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wobeidalegebansirengjinchaifangzishengzimie,yishihunmizhiji,fangmenxisuoxiangdong,shiluyaotizheshihezoulejinlai。
“ajie,wolaijinisongchide。”
tazoudaowoshenbian,xiaoshengjiaozheajie,yanleipadapadadewangxiadiao,“tabawoguanzaihengwuyuan,burangwochulai,wolanbuzhuta。”
zheigeta,zhideshidimulinyueying。
“对不起。”
yeshiqiguai,linshineiyanghenduderen,zenmeqinshengnver,pianjiushigerenchuwuhaideshabaitianni。
wopiaoleyiyandilaizuibiandesulao,youqiwulidao,“niyaobukankanwoshenshangdeshangni?zaibuzhixuewojiukuaisile。”
yaobushuotashani,biqibaofu,womingxiangengxuyaoyaoa。
ta“a”leyisheng,lianmangfangxiashoulidewanshao,youcongdoulitaochuyiduiyaowan,
tashiluhonghedimupengzaishouxindenver,jiulianshenshangchangbeizhedeyaowandoushidinghaode。
wochileyao,zongsuanshijuedebeishanghaoyidianle,mianqiangchilejikoudongxi,jiutingdaoluyaodishengdao,
“woyaohexiehengchengqinle。”
“neigongxinia。”wojiazhefancai,suikouyinghezhe。
“ajie,niyuanwoma?”
tadeshengyinyichangchenmen,yinyinnengtingchuqizhongdekuijiu,hepangrenyiweidebutong,woheluyao,feidanmeiyoudishuzhijiandejianbanuzhang,faneryinzheluyaodechunshanduoleyisiqinni。
“为什么要怨你?”
“benlaijiushinijiuxialexieheng,shiwotoulenideyupei,chenzhenishiyiqianglenidejiumingzhien,ruoshuoyuan,yegaishiniyuanwocaidui。
“woshuodebushizheijianshi。”luyaodaduanlewo。
“woshishuo,shiernianqianneijianshi,ni…yuanwoma?”
jiacaideshouyidun,wofangxiawankuai,taiqiyanjingjingdekanzheta,
chujianluyaoshi,woganggangliusui,suizheaniangquzhenshangganji,baozhetanghuluchidezhengxiangshi,yiwaiyudaoleluyao。
xiaoxiaodenvtongduozaimaicaiayedecaikuangli,beiwofaxianhou,neishuangyanjingqieshengshengdekanzhewo,xiaoshengjiaozhejiejie。
“jiejie,wozhaobudaoniangqinle。”
neishiwoheluyaodiyicijianmian。
aniangdezhitashizoudiudehou,congcongganquguanfubaoan,shengxiawoheluyaozaijia,zhengshidiaopidaodandenianji,wojiudaizheta,manshanbianyesayazifengpao。
tashuo,tacongweizheiyangziyouguo。
zhidaoyeseluomu,tadenainiangmozheyanleizhaoleguolai,linzoushi,tayanbabadekanzhewo,“ayuanjiejie,wohaikeyizaijiandaonima?”
wokanzhetazhanmannishuideyishang,youxiexinxudekeleliangsheng,meiganchengnuo。
jinguannianjihaixiao,danshiwoyezhidao,luyaohewomenzheixieyehaizibuyiyang,tashiguanjia**,jialideguijuyidinghenyanke,caihuilianjianzheshanshangdeyecaodoujuezhexiqi。
wojuedetakelian,congjiaojulinachuyigexiaobaoguo,shiwoshanggeyueshengchenshianiangjiwomaidegaodian,womeishedechiwan,liuxialiangkuai,yuanbendasuanwoheaniangyirenyikuai。
wobawodeneikuaiyongshoupabaohao,xiaoxinyiyidedijileluyao。
tajieguogaodian,xiaomimichaowodaoxie,“woyaodaihuijiaheniangqinyiqichi,zheiyangxiacitajiuhuirangwolaizhaoniwanla!”
zhengshiyinweizheikuaiyunlinggao,dimudezhilewoheaniangdecunzai。
neiyecanjiaoshengxiangchezhenggecunluo,qingshuicunsishiliuren,wuyishenghai。
shihouyichangdahuo,yangailezheiyiqie。
houlaibeijiehuilufu,wocaidezhi,
我和陆瑶是亲姐妹。
woaniangyuanxianshiguogongfusihoudebinv,yinzheyanjinghedimuyousanfenxiangsi,beizuijiuhoudeluhongcuorenchengdimu,qiangyazhe**hao。
然后有了我。
luhongyuanbenbuxiangliuwo,shilufudelaozumubumandimuhunhoushunianwusuochu,huxialeyouyundeaniang。
houlaijianwoshigenver,dimuyoushengxialeluyao,talandelihuiwomenmunv,jileyibiyinqian,jianganiangyuanyuandafazoule。
wodeaniangsile,jiushiyinweineikuaigaodian。
“ajie?ajienizenmele?”
woconghuiyizhongjingxing,xiangshinishuiderendakoudakoudehuxi。
luyaofushangwodeetou,mianludanyou。
tabuzhidaoyuanyou,queyeyinyinyueyuezhidao,womuqindesi,hetayouguanxi。
womengranzuanzhutadeshouwan,youzaitakanguolaishihuanhuanluchuyigexiaorong,
“我不怨你。”
我恨你。
chizaoyouyitian,woyaoshaleni。