ruozaijiriqian,woziranyuanyi。
可现在,我想活着。
woxiangweifuhuang、huangxiong......suoyousizailianqingjianxiaderenbaochou。
jianshibuting,yuebanshufeiziyunmingyujianxia。
qiyufeizizaiyouchuanshangduozangtaocuan,youchuanjianlou,zuoyounantaoyisi,shuixinghaodezongshenyiyue,tiaoruhuzhong,ketamenwanglezijiyangzunchuyou,tilinanyizhicheng,zuihouhuohuonisizaihuzhong。
erzheiyiqie,zhishilianqingzaikandeyichangxi。
tashirenmingweicaojie,haobuweijushouxiazuinie。
他怕什么呢?
woxinshengyiji,zhizhexiaoguifei“bixia,zheinvrenpolayuchun,duininbujing,wotinishaletaruhe?”
lianqingshouzhongdongzuotingdun,raoyouxingzhidikanzhewo,“haoa。”
“nifengle!takeshinidechouren!”xiaoguifeimianmuniuqu,dashengjiaorangzhe,henbudejiangwosisui。
tashoufengguifeineiri,shimuhoudejiri。
母后是自尽的。
kezhaoguwodemamadoushuo,shitahaisilewodemuhou。
muhouzaiwowusuishizijinerwang,erqianyiri,tahaidayingyaodaiwochugongmaitanghulu。
tianliangle,woxingchongchongqujianmuhou,quejiandaotatangzaichuangshang,shuangmujinbi。
我没了母亲。
muqin,yujiangweiyiyang,duiwoweilenuo。
mashengcucao,womeishili,bianzaixiaoguifeigeboliuxiahonghen,“pei!nikezhenshihuangdidehaonver,weibaomingbuxiweishenyanren,jingbangzhefanzeihaiwo!”
wodunledun,dajiedeshouhudishishangshierfenli。
yanjianzhezijibeijiadaohubian,xiaoguifeiyufahenliqilai,yongtouzhuangwo,zhoumawo,sihaobugujiyitai。
wangrili,tazaifuhuangmianqiancongbuhuishileshenfen,xingzouzuowojian,duanzhuangxianjing。
muhouchushenbuxian,shichangbeijiaoshegen,shuotabujiguifei,bupeiweihou。
zaifuhuangmianqian,muhouzongshiyixiaozhizhi,kewurenshiqueanzichuilei。
xiridechouyuan,jinrizhongyudebaole。
hushuimeiguotouding,juliejiaodongqilai,buguojixi,youhuifupingjing。
wocaquyanjiaodelei,zhengyuqishen,lengbudinghoujingbingliang,dushebandeshengyinxiangqi,“wohailenijiaren,niqueweiwosharen,weihe?”
tiezhehoujingde,shifangcaitabawandelinglongjianshi。
wosihaobuju,zhizhiwangjinneishuangyouandemouzili,“wobushiweinisharen,neishitazuiyouyingde。”
humianqilefeng,yangqibinbianfasi,wozhijuexinlitongkuai。
lianqingqiheidemouzishengchunuyi,linglongjianshicazhebozichouhui,yizhencitong,wotaiqishou,xiayimiaoquebeiendao,xigaikezaisuishishang,“nihenwo?”
worenbuzhulengxiao,bumingbaitaweiheyaowenzheitianzhendewenti,“ziran,niweilehuangwei,shalewodeqinren,woruhebuhenni?”
henbudejiangtabapichoujin,cuoguyanghui。
xiababeiqianzhu,yidaomanliposhiwowangxiangta,chongmanliangyidehuxipensazaimianshang,wojueqiangdiangqitou,tingzhiyaobei。
woshidajizuihoudegongzhu,wobunengpa。
lianqingmoranfaxiao,xizhangdemouzimichengyitiaofeng,sishikuangxi,yousishikuangnu,“neibianyizhihenxiaqu......xiaogongzhu。”
banyexinglai,jiangbuguishichangwaichu,buzhizaibeizhewozuoxieshenmegoudang。
yushi,wojiazhuangshuizhe,yiluweisui。
huanggongshouweisenyan,jibianzishiyiguo,xunweideshiweiyehaobusongxie,kankanduoguoyipaishiwei,wosonglekouqi。
wopafuzaiaiqianghou,niutouxunjiangbuguideshenying,kefangcaiyueguangxiadeyingziquehuranxiaoshile。
xintouyijing,lengbudingmodaoshencewushen,buliaocaizhi,poyouqifu,chujiyichutiaodongbuxiu。
“gongzhumogoulema?”qingyuedeshengyinxiangqi,jingshibujianzongjidejiangbugui。
woyizheng,fanyingguolai,qingleqingsangzi,wulunruheyebunengdiulemianzi,“buguoruci,nibanyechulaizhuahaozi?”
guiguisuisui,bidingyougui。
jiangbuguililelizhanhuidexiukou,dandingdao,“gongzhuconghui,yicaibianzhong。”
我......
鬼都不信你!
yishiqinao,wojiuzheyilingweixieta,“moyaobeizhewogoudagongnv,wodepiqinizhixiaode。”
suishimingyishangdedazi,woyeburongxuchuxianyilishazi。
neishibawodemianzifangzaidishangti。
jiangbuguihudixiaole,tiwofuqutoushangluoye,“gongzhujiehuaizhishi,wocongbuhuizuo。”
yueseqiandan,tademouziqingliang,haosizanglewanqianxingchen,jijuguhuo。
lianshangshengqihongyun,chenzhechenxinweizui,wotaoyesidipaole。
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neixiejiangjiangmaotoudeqingsi,chaneixiaomidaijin。
wodeweizhiqinbaochou,gaoweiwangzhewanghun。