“jiwanshu！nikezhizui？”
qingyanzongdadianshang，xuansezhangpaodexiechenzuozaizhuwei，zhijianniezheyimeizhanleyaozideciping，shengyinlengdenengdonglieyushi。wogangconghundunlizhengyan，jiubeizheishenghewendingzaiyuandi，naozilihaipiaozhezuowanaoyekande《xiantujie》qingjie——meicuo，wochuanchengleshulineigexianhainvzhu、zuihoubeishizunyizhangpaisidetongmingedunvpei。
yanxiazheichangjing，zhengshiyuanzhujinvzhulengqingshuangxiaxieyaofanbeizhuabaodemingchangmian。
wozuanzhequnbaiwanghousuolesuo，nulimofangyuanzhuneifujiaozongyouxinxudemoyang，zuishangyingcheng：“shizunpingshenmeshuowoyouzui？buguoshiqingshuangshijiezijibuxiaoxindafanleyaoping，guanwoshenmeshi？”
xinliquezaobayuanzhumalebabaibian：chunhuo！xianhaijiuxianhai，yongxieyaozheizhonglowzhaojiusuanle，haibazijideyupeiluorenshouli，zheibuchunchunsongrentouma？
“关你什么事？”
pangbianturanchuanlaiyishengqingxiao，shichuanyuebaidizifudeqinhao。dashixiongshoulibawanzhede，zhengshiyuanzhuluoxiadeneimeimeihuayupei，tatiaomeikanxiangwo，yanshenlimeilewangrideyane，fandaoduoledianguguaidexingwei：“xiaoshimeigangzaixinlimayuanzhuchunhuo，shuotayongxieyaoxianhaishisongrentou——zheihua，yaobuyaowotinizaigenshizunshuoyibian？”
我：“！！！”
xueyeshunjianchongshangtouding，wojiangzaiyuandi，kanzheqinhaodelian，youkankanzhuweishangxiechenzhouranbianshendeyanshen，naozilizhishengxiayigeniantou：tatingjianle？tajurantingjianlewodexinsheng？
“dashixiongbiekaiwanxiaole，”woqiangzhuangzhending，zhijianquezaifadou，“wozenmehuineimexiang……”
“e？neixiaoshimeigangcaixinlixiang‘xiechenzheilaoguban，tiantianbaizhezhangbingshanlian，pabushiqiannianmeixiaoguo，xiaolenengdiaofen’——yeshiwotingcuole？”qinhaowangqianyibu，shengyinyadedilexie，pianpiandianlianjing，meigerendoutingdeqingqingchuchu。
zhouweidedizimenbiexiaodedongjingciqibifu，wohenbudezhaogedifengzuanjinqu，lianshaodefatang。xiechendeshouzhidunledun，cipingzaitazhangxinzhuanlegequan，tameikanqinhao，fandaozhizhidingzhewo：“laoguban？diaofen？”
woxigaiyiruan，chadiandangchangguixia：“shizunwocuole！wobushiguyide！wojiushi……jiushinaozichoulexiaxiangde！”
xinlifengkuangqidao：bieshawobieshawo！shulizheishihouyuanzhuhaizuiying，caibeishizunfachaoyibaibian《qingxinjue》，woxianzairencuo，yinggainengcongqingfaluoba？zuihaofawoquhoushanweilinglu，jianquanyounengmoyu，bichaoshuqiangyibaibei！
“houshanweilinglu？”xiechenturankaikou，yuqitingbuchuxinu，“daoshigeqingjingdifang。”
woyanjingyiliang，gangxiangdaoxie，jiujianzhanzaiqinhaoshenbiandelengqingshuangwangqianzouleyibu。nvzhujintianchuanlejiandanqingsedequnshan，meiyanqingleng，shouliyeniezhegexiaociping，zhengshiyuanzhuyonglaizhuangxieyaodeneige。
