rushiyouxiechayi,ditouhui:“laojunzhuguaxin,nubijiazhongyiqieanhao。”
“ng,nicongcongganhui,lutudianbo,quxiuxihuierzailaisihouba。”
rushigengchayile,kanxiangruhua。
suiranjunzhupingridaitamenlianggedayahuanhaibucuo,danyewanmeiyoujinrizheibanheaide。
rushideyihuo,zaiyuanlizouleyiquanhou,dedaolejieda。
yuanxiandemenfang,fengqingxuandeguanshi,dasaodexiaosidouhuanlexinmiankong。
rushizheicaicongruhuakouzhongzhidaotazoudeneijitian,xiaojiezuolehuangtangshi,ranhouhuodarenxianzaiyiciweijiekou,huanlefuzhongxiaren。
huoxiujuehaishiyaoliande,zhaoxiaoguanzheishi,beiyalexialai,wairenbuzhi。
rushileran,nanguaijunzhuheailexuduo,shenbianrenxishubeihuan,guogongyeyebuguanbuwen,xianzaitaheruhuasuandeshangjunzhushenbianweiyideqinjinzhirenle。
xiewanzheiliangtianbiaoxiandegewaianjing,zaiqiuqianshangyouzaidedangzhe,xinsiyegenzheqiuqianqiqiluoluo。
xiaobiaomeizheishisuiranpinganfanguole,danshihuoxiujuedeshaxinhaizaina。
yuanzhulihuoxiujuejiadaozhongluo,zaozaojinglileshitaiyanliang,renxinbugu,chizizhixinbenjiusuoshengwuji,houyoujingliguanchangheian,zaizangxianhai,yuanshenchuchuxiuru,biandeyufaanhei。
mianshangzongshixiaozheshuohaohaohao,neixinquexiangzhezenmedidao。
dezuiguotaderen,dengtafanshenhoumeiyouyigehaoxiachang。
zheizhongrenshekandeshihoushuang,dantanshangziyishijiuhenrangrentouteng。
yinweitazheiliangtianchedijieshouleyuanshendehuiyi,yezhidaoduihuoxiujuedeneixiexiuru,yuanbizhishangliaoliaojizimiaoxiedegengweishenke。
bushuoneijigemingchangmianxiuruzeda,jiushipingrili,zhiyaokandaohuoxiujueyuanshendoushibushuangde,tabushuangshiqingzedongkou,zhongzeshangshou。
huoxiujueshaoyoufankangbushunfu,neijiushoukoudoushang,bugujichanghe,bugujitarenhezizun,jiangtarudegoudouburu。
zheizhongqingkuang,tajiujinggaizenmejiziyizhengquyixianshengji?
huozhe,gancuibuzhengqushengji,shuobudingsilejiunenghuiqule?
cixiangfagangyimaochu,xiewanjiujichadiaole,tashichehuochuanlaide,wanyixianshishentimeiqiangjiuguolaini,fengxiantaida。
要不,和离跑?
cixiangfashaoweizainaohailiduotingliulehuier,danhaishibeichadiaole。
huoxiujuerendarenma,yizhibiaoxiandekequankedian,fuqinjiubukenengrangtaheli,zaishuozheishiyihuoxiujueweizhujiaodeshu,paodaonaerbudoushitadetianxia,yuanshenjiletaruciduodexiuru,yihoutadeshi,kendinghuitianyahaijiaodezhaota,paonaerdoushisi,haishixudeconggenjiejue,gaibianhuoxiujuedexiangfacaishi。
xiewanzhengsisuozhegaizenmeyangdaxiaotadeshaxinni,jiujianrushiduanzhexiawuchakuankuanzoulai,guzuobaguadeshuo:“nubiganggangquchufang,tingdaoledianguanyuhuodarendexiaoxi。”
tacongqiuqianshangxialai,“shenmexiaoxi?”
“nubitingshuohuodarendeqinqibeirenlule,zheijitianhuodarendouzaizhejidesichuxunzhaoni。”
ruhuabiaoqingweimiao,meiyouzhisheng。
xiewanmeishaoyitiao,zheishitihuoxiujueshitantazhibuzhiqingxiaobiaomeideshierle?
tabudongshengse,dandandewen:“tabushifumushuangwanglema,haiyouqinqi?shenmeqinqi?”
