前言
shijingjieshuhou，daoyandangzhongxuanbu：“nibeitaotaile。”
woditoukanzheshouzhongdejianli，shangmiantiezheyizhangbushuyuwodezhaopian。
neishishangyishidelian，yeshirangwobeizuzhouqiannianbudeshanzhongdeyuantou。
jiuzaiwozhuanshenlikaishi，yigenvyanyuanturandaodichouchu，koutubaimo。
xianchangyipianhunluan，erwoqingchuzhidao——zheishixianjiyishikaishile。
meirenzhuyidao，woqiaoqiaoanxialeshoujishangdeqidongjian。
ruguoyulequanshichangyouxi，neitamenxuancuoleduishou。
danzheiyici，wozhendenengtaoguolunhuima？
shijingjiandedengguangcanbaidehuangyan，kongqilifudongzhelianjiafajiaohejinzhanghanyehunhedesuanweier。
xuanjiaodaoyandesangyinganbabade，xiangzainianfugao。
“xiayige，su…suxinglan？”
woshangqian，dichuneifenyucikerongmaojieranbufudejianli。
zhaopianshangdelian，mingyanzhangyang，shishangbeizidewo，yeshiyinweizheifupinang，zhaolaileneigaisideqiannianzuzhou——jushuoyaodaoyiqianniandexuemei，budehaosi。
daoyanzhisaoleyiyan，jiuxingzhiquequedibaibaishou，dangzhongxuanbu：“xingle，nibeitaotaile。”
意料之中。
woditou，zhijianhuaguozhaopianshangneizhangmoshengdexiaolian，xinlipansuandeshigengxianshidewenti：shixianqutianqiaodixiatiemo，haishibaitansuanming，nagegengnengkuaisugaodaojintiandefanqian。
haimeizhuomochugetouxu，shenhoumengdichuanlai“putong”yishengmenxiang，jinjiezheshinvrencipoermodejianjiao，renqunshunjiangenzhalewodemafengsidesaodongqilai。
我回过头。
gangcaineigeduiwofanbaiyan、zhuangrongjingzhidenvyanyuan，cikezhengzhijietingditangzaidibanshang，sizhibushoukongzhidijuliechouchu，zuijiaoyichubaimo，yanzhufandezhishengherendeyanbai。
xianchangdunshiluanchengyiguozhufeidezhou。
yourenjinghuangshicuodihanjiuming，
yourenshoumangjiaoluandiboda120，gengyoujigejilingde，zaoyigaojushouji，jingtouduizhundishangtongkuzhengzhaderenying，lianshangshiannabuzhudexingfen——liulianghehuatizhengzaiyanqianfajiao。
danwobiyiweidong，xiudaoleyisijidan、queyouwufahulvedeqiwei。
xingtian，tiexiuhunzazhefameigongxiangdeguiyiweidao，ruoyouruowudipiaodangzaikongdiaochuichudelengfengli。
shi‘yinhunxiang’deweidao…yonghuorenshengqizuoyinzidexianjiyishi，kaishile。
yulequanzheijinguangshanshandepinangdixia，guoranpamanlejianbudeguangdechimeiwangliang。
混乱是最好的掩护。
meirenzhuyidao，woqiaoranjiangshoushenjinwaitaokoudai，zhijianjingzhundianxialeneibulaogudongshoujicemiandezidingyikuaijiejian。
“di”yishengweibukewendeqingxiang，pingmuyouyouliangqi【luzhizhong…】dehongsexiaozi。
tongshi，xiukouneichenli，neizhangwoyongzuihoubankezhenguizhushahuizhide【luyinfu】zhengjintiezheshouwanpifu，weiweifatang，xiangyitoubeihuanxingdejiexiaoshou，tanlandijiquzhexianchangmimandekonghuang、tongkuheeyi——zheixienongliedefumiannengliang，duirujinshenfuzuzhou、qiyundiezhigudidewoeryan，huoxunengchengweixumingdelingxingshiliang。
