wojuexingzaixianxiawenzhong，shenweinanzhudejilingchuanzhudingzhihuiaishangnvzhu，
而我不过是个女配。
jiranshuzhongdeqingjiezaoyixiehao，wobianjuedingzhudongtuichu。
danjilingchuanquezhizhediyuwojieweilianli，bingzhengzhongdifashi，
“zaiwozheilizhiyousangoujuewuheli，wobuxiangxinshenmeqingjie，wozhixiangxinduinideai。”
hunhou，womenxieshougongjin，zaixiuxianjiezhanyaochumo，shengmingyuanyang。
woyejianjianwangjileshuzhongdeyiqie，quanxinquanyidiaita。
zhizhiwunianhou，xianziyexiansiqiaoranqianruwomenmenpaidemijing。
yinweitademangzhuangjingdongleyinnizaimijingzhongdemodaoshili，yichangdazhanshunjianbaofa。
weijizhixia，wotijilingchuandangzhuleyizhizhimingdeheiyufeishi，jianshizhizhichuantouwodexiongkou。
yucitongshi，yexiansishoubeibeicashang，takuhanzhe：“jigege，jiuwo！”
jilingchuanjianzhuangliansecanbai，buguweixianchaotapuleguoqu，“xiansi！”
qingkejian，woruzhuibingjiao。
xiansi，zhengshishuzhongdenvzhu。
zheishi，wodenaohaifuxianxiaoshuozhongdeqingjie，yuanlai，wodeshengsiduitalaishuocongbuzhongyao。
1
neiheiyufeishichuanxiongerguo，wodaozaidishangtengdeliansecanbai。
tingzhejilingchuanjiaojihanzheyexiansideyishunjian，wogengxiangshibeiwanjianchuanxin。
wonulicetou，chaotawangguoqu。
tajiangyexiansixiaoxinyiyidibaozaihuaizhong，sulailengjingzichidenanren，rujinhuangluandeshuangchunzhandou。
“xiansinibuhuiyoushide，wohuijiuni，niyaojianchizhu，buyaohewohaobuhao？”
xueleihunhezhecongwolianpangerxia，moqideqinshijiashangshixueguoduodailaideyunjue，rangwomeiyouliqihanjiuming，yongjinquanshenliqishuohua，yezhishishengruowenying。
“lingchuan……jiu……jiuwo……”
raner，juliwozhichidenanren，quemeiyoujiwohuiying。
tabaoqiyexiansicongmanglikai，dashenghanzhemenpaizhongdelingyijiuren。
wodexinhuranbeisiliekailai。
xiongxiandezhengxiezhengdouzhong，wodefujunwangletitadangfeishiershenshouzhongshangdeqizi，wangleyutayitongshouhumenpailingmaidezeren。
baozheyigejiaodididenvzi，tuidaoleanquandedifang。
wobeizhongduodaoxiadedizishentifugai，wurenwenjin。
neixieshentihaochen，woyiciyouyicidetuisangdouhaoxiangshiwuyonggong。
“wenxiran，nidehuoxiaqu，chengzhu……yaochengzhu。”
zuihouyici，woyongjinquanbuliqi，zhongyutuikaileshenshangdeshiti，rangzijibaoluzaiyangguangzhixia。
xueyizhiconghoulongzhongxiangwaifanyong，qiangdeworenbuzhukesou，danwosihaobugantingxiahuhan。
“jiujiuwo……wozaizhei……jiuwo……”
moqidesunhaoheshixueguoduorangwowulidashenghujiu，xuanyunzhizhong，wojingxiangqilechenghunshidehuamian。
hongzhuyaoye，xianwumiman，jilingchuanwangzhewodeyanli，manshiaiyi。
tabawoyongruhuaizhong，zaiwoerbianninan。
“wocaibuxinshenmetianyi，shenmeshuzhongaiqing，aran，wozhihuiyizhiaini。”
xiritianyanmiyu，woquandoujizaixinshang。
rujin，shuoaiwodenanren，jiangshenshouzhongshangdewopaozhinaohou，baozhebiedenvrenquyizhile。
nandaohuabenzhongdetianyidangzhenruciqiangda，qiangdadaotawufaweibeidiaishangyexiansima？
身痛，心更痛。
wozichaoyoubeichuangdixiaochusheng，zuihoucheditongyunguoqu。
zaizhengyan，rumudeshishuxidemenpailiaoshangge。
suiji，biantingjianyibianhouzhedeyunluojingxidehusheng。
“kuailairena！furenxingle！”
“lingyini？gankuailaiweifurenyizhia！”
woweiweicetou，kanjianshinvyunluohongzhongdeyankuang，caihuiguoshenlai，zijiyijingbeidaidaoleliaoshanggezhong。
