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jingquanquanguijianyoudaoyinmi。

jingquangongzhuguqiuyingduibaiyueguangyixinyiyi,zhenbianrenqueruguojiangzhiji。

taduizhenbianrenhenchongni,jinyouyixiangguiding,

neijiushibunengrangtabaiyueguangfaxian。

neishitaxiangfozuguiqianjietaijie,dengdaiduoniancairuyuanchenghunderen。

tashuoruoduifangliqu,zijirenshengyesuizhijiangsi。

kezheirendejinsiquedapoguiding,pingzhetadechongnijiangwozhaochengzhibozhuli。

shejijiangwoanpaizaimuhou,jilutamenyunyushidechuanxihou,tayouxiangwotiaoxin:

“sujinan,qixijiludezenmeyangle?zheikeshiguzongtouzidezhiboxiangmu,meigeyinjiedouyaoludeqingxi!”

neiyike,woxinzangjihuzhouting。

再往后

dangwotingzheluyin,zhandouquxiaguqiuyingzengwodehunjieshi。

光影垂落。

我抬眼。

kandaochengzaitashibasuisuoyouqinggandexuyingluoxialei,wozhuwodeshou。

“anan,womeibeipanni,biezou。”

......

哐!

guqiuyingshuliandetuikaizhibojian。

jiangshoudazaifangnanludemisefujishang。

yiqiangzhige,tamimimamadejiaochuanchuanruwodeerzhong。

“anan,weilenideshengyu,womenlingzhengdeshinihetongshidouyaobaomi。”

shaoqing,dedaoxiaoxidezhibojiantuxiangyizhenchuishaosheng。

“guzongweiwu,zheimekuaijiubaquanwangdiyidesaibonanpusanaxiale?”

“nidongshenme?renjiabenjiushiqingmeizhuma,guzonggangganghaiweileanan,jiwomenzhibozutoulesanqianwanni!”

“fangxinbaguzong,nimenhunxungongkaiqian,woyidingbanimendeguanximandesiside!”

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guqiuyingyiweiwoshoushoushanghou,yizhitinghuadebeitayangzaijiali。

suoyibafangnanbaoyangdaolingzhengshi,yemeibizhezhibojiandegongzuorenyuan。

fanzhengguanxitadoudadianhao,genbenbuhuirangrenfaxianzhonghun。

yiqianqueshiruci,dantawangleyijianshi。

我按向腕上的手环。

xiayimiao,yishuguangdaxialai。

wokanzheyoutatoushechudeliangfenxiezheguqiuyingxingmingdejiehunzheng。

yuzhengjianshangfang,touyingchudexuhuandeshaonv。

yasheng:“nizhiqianxiangwoxunuoguoshenme?”

“chengnuoyongyuanaini,yongbubeipanwomenzhijiandehunyin,congyierzhong。”

虚影泪光莹莹。

shinianqian,guqiuyingbazheijianrengongzhinengsongjiwoshi,lianshangyeshiruchuyizhedeleiguang——

taliuzhexijierqidelei,baowo:

“anan,wozhongyuyanfachuzuidingjianderengongzhineng,bingbawoduinidesuoyouganqingdouxieruchengxule!”

“nishentibuhao,yihouwomangdeshihou,tajiunengyizhipeizainishenbian,aini,zhaoguni!”

“suiranyoudiansha,dantajiushilingyigewo,chengzaizhewocikeduinisuoyoudeaiheganqing!”

jiyichouhui,wokanxiangtouying:

“shengxiadehuani?gaosuwo。”

butongyuershibasui,xuehuileruhebabaoyangbianzhenaideguqiuying。

shibasuideguqiuyingcongmingyousha。

傻到满眼是我。

conglaibuhuizaiwomianqianshuoyijuhuanghua。

tayongshibasuishideshengxiangengyandao:

“ruguowonayitianshangleni,neidiyici,jiuqingnisixin,fangkaiwodeshou。”

“dierci,duanjuehunyin,qieduanwomenfalvshangdelianxi。”

“disanci......”

xiaoshaguashuobuxiaqule,tashenchuxuwudeshou,chupengwodelian。

“disancijiucixiaoshi,cishengbujian。”

“cike,diyicishengxiao。”

声音落下的那一刻。

yidilei,congtaxuhuandemianpangshangluolexialai。

xiaoshaguayangqilian:“anan,woweishenmehuizheimenanguo?”

shifenzhongqian,taganggangbeiwojihuo。

kandaowozhandouzhaixiajiezhishi,yezheibanwucuodewenwo。

kerengongzhinengbuyinggaigandaonanguo。

cikenanguode,shineigeshinianqiandeguqiuying。

shineigeyiaizhimingweixiaoshaguaxiexiadaimadenvhai。

zaizhiwenshinianhoudeziji,weishenme,huibiandemianmuquanfei。

“meiyoushenmeshiyonghengde。”

woshenshou,jiezhuneidaohuaweiyingguangdelei。

“dangnianyounijianzhengdechengnuo,wohuilvxing。”

lvxingxinsi,jieshuhunyin。

haiyoucikerengbuxiwangchengchende。

此生不见。