第四章
“wo……”tahaixiangshuoxieshenme，huailidejiangluxiquebushidi**leyisheng，rouzhetaiyangxue：“yuhuai，wotouhaotong……”
shenyuhuaikanlekanhuailirouruowuzhudejiangluxi，youkanlekanmianqianshensedanmodexuxingyang，zuizhonghaishineifenduijiangluxidedanyouzhanleshangfeng。
taminleminchun，duixuxingyangdao：“luxibushufu，woxiansongtaquxiuxi。ni……zijihuiqukeyima？”
shuowan，shenzhimeiyoudengtahuida，tabianbaozhejiangluxi，yutacajianerguo，congconglikai。
xuxingyangzhanzaiyuandi，wanfengchuidetahunshenfaleng。
tabuzhidaozhanleduojiu，zhidaoxinzangneizhenjianruidetengtongmanmanbiandemamu，caihuanhuanzhuanshen，yibuyibudilikaizheigerangtazhixidedifang。
gangzouchujiudianjinbihuihuangdedamen，laidaolubian，haimeilaidejishenxiyikouyewanbinglengdekongqi，
turan，toudingchuanlaijingkongdejianjiaosheng！
“yourentiaoloule——！”
xuxingyangxiayishiditaitou，zhijianyigeheiyingjisufangda，chaotazalai！
“砰——！”
judadezhuangjilicongtoudingchuanlai，jutongshunjianxijuanlequanshenmeiyigeshenjingmoshao！
tashenzhilaibujifachurenheshengyin，yanqianyihei，bianchedishiqulezhijue。
zaicihuifuyishi，shibeiciyandewuyingdengheshentijuliedetengtonghuanxingde。
tafaxianzijitangzaishoushutaishang，zhouweishichuanzhelvseshoushufudeyishenghehushi。
“bingrenxingle！yishihaisuanqingxing！”yigeyishenghandao，suijifuxiashen，yusujikuaididuitashuo，“xu**！nibeigaokongzhuiluowuzazhong，luguguzhe，luneichuxue，bixulikejinxingkailushoushu！fengxianhenda，xuyaojiashuqianzi！kuaitongzhinidejiaren！”
家人……
xuxingyangjiannandizhuandongyanqiu，shixianmohu，youshouhainengdong，danmanshiniannidexianxue。
tayongjinquanshenliqi，zhandouzhemodaobeifangzaiyipangtuopanlideshouji，pingmuyijingbeixueranhong。
tapingzhejiyihemohudeshixian，botongleneigezhidingdehaoma。
dianhuaxianglehenjiucaibeijieqi。
neibianchuanlaishenyuhuaideshengyin，daizheyisibunaifanhebeidaraodepibei：“wei？xingyang？youzenmele？bushirangnizijixianhuiquma？”
“shenyuhuai……”tashengyinweiruodejihutingbujian，“wo……wozaiyiyuan……shoushu……xuyaoqianzi……”
neibianchenmolepianke，suijixiangqitadaizhebunaidetanxi：“xingyang，bienaole。shinirangwolaizhaoguluxide，xianzaiyouyongzheizhongfangshijiaowohuiqu，bujuedezixiangmaodunma？”
tadexinmengdiyichen，haiweilaidejijieshi，jiutingjianyipangdeyishengkanbuxiaqu，duoguoshoujiyansudishuo：“xiansheng，womenshishiyiyuanjizhenkedeyisheng！xuxingyang**qingkuangfeichangweiji，lunaosunshang，bixulikeshoushu，qingnilikeguolaiqianzi！”
dianhuaneiduanchenmoleyixia，suijichuanlaishenyuhuaigengjiabunaideshengyin：“yanxihaizhaogebangshou？xingyang，woxianzaimeikongzhendepeiniwanzheizhongwuliaodebaxi。”
zheishi，dianhuaneitouyinyuechuanlaijiangluxirouruodeshengyin：“yuhuai，zenmele？shixingyangchushenmeshilema？niyaobuyaoqukankan……”
shenyuhuailikefangrouleshengyinhuiying：“buyong。tayiqianjiujingchangyonggezhongzhuangbingzhuangkeliandezhaoshu，zhiyaowohebiedenvrenyoudianjiechu，tajiunaopiqibawojiaohuiqu。xianzaibuguoshigujizhongshibale。niheduolebushufu，shenbianlibukairen，wodeliuzaizheilizhaoguni。”
shuowan，budengyishengzaikaikou，dianhuabianbeizhijieguaduan！
binglengdemangyinxiangshiyibajiandao，chedicichuanlexuxingyangzuihouyisiweiruodeqiwang。
judadebeitonghejuewangxijuanleta，queliankudeliqidoumeiyoule。
tajiannandikanxiangyisheng，qiruoyousi：“yisheng……ruguo……meiyoujiashuqianzi……nengbuneng……wozijiqian？”
zhudaoyishengkanzheyanqianzheigehunshenshixue、yanyanyixi，quebeiairenrucicanrenduidaidenvhai，yanzhongchongmanletongqing。
tachenmolejimiao，zhongzhongdiantou：“hao！womenjinizuoshoushu！nilaiqian！”
hushijiangshoushufengxianzhiqingtongyishuhebididaotazhandoude、zhanmanxianxuedeshoubian。
tayongjinzuihouyisiliqi，waiwainiuniudiqianxialezijidemingzi——
许星漾。
meiyibi，douxiangshizaiqinshoumaizangtazheiwuniansuoyoudeailianheqingchun。
yishengjieguotongyishu，shengyinchenzhong：“guniang，zheiyangdenanpengyou，zainishengsiguantoudoubuchuxian，keyibuyaole。”
xuxingyanghuansandemuguangwangzhetoudingciyandeguang，zuijiaojiqihuanmandichechuyimobikuhainankandehudu，yongjihutingbujiandeshengyinshuo：
“xiexieyisheng……wobenlai……jiumeidasuan……yaole……”