第一章
hexiamuxingmianqinshoudilaideniunaihou，chuyanfengzhijuedeyanpiyuelaiyuechen，yishizhujianchoulishenti。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，taganjuezijidaoleyigemoshengdedifang，zhitingjianerpanyinyinchuanlaiyigeshuxideshengyin。
“xingmian，nifenglema？nizhenyaomanzhechuyanfengbatadeshenzhaixialaijisuxiangyang？”
shixiawanxi，muxingmiandeguimi。
“zhiyoutanengpeixingchenggong。”muxingmiandeshengyinlengjingdekepa，“xiangyangweizaidanxi，dengbulele。”
“zhiyuchuyanfeng……wohuibuchangtade，tabushixiwangwojiajitama？shoushuhouwohuigentaqiuhun，zheibeizidoubuhuilihun。”
boliqiminmengdizazaidishang，xiawanxijihushizaihou：“shendoumeile，nibuchangzheixieyoushenmeyong！wozhenbumingbai，suxiangyangjiujingjinixialeshenmeyao？dangniandizhen，niweilejiutashuangtuicanji，shiqujichengquan，taquezhuantoujiugenbiedenvrenpaole！neiduanrizi，shichuyanfengpeizheni，zhaoguni，weilejinizhazhen，tanazijidangshiyanpin，zhademantuiqingzi！weileqiuyi，tazaimingyimenkouguileyigeyue！”
“xianzaisuxiangyanghuilaile，jiannidongshanzaiqileyoubazheni，dezhinihuailechuyanfengdehaizihouyoukuyounao，nikantayikujiuzijichileduotaiyao，liudiaolenimendediyigehaizi，chuyanfengzhijindouyiweishizijibuxiaoxinmeibaohuhaonimendehaizi，yiyulezhengzhengsangeyue！”
“xianrujin，nijuranhaiyaobatadeshenzhaixialaijisuxiangyang？！”
“goule！”muxingmianzhouranbagaoyinliang，“wozhidaochuyanfengaiwo，aidaokeyifuchuyiqie，ersuxiangyangweirenzisizili，tanmuxurong，danwojiushiaisuxiangyang，falefengyiyangdeaita！”
“neichuyanfengni？tasuanshenme！”
“tashenmeyebusuan！woxinyiyijue，jintiansheilaiquanwodoumeiyong，tadeshenwobixuzhai！”
zheijuhualuoxiadeyike，chuyanfenggandaoshoushudaohuakailetadepifu。
mazuishixianrandiguletadenaiyaoxing，meiyicuntengtongdouqingxikegan。
danbiqishentishangdetong，gengtongdeshixiongqianglineikezhengzaibeilingchidexin。
他爱了慕星眠十年。
congshiliusuidaoershiliusui，tadeqingchun、tadeaiyi、tadequanbu，doujileta。
takanzhetaaisuxiangyang，kanzhetaweisuxiangyangfengmo，kanzhetabeisuxiangyangpaoqihouyijuebuzhen。
tapeitaaoguocanfeihouzuiheianderizi，renshoutadebaozao、yinyu，shenzhizaitashikongshibeitatuidaozaidi，zhuangdexigaiyuqing，ketacongweibaoyuanguoyiju，zhishimomopaqilai，jixuzhaoguta。
tayiwei，zongyouyitian，tahuihuitoukankanta。
keyuanlai……zaitayanli，tashenmeyebusuan。
shiniana，zhengzhengshinian，napatamenyiqijinglizheimeduo，tahaishizhiaisuxiangyang。
yinweisuxiangyangyijuhua，tajiuhenxindaoliuletamendehaizi！
yinweisuxiangyangxuyaoshen，tajiumanzheta，jiangtadeshenzhaijisuxiangyang！
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，chuyanfenggandaoyoushenmedongxicongtineibeishengshengboli——
shitadeshen，yeshitashinianlaiquanbudeaiyi！
zaixinglaishi，manshixiaodushuiweicideyanjingfasuan，
“醒了？”
cixingdenvshengcongmenkouchuanlai，chuyanfenghunshenyijiang，huanhuantaimou。
muxingmianzhanzaimenkou，nizheguang，xiuzhangdeshenyingbeilachuyidaoqinglengdejianying。
tamaibuzoujin，baiqunxiayouxiyouzhangdeshuangtui，meiyibudouxiangshicaizaitadexinshang。
tazaichuangbianzuoxia，shenshoufushangtadelian，zhifucaguotayanjiaodelei，meitouweizhou：“henteng？”
chuyanfengkanzheta，xinzangxiangshibeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanjin，tengdetajihuzhixi。
tazenmehaineng……zheimewenroudiwentatengbuteng？
tazenmenengzaiqinshouwanzoutadeshen、dadiaotamendehaizizhihou，hainengruowuqishidizuozaitamianqian，yongzheizhongguanqiedeyanshenkanzheta？
“wo……zenmele？”takaikou，shengyinshayadebuxianghua。
muxingmianshensebubian，yuqiwenrou：“nituranlanweiyanfazuo，yijingdongwanshoushule。”
阑尾炎？
chuyanfengxiaole，xiaodeyanleizhibuzhudiwangxiadiao。
talianyigexiangyangdehuangyandoulandebian。
jiantayanleidiaoderucixiong，zenmecayecabuwan，tameichajuedaoshenmeyiyang，zhiyiweitashitengdelihai，lianmangshuoqujitazhaoyishenglai，biancongconglikai。
kezheiyiqu，taquezaiyemeifufan。
sangexiaoshihou，hushituimenjinlaijitahuanyao，xiaoshengyilunzhe——
“muzongduisuxianshengkezhenhao，zuowanbujinshouleyizhengye，ganggangtingshuosuxianshengxinglexiangchichengxineijialaozihaodezhou，youganjinqinzikaichequmaile，waimianhaixiazhebaoyuni……”
tingjianzheifanhua，chuyanfengmeirenzhu，leishuizaiciduokuangerchu。
yuanlai，zheijiushitayiqubuhuideyuanyin。
tashenzhidudingtaaita，buhuishengtadeqi，suoyilianfagexinxijieshidebiaomiangongfudoubuyuanzuo。
muxingmian，wochuyanfengshishenmehenjianderenma，nipingshenmejuede，wohuiainiaidaohaowudixian。
chuyanfengkanzhechuangwai，yanleiyijingliuganle。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，hushiliqu，tacaimochushouji，zhijianzaipingmushangtingdunleyimiao，suijibotongleyigehaoma。
dianhuajietong，neitouchuanlaiyidaodichenyonglandenvsheng，“chuxiansheng？”
chuyanfengshenxiyikouqi，shengyinhenqing，quehenqingxi：“jiangwanyin，niyoumeiyouxingqu……hewojiehun？”
电话那头静了一瞬。
“nidacuodianhuale？wobushimuxingmian。”
“wozhidao。”chuyanfengzuanjinshouji，zhijianfabai，“wowendejiushini。”
“wobuxianghemuxingmianjiehunle。”
jiangwanyinsihulailexingzhi，yudiaomanyouyoude：“e？neinipingshenmejuede……wohuijiajini？”
chuyanfengbilebiyan，shengyinpingjing：“jiuping，niyizhidoukanbushangmuxingmian。”
“jiuping——”tadunledun，yiziyijudao，“nibangongzhuoshangbaizhedeneizhangcelianzhaopian，shiwo。”