feishiyijingbeiquchu，danshangkouchuyijiumoqiliaorao，jiaodewotengtongnannai。
tingjianhusheng，shicongdaizheyigenianqingdexiaolingyipaolejinlai。
tashimenpaizhonglingyidetudi，haizaixuexi，pingshizhifuzedaxiashou。
yunluoyileng，yibianwangmenwaikanquyibianjiaojiwendao，“bushirangniquhanlingyima？nibatadailaiganshenme？”
shicongyijinlaibianditouguizaidishang，“zunzhubamenpailizuihaodelingyidouhanguoquweiyexianzizhibingle！jiulianyigelingyidoubukenyunchulai！”
“怎么会？”
tuokouerchudeshiyunluochayidexunwen。
“nimeishuoshijifurenzhibingma？meishuofurenshoushangyanzhongma？”
“dangranshuole！kezunzhushuoyexianzijiaoshengguanyang，congweishouguorucizhongdeshang，yaohaohaozhi……”
shicongdeshengyinyuelaiyuexiao，wodexinyeyuelaiyueliang，haoxiangliekaileyidaofeng。
woyujilingchuanshimenpaizhongrenjiezhideshenxianjuanlv，shibingjianzuozhandexiuxianfuqi。
jilingchuanaiworugu，wozaoyumodaomaifushi，shitabuguyiqiechongjinzhongweijiuwo，zuihoutashenshouzhongshang，haixiaozherangwobiepa。
他们如今都很疑惑。
yihuoweiheneimeaiwodejilingchuan，rujinqueduiwobuwenbuwen，shenzhizaiwoshenshouzhongshangxingmingchuiweishi，lianyigelingyidoubuliujiwo。
zhenxiangzhiyouwoyirenzhidao。
yinweijilingchuanaishangleyexiansi，shuzhongnanzhuaishangleshuzhongnvzhu，suoyishishidouyaoyitaweixian。
xinzangyizhenzhendechouchu，jiaodewobudeanning。
wodejingshenyeyuefahuanghu，tongkongkuisan，yanqianjingxiangbiandeguangguailuli。
“buhao，furenyaochengbuzhule！”
xiaolingyijiaojideshengyinchuanlai。
“dengbujile，jiurangwolaiyizhiba！”
hualuoxia，jinjiezhesanfazheweiguangdelingzhen，daizhewenhedelingliciruwodejifu，citonghelinglideziyangyitongbengfa，jiangbinsidewolahuileyidianyishi。
痛！
xiaolingyiyaozheyaweiwoshudaozhetineiwenluandemoqi，chulizheshangkou。
“furen，jianchizhua！”
wotongkuzhengzha，quebeiyunluoheshicongsisianzhu，kouzhongdebutiaoduzhulewodezui，wozhinengwushengcanjiao。
congbairidaoheiye，liaoshanggezhongtaichuquleyipenyouyipendaizhemoqidexueshui。
erwozaozairucitongkudezhemoxia，chediyunleguoqu。
zaicixinglai，tianhaishiliangde。
yunluodaxi，“furen，ninzhongyuxingle！”
houzhonggansewubi，woxiangwenjilingchuanzaina，youmeiyoulaikanguowo，kezhuannianyixiang，youjuedemeiyoubiyao。
yunluoquehaoxiangkanchulewodexinshi，mianlunanse。
“shijie，zunzhuta，tashouleyexianziyizhengye，bingweilaikannin。”
tadeshengyinjianjianxiaolexiaqu。
“zunzhudefangjianburangrenherenkaojin，xushinubishuoninshoushangdeshitameitingjian，nubizheijiuquzhaozunzhuzaishuoshuoqingchu。”
woxuruodikaikou，“bubile，talaibulaikanwo，yijingbuzaizhongyaole。”
yunluoyouxiewucuodikanzhewo，“keninshoulezheimezhongdeshang……”
“buyaojin，shangkouhuihaode。”
zuorideshiyijingrangwoqingchu，woyujilingchuan，zaiyebuhuiyouyihoule。
neichangheiyufeishidexijibujinshezhonglewodeshen，haishechuanlewodexin。
xueroumohu，moqiqinshi，tongbuyusheng。
wobankaozaichuangshang，gezheliaoshanggedeshazhang，wangzhechuangwaidetiankongfadai。
zheishi，chuangwaichuanlaixiaoshinvxianmudeshengyin。
“ai，zhenxianmuyexianzia，nengdedaozunzhuqinglai。”
lingyigexiaoshinvyoudiandanxin，“xu，nixiaoshengdian，womenzheixieshinvzenmenengwanglunzunzhuni！kebierangrentingqu。”
