第一章
erziwushilehuashengjiang，guomindaozhixiuke，zuizhongbaozhulexingming，quezaochengleyongjiuxingnaosunshang。
erwozaiganwangyiyuandelushangzaoyulechehuo，xinzangyanzhongshousun，budebujieshoulexinzangyizhishoushu。
zhidaobannianhoudeyigexiawu，wotingdaozhangfuluxiuyanhehushizhangdetanhua：
“yuanzhang，nintaihenxinle。mingzhidaoninerziduihuashengguomin，haiteyirangrenweitachixiahuashengjiang......”
“haiyoushen**，tabenlaihaohaode，ninqueguyizhizaoleyichangchehuo，jiuweileranglinyishengdedaotadexinzang！”
luxiuyandeshengyinyichangbingleng：“linyueweilejiwoshengxiahaizi，chadiansizaichanfang。wojibuletayuanzhangfurendeweizhi，danshiwoyaorangtadeerzijichengwodeyiqie。”
“zhiyunuannuanhexingchen，zhiyaotamenbuhuiweixiedaolinyuemuziliang，wojiuhuiyangtamenyibeizi。”
yuanlaizaitayanli，woheerzibuguoshitatongwangzhenaizhilushangkeyisuiyixishengdeqizi。
jiranruci，woxuanzedaizheerzichedicongtadeshijielixiaoshi。
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hushizhangdeshengyinyouxiangqi，daizheshenshendeburen。
“shen**xianzaishentizheimexuruo，ninweishenmehaiyaobitajilinyishengxianxue？”
“我也不想。”
luxiuyantanlekouqi，“danlinyuedexinxinzangchuxianlepaiyifanyingdaozhixueyangbuzu，zhiyounuannuandexuexingnenghetapipei。”
我无声地落下泪来。
xiangqiqianjitiantawenroudiquanwoquxianxue，shuoshiweierziqifu。
tatailejiewoderuanlei，zhidaowohuiweilehaizizuorenheshi。
xianzaicaimingbai，tabuguoshizailiyongwodemuai，rangwochengweitaairendejiumingdaocao。
wodeshouzhongduanzheyiwangangaohaodelianzigeng，cikezaiyenabuwen，“pa”deyishengshuaizaidishang。
guntangdetangshuijianzaiwodejiaoshang，suicipianhuapolepifu，danzheixietengtongbiqixinlidejuewang，yousuandeleshenme？
bangongshilichuanlaijiaobusheng，wohuangmangzhuanshenxiangtao，quebeiyanqiandehuamiandingzaiyuandi——
xingchenzhengzaibingfanglianshui，xiaoxiaodelianpangtianshibantianjing。
kejiushizheiyangyigewugudehaizi，quebeizijidefuqinqinshoutuiruleyonghengdeheian。
leishuimohulewodeshixian。
wozhongyumingbai，zheigewoshenaileqiniandenanren，weiletadezhenai，keyicanrendihuidiaozijideqinshenggurou。
taitoushi，zhengduishangluxiuyanjinghuangdemuguang。
talianshangyijiuguazheneifuwenroudemianju，zhishishengyinlvexianbuwen：
“nuannuan，nizaizheiliduojiule？”
woqiangrenbeitong，jichuyigeweixiao：“gangdaobujiu。benlaixiangjinisongxiebutang，buxiaoxindafanle。”
tasonglekouqi，shangqianlouzhuwodejian：“nikanni，youbazijinongshangle。”
tadunxiashen，xiaoxinyiyidijianchawodeshangkou，dongzuoqingroudexiangshizaiduidaizhenbao。
danwozhidao，zheibuguoshitawanmeiweizhuangdeyibufen。
tadezhenxin，zhishuyuneigezaixinxiongwaikedenvzhuren。
jiuzaitaweiwobaozhashi，tadeshoujituranxiangqi。shilinyuedalaide。
“xiuyan，wohaonanshou......xinzang......kuaichengbuzhule......xuyaomashangshuxue......”
dianhuaneitou，linyuedeshengyinxuruozhongdaizheaiqiu。
luxiuyandebiaoqingshunjianbiandehuangluan，buyoufenshuojiuyaolawoqushuxueshi。
wobennengdihoutui：“xiuyan，wozheiliangtianyizhizaikexue，zhendebunengzaichouxuele......”
tadeyanshenyishunjianbiandemosheng，buyoufenshuodijiangwodahengbaoqi：“guai，henkuaijiuhao，wopeizheni。”
tadeyuqiwenrou，querangwogandaochegudebingleng。
wobishangyan，renyoutabaozhewozouxiangdianti。
zheiyike，woyijingxiadingjuexin，yaodaizheerziyongyuanlikaizheigexuweidenanren。