第四章 求我

zicongruyuanneitiancongcongyimianhou,mozijunzaiyemeiyoulaitanwangguo。

zheiyezaishidaideyiliaozhizhong,daolechuyuanderizi,tabanliwanchuyuanshouxu,duzishoushihaoxinglilikaile。

tameiyouzhijiehuijia,ershiqulegongsi。xiangmuyanfazhengzaijinyaoguantou,shidaibufangxinbierenjieshou,rengjiujianchiqinliqinwei。

zhishimeiyouxiangdao,qianjiaoganggangtarugongsi,jiubeihandaoledongshihuishang,pitougailiandixunmaleyidun。

zhengzhongjiandezongcaizuoweishang,zhengshishenzheyishenheisexizhuangdemozijun。jiancailianghaodexiantiaogoulezhekuanjianzhangbei,jushoutouzu,doulingnanrenchongmanleshangweizhedelengliqixi。

huanshizhezaichanggudongmendenankanlianse,shidaixinzhongshanguoyisibumiao,limaodiwen,“mozong,ninzhaowoyoushenmeshi?”

xiayimiao,nanrenshouwanyishuai,yifenwenjianzhijiezazaishidaidejiaobian,dengshizhiyefanfei。

tadunledun,wanyaojiangwenjianjianleqilai,congcongsaolejiyan,dengshiliansedabian,“zhei……zenmehuizheiyang……”

shuangshoujiaolong,mozijunkaozaiyibeishang,taidubujibuxu,kouqiliqueranshanglemingxiandesenleng。

“liangtianhou,jiguangxiliejiuyaoshangshi,keshixianzaishichangshangqueqiangxianchuxianleyipijiduxiangsidexiangxunchanpin……shizongjian,guanyuzheixie,nibugaijidajiayigejiaodai?”

shidaizhoulezhoumei,tingdonglelimiandexianwaizhiyin,“mozong,ninhuaiyiwo?”

yipangdegudonglengchaoyisheng,“haizhuangsha?zheigeshanzhaihuojishubuyijingfenxiguole,chengfenpeifanghejiguangxiliexiangsidugaodabaifenzhibashi,hainengyongqiaohejieshima?shizongjian,gongsijinitigonglejuedezijinhejishuzhichi,nijiunazheixiezuoweihuibaode?!”

yanjiaoyipieshuohuaderen,shidailianyandemouzhongmanshiqinglengdefengmang,yiziyijudifanbo,“zhaonideyisi,shishuowobeihouchadao,toumailepeifang?”

duifangjifengdilengheyisheng,buxiehuiying。

buzijuezuanjinlequantou,shidaiyazhemanqianghuoqi,angzhexiaba,yanshenzhongdejiaoaodelingrenmuxuan。

“mozong,geweigudong,jiguangxilieshiwoqinshouchuangzaode,tahenchuse,quebushizuidingjiande。jiayishiri,woshidaiyoubawokeyizhizaochugengyouxiudechanpin,tayousuandeleshenme?zheizhongxiasanlandeshouduan,woqiaobushang,yebuxiequzuo!”

quanchangyaquewusheng,yourenbumanyushidaiziaodetaidu,queyoubuganchusheng。

mozijunkanzhetajiaojinzifudemoyang,xinzhongyongqileyizhongnongliedepohuaiyu。

shidaijiushiyizhidabusidechouchong,wulunruhenianya,zongnenghunshenshicidipaqilai,takanzhegewaiciyan。

tataoyantamomingdezixin,yanetadezhigaoqiang!

xiangdaozheili,nanrenzhijiandianzaizhuomianshang,fachuqingerchenzhongdeyishengkouxiang。

“shidai,wobuxuyaonideliyou,zhixuyaokandaojieguo。”

shidailengleleng,“……niyebuxiangxinwo?”

raner,moxianshengyiranshiqulenaixin,“mingtianxiabanzhiqian,woyaokandaozheipifangzhipinquanxianxiajia,weijiguangxilieranglu。ruguonizuobudao,jiuqingrangchuxiangmuzongjiandeweizhi,lingmougaojiu。”

chouhenkeyirangrenchonghuntounao,aiqingyeshi,zaimozijunbuzizhideshihou,tabianle。

tadiexialebinglengguaodeshentan,weiyijisiyuerxiaaipianzhi,chengweilehongchenliqianwanzhiyidesuzifanfu。

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zhongzhongdizuodaobangongzhuoqian,shidaizhijiankongzhibuzhudiweiweizhandou,buyoudejinjinniejinquantou。

xiangqiganggangmozijunburongzhihuidetaidu,taxinlihaosizhuirulebingkulongzhong,lengdezhandou。

tabuyuanyijitarenhejieshidejihui,gengbuxiangxintashiyuanwangde。tagaizenmeban?nandaoyanzhengzhengkanzhexinkuyinianyanfadechanpinjiuzheimebeihuandiao。

bu,bu,tabunenggoulikaimoshi!

yitian,haiyouyitianshijian……tayaozuodetaiduotaiduo!

yuexiangnaoziliyuehunluan,shidaideshuangshoukongzhibuzhudishenglixingfadouzhe,zhenggerenxianrulelangbeihehunluanzhong。

lengbufang,zhuoshangdeshoujikaishiwengwengzhendongqilai,shangmianshanguoyigemingjiao“zhongzhou”demingzi--yigenanrendemingzi。

tarudianguangchuanguoletadenaohai,shashijiyuletaxiwang,yejiletazhanli。

yige,yinlengrudushe,pengbude,zhanbudedenanren。

wuluketui,shidaihaishiyaoyaoya,yazhesangzi,tatingdaozijikouqilidesuansehecitong。

“……weishenmeshini。”

duimiandenanrendidiyixiao,“shidai,wohuilaile……jizhu,jintianlundaoniqiuwole。”

weilezijidenanren,tayaoxuyaoditouquqiulingyigenanren,fengcijile。