第一章
shenqiuyingdiyicizuomectzhiliaodeshihou，shenbiankongwuyiren。
lianshenaitadeweihunfubojinyandoubuzaichang。
yishengjitazhushejirousongchijihou，tahunhunchenchen，huanghujianxiangqileneitianbangwan。
tadaizhepaiduimailesanxiaoshidedangaohuidaojia，xiangjibojinyanyigejingxi，kandaodequeshibojinyanhemeimeishenjiejiewendehuamian。
errenchunshexiangjiao，jinjinyongbaozaiyiqi，nanshenanfen。
shenqiuyingshoushangdedangaodiaozaidishang，shuaidemianmuquanfei，tayibazhangshanxiangbojinyan。
quebeishenjieyibatuixialouti。
congloutifangunerxiadeshihou，shenqiuyingxinliyouyizhongyiliaozhizhongdeganjue。
shenqiuyingshenbianderen，zuihoudouhuibeishenjieqiangzou。
shenjiereqingdafang，xianggexiaotaiyang。
xiangbiqilai，chenmoguayandeshenqiuyingjiurutongtademingziyiyang，xianggehaowucunzaigandeyingzi。
congbojinyankandaoshenjiedediyimiao，tajiuyouyizhongbuxiangdeyugan。
neishitaanweiziji，tahebojinyanshiniandeganqing，buhuide。
xianshiqueshuaileshenqiuyinghenhendiyigeerguang。
bojinyanjiangtasongdaoyiyuan，zaitadechuangqianshouzhe，pashuyebingshou，zhaohushiyaolereshuidaijitanuanzhe。
“neigewen，zhishigeyiwai。”
薄锦言如是说。
“wozhishibatadangchengleni，yigenianqingde、huopokailangdeni。”
“qiuying，nitaiyaoqiang，taishulengle，wozongjuedezijibubeinixuyao。”
“buhuizaiyouxiayicile....zhiyuxiaojie，tabijingshi**mei，haineimexiao，niyebiegentajijiao，haobuhao？”
shenqiuyingchuimou，turanxiaole。
“nigenwoshuozheixie，jiushipawobashenjieganzoushime？”
bojinyanyizhi，wojinshenqiuyingdeshou：
“qiuying，wozhidaonixianzaihaizaiqitoushang，meiguanxi，wohuiyizhipeizheni，zhidaonixiaoqi。”
shenqiuyingjiangshouchouchulai，fanshenbeiduizhebojinyan。
shenhouchuanlaibojinyantanxideshengyin，haoxiangtashigebudongshidehaizi。
dianhuashengxiangqi，taqingxidetingdaodianhualimianchuanlaishenjiedeshengyin。
“jinyange，woyigerenzaijialihaohaipa，nihuilaipeipeiwohaome？”
“wobushiyaoguyituijiejiede，zhishitadaleni，wohenxinteng。”
“houmianwolengjingxialai，xianglexiang，dangshiwozhendemeiyongduodali，buzhidaojiejieweishenmejiushuaixiaqule。”
bojinyandishenganweilejiju，duishenqiuyingshuo：
“gongsichulejishi，woququjiuhui。”
kuaimajiabianlikaileyiyuan。
zhidaoshenqiuyingchuyuan，bojinyandoumeiyouzaihuiyiyuanyici。
shenqiuyingdetuishangdeshanghaimeihaoquan，talikaiyiyuanzhishibuxiangbeiqitarenkanwang。
zheixietian，laikantaderenyibojieyibo，shuohuadeneirongqueshiqianpianyilv。
让她原谅沈婕。
buzhidaoshenjiegentamenshuoleshenme。
shenqiuyingdepengyou，tongshi，kantadeyanshenlidoudaizheshenshendeqianze。
“xiaojietazhishigehaizi，tamamazaihuai，niyebunengjiangyuanqisazaiyigexiaohaizishenshang。”
“nishitaweiyidejiejie，yeshishijieshangtaweiyideqinren，ruguonidouduitayouchengjian，neitazhendejiugukuwuyile！”
shenqiuyingtingdaozuihaodepengyouzhouluzhenzhenyouci，zhijuedexinhan。
怨气，她有。
ketaconglaimeikuidaiguoshenjiebanfen，shenzhitaxiangyaochuguoliuxue，tayecougouzexiaofeigaozhongjiujiangtasongdaoguowai。
suoyourendoumoqidewangjile，tamengongtongdefuqinshenzongnian，zaishenqiuyingchushengbudaosansui，jiugenshenjiedemuqinsiben，juanzousuoyoucaichanlikai。
liujishenqiuyingmunvdezhiyouyaderenchuanbuguoqidezhaiwu。
shenmujiangduizhangfudeyuanhenzhuanyidaoshenqiuyingshenshang，yibianxinkugongzuoyanghuota，yibianzemata。
taxinkudushu，kaoshangmingxiao，jinledachang，yudaolebojinyan，yiqiedouzouxiangzhengguideshihou。
shenjiarendaizheshenjiezhaoshangta。
“zongnianhetalaopochulechehuo，jiuliuxiazheigenvergukuwuyi。”
“tajinnianshisansui，xueyuanshangnishitadejiejie，batafuyangdaochengnianyeshinideyiwu。”
shenzongnianzuoweifuqin，zheimeduonianmeiyoudalaiguoyigedianhua，jiguoyifenqian。
xianzaitaqueyinweifalv，xuyaofuyangrangtamentongkudezuikuihuoshoushengxialaidehaizi。
shenqiuyingmeibanfa，jiangshenjiedaihuilejia。
tazijicaiershisui，queyaoxiangyigemamayiyang，zhaogushisansuidemeimei。
youshihougongzuohenfanmang，tazhinengjiangshenjiedaidaogongsi。
shenzongnianfufuzhiyoutazheimeyigenver，ziranshibaibanchongni，jianghaiziyangdeyangguangdafang。
shenqiuyingshenbiandepengyou，tongshicongkaishidepaichidaojianjianxihuanshangzheigenvhaizi。
“**meibinitaoxihenduo。”
tabuzhiyicitingdaozhouweiderenzheimeshuo。
xianzaijiuliantaxianglianshiniandeairenyezheimejuedele。
“shenqiuying......xingyixing......”
huanghuzhizhong，yourenzaiwenroudejiaozhetademingzi。
shenqiuyingdesixubeidaduan，zhengkaileyanjing，yuanlaishizhiliaojieshule。
taqishen，hushijitazhaidiaotoushangdeyiqi。
dingzhuzhe，“zheiduanshijianjiyilihuiyouxiajiang，zhengchangxianxiang，zhuyizuoxiguilv。”
“jidexiayicilaideshijian。”
shenqiuyingdiandiantou，jianghushishuodeneirongquanbujizaisuishendebijibenshang。
suizhemectzhiliaodecishuzengduo，tahuijianjianwangjihenduoshiqing。
yushitajiangsuoyouxuyaobandeshidoujizaibenzishang。
tachangshihuiyi，faxianguowangdeshiqingxiangshibeiwulongzhaoyiyang，ertashiyigepangguanzhe，pingjinglizhi。
takandaozhuyishixiangdeqianmian，youhongsejiacuzitixiedeliangjianshi：
diyijian：jiangshenjiedehukouqianzou。
dierjian：hebojinyanfenshou。