“tingquyouzenmele？quanmenpaiderendouzhidao，zunzhuduiyexianzikeshangxinle，zuoriyexianzishoubeishoushang，zunzhudoukuaijifengle。”
“jiushi，yexianzijinzaoshuochibuguanmenpaidelingshi，xiangyaochichengzhongdelingguogaodian，zunzhulikejiuyujianganqulechenglimaile！”
“furenjiumeiyouneimehaoyunqile，tingshuotachadiansizaileneichangzhengdouzhong，erzunzhucengjingneimezaiyifuren，tamenshenzhishifuqi，kerujinzunzhuquemanxinmanyandoushiyexianzi，yeshikeliana……”
shengyinjianjianyuanli，bianxiao，zuihouxiaoshibujian。
woxinzhongdekusejianjianmanyan，kuseyixiao。
woyuanshixiangdengjilingchuanlailiaoshanggejianwo，napayaoheli，huozheyaoxiushu，zhishaojiwoyigejieshi。
jieshicengjingfeiwobuqudenanren，shiheshirenshideyexianzi，youshiheshibianlexin……
quemeixiangdaotamenjingyijingruciqingtouyihele。
jiruci，neiwojiuchengquantamenba。
我唤来了云萝。
“dengzunzhuhuilai，gaosuta，woyaotongtaheli。”
yunluonanyizhixin，queshihanleiyingxia，“shi。”
wuhou，jilingchuanshenbiandeshiconglaile，gezheshazhang，jiwodaihua。
“furen，zunzhushuoye**buruninfaligaoqiang，shentijianlang，suoyizhengdouzhongyouxianzhaoguyexianzi，lingyiyerangyexianzixianyong，haiqingninbuyaoshengqi。”
“erqiezunzhuzuorijiuxiangzhaoninpeilidaoqian，danningenbenbuzailiaoshangge，zenmedouzhaobudaonin，jinritayouyouyaoshichuli，kongpashigubushangmenpaishiwule，haiqingninbiegentanaopiqi，bangmangliaoliyixiamenpaishiwu，dengtahuilai，tahuiqinzijininpeizuide。”
wenyan，worenbuzhuxiaochulesheng。
yuanlai，jilingchuangenbenbuzhidaowoshouleshang，buzhidaowozailiaoshanggeli，tashenzhibuzhidaowozuorichadiansizaineichangzhengdouzhong。
tahaiyiweiwoshichiyexianzidecu，guyiduozhebujianta。
说出来都觉得荒唐。
woxiaoleyouxiao，dakedeyanleiquegunluolexialai。
shouzhijinjindizuanzhe，zuizhong，wobishangleyanjing。
jilingchuan，woduinizhenshishiwangtoudingle。
lingyishuowoshangdezhong，ruguobuhaohaoyangshang，kenengzaiyewufaningjulinglishizhanfashule。
zheiduiyigexiuxianzhirenlaishuoshizhimingde。
haihao，woyouzuihaodeliaoshanglingzhilianzhidedanyao。
raner，jilingchuandeshicongquelaigenwoyaodanyao，“furen……ninbieweinanshuxia，zunzhushuole，yexianzixiangyaoshenme，jiujitashenme，yexianzishoushangcashangle，tabuxiangliuba，zheiyipingliaoshangdanyao，tayaonalaiquba。”
wonanyizhixin，jilingchuanjingranpianaiyexiansidaorucidibu。
wojiusiyisheng，chadianlunweifeiren，feichangxuyaozheitezhideliaoshangdanyaoyizhi。
taquebuguanwodesihuo，yaoduozouwodeyao，jiyexiansizhishang。
liaoshangxiaoguohaoqiebuliubadedanyaoyouneimeduo，weihetamenpianpianyaoqiangwodejiumingyao！
woqixiaole，xinkouzhenzhenshengteng，yanshenqueshaoyoudelinlie。
“woshanghenzhong，zheidanyao，wobuji。”
“youbenshi，rangtaqinzilaigenwoshuoba。”
侍从赶忙离开。
buduoshi，yexiansixiankailianzizoulejinlai。
tachuanzheyishenqianfenxiuhuajinqun，toudaizhenzhufeicui，erpanhaizanleyiduolinghua，yuposudeliaoshanggegegeburu，yeyuchongmansushazhiqidexiuxianjiegegeburu。
tazhenggerendousanfazhexianhuo，kanshangqujiushigecongweichiguokutoudejiaoqiaofanjianguinv。
我自嘲地笑了。
rucixianyandeyigerenzaimenpaizhong，wojingranyizhimeifaxian。
季凌川藏得真好。
“wenxiran，lingchuangegepawoliuba，rangwolainatexiaoliaoshangdanyao。”
tamiandaideyidikanzhewo，“nikuaidianjiwoba。”
