第一章我想死
wushigangguo，jiangchengdetiankongxiangqiyizhenleiming。
qinranbeiyidaojingleizhaxing，bianshiquleshuiyi。menlingxiangqi，yongrendakaixuzhaidedamen，yilianghuochetingzailemenkou。“qianshouyixiakuaidi。”yongrengangxiangqianzi，shenhouqueyourenpailepaitadejianbang。
“shaonainai，shinidebaoguoma？”
qinrandiandiantou，yongshoubihualeyixiashiyizijilaiqianshou。qinranyiweishizijimaidejuzi，kandaokuaidiyuanjiangbaoguobanrutingyuanhoucaifaxianzheigexiangziyutamaidejuzitijixiangjushenyuan。
yigetijipangdadexiangzichuxianzaitadeyanqian。tarangyongrenquwulixunwenleyiquan，quewurenrenling。yijiarendoubeizheigeshenmidebaoguojixiyinle，xufuchanfuzhexumuyechuxianzaitingyuanli。
“niqudakaiyixiakankan。”xufufenfudao。qinrangangmaichujiaobu，jinjiezheyidaoshuxidenanshengzaitashenhouxiangqi。
“都不准动！”
shixuzhizhou。qinranchaotakanguoqu，quebeiyanqiandeyimujihedao。
zuozailunyishangdenanrencishishenzheyijianlingkouhexiukoujunxiuzheyunxideshenhuisezhongshanzhuangshangyi，xiabanshenshipeitaodetongkuanzhangku，shuangjiaotaoleyishuangheiseyuankoubuxie。
zheifuzhuangbanzenmekandoujuedexiang……shouyi。
“zhizhou！nizheishiganshenme？”xufuhudikaikou，miansehuian。xumuganjinpaoguoqu，xiangyaojiangxuzhizhoushenshangdeyiwubadiao。
“wodexiaozuzongyo，nizenmechuanzheimeyishenyifuchulaile，xiaoran，kuaibazhizhoutuihuiquhuanshenyifu。”qinrandiandiantou，zhengzhunbeituilunyi，xuzhizhouquezuzhileta。
“qinran，tuiwoquchaikuaidi。”nanrenyanshenlingli，yuqiburongzhiyi。qinranweinandikanlekanxumu，nandexuzhizhouzheijitianjingshenzhuangtaishaoweihaodian，xumunabuzhuntayaoganshenme，zhihaoxianyouzheta，shiyitazhaozuo。
muxiangzibeixuzhizhouchaikai，zheigeshenmibaoguocaiyidiandianluchuletadezhenmianmu。
zheishiyijuyoushangdengnanmudazaoerchengdechengrenguanmu，guanmuliangcehuizhecaisedetuteng，liangtougetiezheyige“dian”zi。
kanzhemianqiandeguanmu，xuzhizhouyanshenjianyi，lengshengshuodao，“rangkai。”
xiayimiao，qinranjiubeiyigudalituikaijibu。
zhongrenyanzhengzhengdikanzhexuzhizhouzhanzhanweiweidiconglunyishangchengliqilai，feilidixiangguancailipaqu。
“知舟……”
“少爷……”
jidaojinghushengxiangqi，jingxingleqinran，tayilianzhenjingdikanxiangnanren，huranchongleguoqu，sisibaozhutadexiabanshen。
“fangkaiwo！”xuzhizhoushuangshouzhujianshiquliqi，taniuguotou，fennudekanzheqinran。
qinranyaoyaotou，xuzhizhouhaoburongyicongchehuolisilitaosheng，tabunengrangtajiuzheiyangqingyifangqizijideshengming。
“zhizhou，nidaodixiangganshenme？”xumumanyanjingkong，shentidoubuzijuedidouleqilai。
“wo、xiang、si！”xuzhizhoushuangmuchihong，yiziyidundihoudao。jinjiezhe，tamengdiyiyongli，shitujiangzijishuaijinguanmuli，quebeifanyingguolaideqinranyibalazhu。
xuzhizhoushuaizaileqinrandeshenshang。haihao，meiyoukeshangta。
qinrangangsonglekouqi，xuzhizhouqueyoujiangshoushendaoleguanmushang，tafuzheguanmudebianyuan，xiangyaozaicipajinqu。qinranjinjinquanzhutadeyao，jixujiangtawangwaituo。
“fangshou！”xuzhizhoulishengchidao，qinranqueyaoyaotou，huanzhutadeshouyoujiashenlejifenlidao。
jianzhuang，xuzhizhouhuitou，shuangyanxinghongdikanxiangta：“qinran，buyaobiwodongshou……”
qinranliuzheleiyaotou，wushengdishuozhe：zhizhou，buyao，buyaodiuxiawo……