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“jiangtazuijiaodehudu，zaishangdiao0.5du。”
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xiaoxifachuquhaimeidaoshimiao，jiushoudaolehuifu，zhiyoubinglengdewugezi：“anyaoqiudizuo。”
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“啪嗒。”
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“xiacizuohuashi，qudiaotayanlidehongxuesi，baochiyanqiudechunjingdu，youqizhuyihongmobianyuanbunengyourenhezase。”
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我不是在画画。
zheigeniantouxiangyidaoshandianpijinwodenaozili，rangwohunshenyizhan，chadianbashetouyaodiao。
wotamadexiangshizai“diaoshi”ta！
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jinjiezhe，youyitiaoxiaoxidanchu：“jizhu，ninqianguobaomixieyi，‘xiemi’‘weiyue’tiaokuan，ninyinggaihaiyouyinxiang。”