ruguozheiangzangdeyulequanshichangshoulieyouxi，neitamenkezhentiaocuoleduishou。
“xiayige！su…sushenmewanyier？”xuanjiaodaoyandeshengyinzaicixiangqi，bigangcaigengjiayouqiwuli，touzhenongnongdebunaifan。
woyanpibandalazhe，shangqiansanbu，zhanding。
zhijiahenhenqiajinzhangxin，yongjianruidetongganbipozijiweichijueduidelengjing。
bunenghuang，zheilidaochudoushijingtouhefangdajing，yisiyihaodeyichangdouhuibeiwuxianfangda。
daoyanshouzhongdegangbijianyijingxuanting，yankanjiuyaozaiwoneibuqiyandemingzishanghuaxiajuedingmingyundehongcha。
yizhigujiefenming、lengbaipideshouturancongpangshenchu，anzhuledaoyandeshouwan。
neishouzhangdejihao，zhijieqingxi，pifuxiadanqingsedexueguanruoyinruoxian。
zuiyinrenzhumudeshishizhishangneimeizaoxingqitedejiezhi——jiemianfangfoyoumouzhongxixiaodebaigupinjieercheng，diaochengshouweixiangxiandeshexing，sheyanshiliangdianjixi、shenbujiandideheiyaoshi。
手的主人是陆沉渊。
zheiweixinjindingliujintianchuanlejianyisibugoukoudaohoujiedebaichenshan，hunshensanfazhe“shengrenwujin”dejinyuqixi，wanjianneikuaijiazhibufeidebaidafeilizheshezhelengguang，wushengdihuafenzhejieji。
raner，wotongkongmengdiyisuo，shixianlaolaosuozaitashouwanshangneigenlvexianchenjiudehongshengshang——
sannianqian，longhushantianshifuneichangbuduiwaidexiaoxingpaimaihui，wocengyuanyuanjianguozheigen‘hushenjiang’。
dangdaizhangtianshiqinshoujiachi，yongbainianleijitaomuxinhunyigongdejinxianbianzhi，jushuonengdangyicibisisijie。
dangshibeiyiweishenmimaijiayierbaibashiwandetianjiapaizou，meixiangdao，jingdaizaitadeshoushang。
zheiyulequandeshui，biwopaojiaodeaicaopenhaihunzhuo，dixiaqianyoudekongpabushijinli，shi**shiqianjue。
“哭戏。”
takaikou，shengxianqingleng，xiangsuibingxianghuzhuangji，qingcuiquedongren，“sanshimiao。”
meiyouqingjing，meiyoujuben，rutonglinshiqiyidounongmaogou。
xianchangsiji，luozhenkewen。shijixingkaoyan？haishikeyidiaonan？
jiuzaizheishi，tashenpangneigekanqilaiyouxiebenshoubenjiaodenianqingzhulimengdiyigelieju，shouzhongneibeiguntangdekafeijulieyihuang，dabanbeizongheisedeyetipitougailiandijiaozailuchenyuananzhewojianlideneizhishoushang。
pifuyirouyankejiandesuduhongzhongqilai。
sizhouxiangqiyipianyayidechouqisheng。
woquezhouranpingzhulehuxi——
bushiyinweizheichangyiwai，ershiwoxiuzhongde【luyinfu】rutongbeitouruliehuobanjuliezhenzhanqilai！yiguputongrenjuewufachajuedeweiruojinguangzaijianluodekafeishuiqizhongzhouranzhakai，shunjianningjuchengweiyouxuanmenzhongrencaikekuijiandejingshi：
【zuojiansancun，yinshachanshen，zhoulidengji：san】！
nongyurumodeheiwu，jihuningchengshizhi，zaitazuojianchufengkuangfangunrudong，biwoshangzhououranyujianneigebaobidehezuozhipianrenshenshangdehuianqixi，nonglielehezhishibei！
