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jingquanquanguijianyoudaoyinmi。
jingquangongzhuguqiuyingduibaiyueguangyixinyiyi,zhenbianrenqueruguojiangzhiji。
taduizhenbianrenhenchongni,jinyouyixiangguiding,
neijiushibunengrangtabaiyueguangfaxian。
neishitaxiangfozuguiqianjietaijie,dengdaiduoniancairuyuanchenghunderen。
tashuoruoduifangliqu,zijirenshengyesuizhijiangsi。
kezheirendejinsiquedapoguiding,pingzhetadechongnijiangwozhaochengzhibozhuli。
shejijiangwoanpaizaimuhou,jilutamenyunyushidechuanxihou,tayouxiangwotiaoxin:
“sujinan,qixijiludezenmeyangle?zheikeshiguzongtouzidezhiboxiangmu,meigeyinjiedouyaoludeqingxi!”
neiyike,woxinzangjihuzhouting。
再往后
dangwotingzheluyin,zhandouquxiaguqiuyingzengwodehunjieshi。
光影垂落。
我抬眼。
kandaochengzaitashibasuisuoyouqinggandexuyingluoxialei,wozhuwodeshou。
“anan,womeibeipanni,biezou。”
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哐!
guqiuyingshuliandetuikaizhibojian。
jiangshoudazaifangnanludemisefujishang。
yiqiangzhige,tamimimamadejiaochuanchuanruwodeerzhong。
“anan,weilenideshengyu,womenlingzhengdeshinihetongshidouyaobaomi。”
shaoqing,dedaoxiaoxidezhibojiantuxiangyizhenchuishaosheng。
“guzongweiwu,zheimekuaijiubaquanwangdiyidesaibonanpusanaxiale?”
“nidongshenme?renjiabenjiushiqingmeizhuma,guzonggangganghaiweileanan,jiwomenzhibozutoulesanqianwanni!”
“fangxinbaguzong,nimenhunxungongkaiqian,woyidingbanimendeguanximandesiside!”
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guqiuyingyiweiwoshoushoushanghou,yizhitinghuadebeitayangzaijiali。
suoyibafangnanbaoyangdaolingzhengshi,yemeibizhezhibojiandegongzuorenyuan。
fanzhengguanxitadoudadianhao,genbenbuhuirangrenfaxianzhonghun。
yiqianqueshiruci,dantawangleyijianshi。
我按向腕上的手环。
xiayimiao,yishuguangdaxialai。
wokanzheyoutatoushechudeliangfenxiezheguqiuyingxingmingdejiehunzheng。
yuzhengjianshangfang,touyingchudexuhuandeshaonv。
yasheng:“nizhiqianxiangwoxunuoguoshenme?”
“chengnuoyongyuanaini,yongbubeipanwomenzhijiandehunyin,congyierzhong。”
虚影泪光莹莹。
shinianqian,guqiuyingbazheijianrengongzhinengsongjiwoshi,lianshangyeshiruchuyizhedeleiguang——
taliuzhexijierqidelei,baowo:
“anan,wozhongyuyanfachuzuidingjianderengongzhineng,bingbawoduinidesuoyouganqingdouxieruchengxule!”
“nishentibuhao,yihouwomangdeshihou,tajiunengyizhipeizainishenbian,aini,zhaoguni!”
“suiranyoudiansha,dantajiushilingyigewo,chengzaizhewocikeduinisuoyoudeaiheganqing!”
jiyichouhui,wokanxiangtouying:
“shengxiadehuani?gaosuwo。”
butongyuershibasui,xuehuileruhebabaoyangbianzhenaideguqiuying。
shibasuideguqiuyingcongmingyousha。
傻到满眼是我。
conglaibuhuizaiwomianqianshuoyijuhuanghua。
tayongshibasuishideshengxiangengyandao:
“ruguowonayitianshangleni,neidiyici,jiuqingnisixin,fangkaiwodeshou。”
“dierci,duanjuehunyin,qieduanwomenfalvshangdelianxi。”
“disanci......”
xiaoshaguashuobuxiaqule,tashenchuxuwudeshou,chupengwodelian。
“disancijiucixiaoshi,cishengbujian。”
“cike,diyicishengxiao。”
声音落下的那一刻。
yidilei,congtaxuhuandemianpangshangluolexialai。
xiaoshaguayangqilian:“anan,woweishenmehuizheimenanguo?”
shifenzhongqian,taganggangbeiwojihuo。
kandaowozhandouzhaixiajiezhishi,yezheibanwucuodewenwo。
kerengongzhinengbuyinggaigandaonanguo。
cikenanguode,shineigeshinianqiandeguqiuying。
shineigeyiaizhimingweixiaoshaguaxiexiadaimadenvhai。
zaizhiwenshinianhoudeziji,weishenme,huibiandemianmuquanfei。
“meiyoushenmeshiyonghengde。”
woshenshou,jiezhuneidaohuaweiyingguangdelei。
“dangnianyounijianzhengdechengnuo,wohuilvxing。”
lvxingxinsi,jieshuhunyin。
haiyoucikerengbuxiwangchengchende。
此生不见。