wodingzheta，“nishishenmeshenfen，peiyongzheitexiaoliaoshangdanyao？”
“woziranshilingchuangegedexinshangren，ninandaobuzhidaoma？！”
taliansechenchen，yinlengdidingzhewo，“wenxiran，wohaoburongyicaiyinlaimodao，rangtamenfaxianlemenpaideyinmizhidi，poshinishoulezheimezhongdeshang，buguowozhenmeixiangdao，nijingranhainenghuoxialai，niweishenmebusini？”
woxinzhongyijing，modaodekuitanjingranshitaguyiyinlaide！
“nizheishitongdigoujiemodao，wokeyijiudigeshani！”
叶弦思冷笑。
“shuowotongdigoujie，niyouzhengjuma？”
“wogaosuni，woyulingchuangegeyijianrugu，congjiandaotadediyiyan，wojiuzhidaotashiwodezhenmingtianzi。”
“tayezhidaowoshitadezhenmingtiannv，rujin，tazuiaiderenshiwo！niruogandongwoyifenyihao，xinbuxintajiangnisuishiwanduan？”
woxintouyizhi，wufafanbo。
季凌川确实爱她。
aitaaidaohaoxiangshiquleshenzhi。
weiletakeyipaoxiadizizaiyumodaojiaozhanshicanghuangtaopao，weiletakeyibugumenpaishiwu，weitaqushiwanliwaidedifangcaitaaichidelingguo。
为她，舍我。
tapiaoleyanchuangbiansuichengliangbandehuxinyupei，yanlidechaofengbuyaneryu。
“zheishilingchuangegesongjinidedingqingxinwuba？kexiya，suile。”
“dingqingxinwudousuile，nihaichanzhelingchuangegebufang，zhenshibuyaolian。”
yexiansimolemoduzi，deyiyangyangdekanzhewo。
“duile，nihaibuzhidaoba，woyijingyouleshenyun，shilingchuangegede。”
“nikanni，chengqinsinianhaiwusuochu，lingchuangegekongpadoubupengniba，buguonizheiyang，meiyidianxiuxiannvzidemoyang，yeguaibudelingchuangegezaichuangshangshuoniwuquni。”
shuowan，tazijibiangegedexiaoleqilai。
jilingchuanjingranzaojiuyutawumeigouhe，haiyoulehaizi？
woxinjianjuliecitongleyixia，kehenkuaibianqiangyazhuletongyi，dingzhejiaoxiaodenvren，yiziyijudao：
“suiranwozhongshang，kepinzhequanliyenengjiangnizhansha。”
“yexianzi，ninongnongqingchu，woshiweizhensifangdeshangxian，gengshijilingchuandefaqi，nirucixingjingshiweiqie，woruoshani，nicaisheihuitinichutou？”
“nisile，jilingchuanyounengnaiwohe？”
yexiansilianseweibian，yanlihuaguoyisihaipa，qinaodehoudao，“nigan！lingchuangegecaibuhuifangguonide！”
wolengxiao，“burushishi？”
yexiansijinghuangshicuodehepaole。
zhenghaotingjianjilingchuanyijinghuilai，taliangyanhanlei，paoqulejilingchuandeyingzhangzhong。
“lingchuangege，wodeshanghaotong，yebuzhidaohuibuhuiliuba，wohaodanxin。”
“zhiqianshuodeliaoshangdanyao，lingyishuozhinenggongyirenyong，woxiangquqiuyao，ke……”
“ruguoranjiejiezhendezheimexuyaodehua，wojiubuyaole，liubajiu……jiuliubaba。”
jilingchuandunshilengxialian，meitoujinzhou，“sheizheimedadanzi，lianwodeminglingdouganweikang？”
taqianzheyexiansideshoudabuliuxingwangliaoshanggezouqu。
“tezhiliaoshangdanyaoni？weihebujixiansi？tadeyisijiushiwodeyisi，rujinnimenjiulianwodoubufangzaiyanlile？”
haimeidaomenkou，jilingchuanbianlishengzhiwenqilai。
lingyimenmianmianxiangqu，guixialianshengshuozhebugan。
jilingchuanduitamendehuihuashifenbuman，yinchenzhelianjiuyaojinqu，yunluoheyizhonglingyilanzhuleta。
“zunzhu，furenshangshiyanzhong，haiqingninbuyaodarao。”
“he，wodaoyaokankanshiduozhongdeshangrangnimenzheimehuzheta！”
jilingchuannuqichongchongdixiankailianzi，qianzheyexiansideshouzoulejinqu。ganghaokanjian，wozhengzaiyonglingliliaoyushenkejiangudezhengningshangkou。