“nubiyebuzhi,danshigujihuodarenhaishimanzaihudeba,buranzheijitianyebuhuirucizhejile。”
“huoxiujuexingshisulaiwenhe,kanzhebuxiangshizaiguanchangshangyurenjieyuande,daobuzhizheicishidezuileshei,jingranbangjiaweixieta,neitadeqinqidaodizhaodaomeiyou?”
rushiweileng,wangchangjunzhutingdaohuodarenbandianbuhao,neikeshinengkaixinyizhengtianle,xianzaijingranmeiyouxingzailehuo。
tayaoyaotou,“nubizhitingdaolezheixie,houmiandejiubuzhiqingle。”
xiewaneleyisheng,meiyouzaiduowen,zhishichiwanxiawuchahou,qinziqudaoguleyidaoxueerniurugeng,rangrushisongqujihuodaren,shuocishiruoyoukunnan,tayuanjinmianbozhili。
rushiyihuo,anlishuoxiaojiebeifa,yinggaishigenghenhuodaren,zendexianzaimeiyoubansihenyi,haiguanxinshangle?
zhongyurenbuzhu,wen:“junzhu,ninbushizuitaoyanhuodarenlema?”
xiewanguzuochouchang,“ng,yiqianwoshihenta,hentaqulewo,rangwomeileziyoushen,danshixianzaibenjunzhuxiangtongle。”
“wonaochuruciduochoushi,tadoumeiyoushuoguoshenme,yizhizaibaorongwo,shenzhifuqinfawoshi,tahaitingshenerchu,weiwoshuohua,dangxiafuqindebianzi,benjunzhuyoubushitieshixinchang,yannengyidianbudongrong?xianzaitayoukunnan,woliyingguanxinyixia。”
rushigengzhidao:“keshi……ninyiqianbushishuohuodarenxinjishenchen,zuishihuishiyongkurouji,ruoshiweininzuoleshenme,kendingdoushibaozhemude,huozhexiangdehaochu,bandiandoubunengxiangxinma?”
谢婉:“……”
balaxiajiyi,yuanshenhaizhenzheimeshuoguo。
“neige,woyiqianjiushiduitaxianruweizhu,baoyoulepianjian,xianzailengjingxialaixiangxiang,taqishibingweicongwozheidedaoshenmehaochu。”
huoxiujueyutachenghunjinliangnian,xianzaihaishibuqiyandehanlinxiuzhuanni。
dangran,shuzhongxiedetashiweizhuang,yinweirujintayijingshiqiwangdemuliaole,bushengzhicaishiduitadebaohu。
如诗:“……”
“ai”xiewanyoutuozhediaozitanqi,“qishijingciyishi,benjunzhuxiangtongle,jiajisuijijiagousuigou,wozaibuganxindenaoteng,fuqinyebuhuirangwohelide,fanerhuigengjiayanke,zuihoushanglewomenfunverrendeguanxi。”
“suoyi,benjunzhuxianzaibuxiangnengyutaqinseheming,zhiqiuxiangjingrubin,gezianhaobianke。”
lanjushinei,rushijiangxiewandehuayizibuluodegaosulehuoxiujue。
huoxiujueshendao:“tazhenshizheimeshuode?”
rushidiantou,“junzhuzheiliangtianqueshianjinglebushao,tingdaodarenqinqibeilu,yemeiyouxingzailehuo,huozhezhoumadaren,shenzhihairangnubilaixunwenninshifouxuyaotadebangmang,nubijuedejunzhuzheicihaoxiangshizhendeyinweiguogongyedeyidunjiafa……huigaile。”
悔改?
huoxiujuexiangqiwangritaqishilingren,koukoushengshengjiaoziyidiaomindeaomanmoyang,qingheleyisheng。
sheidouhuihuigai,danshixiewanbuhui!
tadao:“ciciniquedingtaduiruoyubeiludeshi,haobuzhiqingma?”
rushixianglexiang,“yingdangshibuzhiqingde,junzhulianninyoushenmeqinqidoubuzhidao,qiefanyingziranlianguan,buxiangshizaisahuang。”
ruoyuchushihou,huoxiujuedangrijiuganleguoqu。
xiangqiqianliangtianxiewandefanchang,ziranshidiyishijianhuaiyide,zhishimeiyouzhengju。
luzoudeshanzeiyesiyufeiming,ruoyuzhishuoyougebuliumingdemengmianxiakexiangjiu,duoyudexiaoxiyechabuchu。
suoyitaguyirangrushitouluxiaoxiqushitan。
rushisihoujunzhuzheixienian,duijunzhudexiweibiaoqinghaishinengchachulaide。
tashuomeiyousahuang,gujishibachengshizhende。
danhuoxiujuequezongjuefanchang,“nijinlaixingshizhuyixie,shangcitashuoyaojiangnisongyuwo,xushiyijingfaxianleduanni,fanxiangliyongnicongwozheitingquxieshenme。”