zheinalishishenmedingliuyingdi？zheifenmingshigerenxingzizoudezaihuozhiyuan，haishihexieloujibiede！tajiujingzhaoreleshenmekepadedongxi？yihuozhe……tabenshenjiushiyigegengkongbudecunzai？
“现在哭。”
luchenyuanshuaishoudedongzuoyouyadexiangzaipaisheshechipinguanggao，fangfoneichumujingxindehongzhongyutawuguan。
jidiguntangdekafeizijingzhundifeijiandaowochunbaidebanxiexiejianshang，liuxiaaiyandewudian。
taganjuebudaotengtongban，muguangbingzhuisidecixiangwo，xiangshizaishenshizhenbanshangdaizaideyu。
wosisidingzhetajiantouneituanbuxiangdeheiwu，xinzangmomingyichou。
《xuanyinlu》queyoujizai，zheibanchengxingdeyinsha，feisannianyishangjiyuanwufayangcheng，qiebiyifuyujiyinhuoyuanqijizhongderoushen。
gengrangwoxinshenbuningdeshi，suizhetadekaojin，wozuojianchuneimeiyueyaxingdetaijijinghaowuzhengzhaodizhuotongqilai，rutongbeishaohongdeluotiehenhentangleyixia！
erluchenyuanzhijianneimeiguijuedeshegujie，jingzaitongyishikeweibukechadilveguoyisianhongliuguang，kuaiderangrenhuaiyishicuojue。
他的眼神倏地变了。
buzaikanwodeyanjing，ershisisisuozaiwozuojiantaijideweizhi，houjiejiqiqingweidigundongleyixia，bochunwushengdixidong。
woningjumuli，sisidingzhutadechunxing。
shangbeizibeipoxuelaideduchunshu，zaicikepaishangleyongchang。
我看懂了。
是“神格”。
他在说“神格”？
tazenmehuizhidaozheigeci？tarenshizheitaiji？zheibansuiwozhongshengerlaideyinji，jiujingzangzheshenmemimi？
kudoulideshoujikaishifengkuangzhendong，buyongkanyezhidao，shijingjirenneicuimingbandeweixin：【likegunhuilaijieyue！gongsidiubuqizheigeren！】。
zhijianxiayishimodaonainailiuxiadeneimeileijizaomuhushenfu，ciketatangdejingren，biaomiandeliewensihuyoumanyankaishudao，jijikewei，fangfoxiayimiaojiuyaochedisuilie。
“xianzaishenmeamaoagoudou……”luchenyuanweijindehuayu，beiyipangdengdebunaifandetouzirenzhongzhongshuaimendejuxiangzhouranqieduan。
tabuyuedicumei，fangfomougezhiguanzhongyaodesixubeidaduanle。
wodixiatou，kanzheshouzhongneifenbeikafeiziyunrandeyituanmohudejianli，zhaopianshangneizhangshuyu“guoqu”delian，zhengduizhewomohudiweixiao。
jiushizheizhanglian，yinlaileqiannianzuzhou，zhudingbudeshanzhong。
wuzhisongkai，shitoudezhizhangqingpiaopiaohualuo，jingzhundidiaojinyipangdelajitong。
jiuzaituoshoudeshunjian，xiuzhongde【luyinfu】“pu”diyishengqingxiang，wushengziran。
jinsedehuoyanqiaorantangchuanlechenshankoudai，zaiwosuoguxiafangliuxiayigezhuorede、yingbidaxiaodedanjinseluoyin——yanlingqidediliugeyinji。
zhichazuihouyijuzhenduiwode、baohaneyide“panding”，biannengqidongfanshi。
yulequanzheidifang，biedebuduo，weieyiquzhibujin。
wojiqingdichelechezuijiao，luchuyisijinhulengkudehudu。
yexu，beitaotai……weichangbushiyijianhaoshi。