“shimei，”lengqingshuangdeshengyinhenqing，quedaizheburonghushidechuantouli，“nigangcaixinlishuo‘lengqingshuangzheiduobailianhua，biaomianzhuangwenrou，zhibudingdengxiajiuhuigenshizungaozhuang，rangwochaoshuchaodaoduanshou’——zheihua，woyetingjianle。”
我：“……”
shesi！zheijueduishiwochuanyueyilaizuiyanzhongdeshesi！quanzongmenderendounengtingjianwodexinsheng？neiwozuotianfufeiqinhaojianfaxiangkaipingkongque、fufeihouchudelingzhoutaichouxiangjianghu、fufeishoumendizidefadaiyansetuqi……tamenqibushiquanzhidaole？
“bushi，shijienitingwojieshi，”wojidekuaikule，“wojiushisuikouyixiang，meiyoushuonihuaihuadeyisi！”
“wozhidao。”lengqingshuangqueturanxiaole，neixiaorongbuxiangshulixiedeneiyangshuli，fandaodaizhedianwunaidezongrong，tabashoulidecipingdijiwo，“nizuotianjiwodeneiping‘qingxinsan’，womeihe，limiandexieyaowohuanchengtangwanle。haiyou，nixinlixiang‘yaoshinengrangqinhaobielianneihuajiazijianfa，miandeyihoubeimozunshouxiadangbazi’——dashixiongjinzaoyijinghuanle《pozhenjianfa》，shuoyaoduoxienitidian。”
wozhuantoukanxiangqinhao，tajuranhaichongwojulejushoulidejian，yibenzhengjingdao：“xiaoshimeiyanguangbucuo，《pozhenjianfa》queshibizhiqiandeshiyong，yihouniyaoshijuedewojianfayouwenti，jinguanzaixinlishuo。”
zheizhankaibuduia！shulidashixiongmingmingyaneyuanzhudaobuxing，nvzhugengshiduiyuanzhubizhibuji，shizungengshilengdexiangkuaibing，zenmexianzaiquanfanguolaile？
wozhengmengzhe，xiechenturancongzhuweishangzhanqilai，xuansezhangpaosaoguodimian，daiqiyizhenqingfeng。tazoudaowomianqian，jugaolinxiadikanzhewo，yanshenfuzaderangwoxinhuang。
woxinlixiayishidixiang：wanlewanle，shibushiwogangcaifufeitalaogubandeshihaimeifanpian？tabuhuiyaodongshouba？shulitayizhangpaisiyuanzhudehuamiantaiherenle，wokebuxiangyingnianzaoshi！
xiechendejiaobudunzhu，tadingzhewodeyanjing，turanwenlejumeitoumeiweidehua：“nigangcaixinlishuo，qingshuangshimozundewodi？”
我：“！！！”
zheihuaxiangdaojingleipizaiwonaozili，wozenmebazheichawangle？shulilengqingshuangdezhenshishenfenjiushimozunanchazaiqingyanzongdewodi，yaodaohouqicaihuibaolu，wogangcaijuranzaixinlibazheimimishuochulaile？
wozhangzhezui，bantianshuobuchuhua，xinlifengkuangnahan：wobushiguyide！wojiushixiangdaoqingjieshunzuiyixiang！shijienibieshengqi！shizunnibiewuhui！
lengqingshuangdelianseguoranbianle，tashangqianyibu，zhuazhuwodeshouwan，shengyinlidaizhedianjiqie：“xiaoshimei，ni……nizenmezhidaode？”
qinhaoyezhouqimei，kanxianglengqingshuangdeyanshenduolejifentanjiu：“qingshuang，tashuodeshizhende？”
dadianlideqifenshunjianjiangdaobingdian，suoyourendemuguangdoujizhongzaiwohelengqingshuangshenshang。wokanzhelengqingshuangcangbaidelian，youkankanxiechenshenchendeyanshen，xinlibazijimalegegouxuelintou——haohaodegoumingqingjie，zenmebeiwogaochengdaxingwodijiemixianchangle？