrenma?zhidaonihuilaijiulaijieni,nimenzhenenaia!”

爱吗?

xiaqinyanchuilechuiyanmou,meiyoushuohua,zhishikanzhenanrenchaozijizoulai。

shangbeizihexiejingxiujiehunliushiduonian,tayizhiweizhetazhuan,weitayunyulesangehaizi,taduizijiyeyizhijingzhongyoujia,shijunqudemofanfuqi。

kehoulaitatitazhengliyiwushi,jingfanchuletaduonianlaixiejichulianqiaowanqueyizhimeijichuqudemianhuaixin,caizhidaoxiejingxiuyizhimeiyoufangxiatadechulian。

dangchuzhishiyinweiqiaowanchengfenbuhao,zhengshenmeiguo,tamencaimeinengjiehun。

ertahexiejingxiudejianmianhejiehun,zhishiweiletadeqiantu……“zaixiangshenme?”

xiejingxiuwenzhe,zirandejieguolexiaqinyanshoulidepixiang。

zhangxinyikong,xiaqinyandexinyegenzheqifulexia。

takanzhexiejingxiuyaoleyaotou:“xianshangcheba。”

shuowan,bianlvxianshangleche。

xiejingxiushenmehuadoumeishuo。

cheshang,xiaqinyanwangzhexiejingxiulengyingdecelian,qianshifaxianzhenxiangshidesuanseheweiqudouyongleshanglai。

henkuai,tashouhuishixian,naodailideniantouyeyuelaiyueqingxi。

taxiangnongmingbaishangbeizishibushilindaosi,xiejingxiudoumeiyouaiguoziji?

shishenjian,chetinglexialai。

shuxidehongzhuanfangyingruyanlian。

zheilibushijunqujiashuyuan,ershigongchengshisushe。

qianshitajiuyizhizhuzaizheili,zhidaohuaiyun,caibanjinjunqujiashuyuan。

jianxiejingxiudakaichemenyaoxiache,xiaqinyankaikou:“woshinidejiashu,nandaowobuyongsuijunma?”

xiejingxiulengleyixiashuo:“jiashuyuantiaojianchaxie,yebufangbian。”

夏沁颜没说话。

qianshitaganghuiguoshihexiejingxiuyouxieshengshu,buxiangretayanqi,bianshenmedoumeiwen,quantingtadeanpai。

kexianzai,tabuxiangzuoyigeshenmedoubuzhidao,beimengzaigulideshazi。

“但我想去。”

duishizhong,xiejingxiushenshenkanletayiyan,chenmodiguanshangchemenjiangchekailechuqu。

ershifenzhonghou,jiefangca-10shirulejunqujiashuyuan。

xiejingxiunaleyaochidakaimen。

xiaqinyangenzaitashenhou,haimeijinmen。

jiujianwunei,qiaowanyinglechulai:“jingxiu,nihuilaile?”

jiandaotadeneiyike,xiaqinyandexintouxiangshibeizhongzhongchuileyixia。

neicengzhexiubuhaoxiangyixiabeijiekai。

tataitoukanzhexiejingxiu,shengyinseran:“ta……jiushinishuobufangbiandeyuanyinma?”