第2章 不安

shijianyiqiefangfodoujingzhile,weiyouyushuihualalaxiagebuting,didaodishang,youjianqi。

jianyilingshiquledaitudezhicheng,shuangshouwuzhezijidexiaofuzhijieguidaozailedishang,hedaituduizhitaijiu,ciketaquanshenwuli,yanqianyihei,tazuihoushiqulesuoyoudeyishi。

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“zheijianjiechian,woxuyaoyifenzuixiangxidedaan。”xiaoqimoxiaoxinyiyibaozhejianyiling,fushoushunjianlianshangyifuxianchuchongnidewenrou。

kanzhexiaoqimolikaidebeiying,longtengshouqiang,zuijiaoweiweigouqi,zuixiangxide,bujiushitaimianxiadeyeyaonachulaima?kanzhezheizhianyixianghenhaodexiaoqu,bangjia,zhenshiyizhonghaoshouduan。

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meiyigedongzuodoushunchangdaorangrenjuedetajiushizaizuoyijianshuxiyouzirandeshiqing,keruozixikanhuifaxian,tashoubeiqingjindeweiweituqi,zhengshuomingletacikedeyinren。

tashiyigenanren,haishizhengchangdenanren;weiyigenvrentuoyifu,haishizijixihuandenvren。zenmekenenghuimeiyouganjue。ketabuguangshiyigenanren,tahaishiyigejunren,ziqiangzilvdejunren。genghekuangyanqiandenvren,shitayishengdouxianghehuchongaideren。tajueburongxurenherenjitadailaishanghai,baokuotaziji。

fenfujingweiyuanzhunbeireshui,jingweiyuanhenkuaiduanzhereshuijinlai,baguadexiangduokanyiyan,quebeixiaoqimoyigebinglengdaolekeyidongsirendeyanshenjihelechuqu。

xiaoqimoguanlemen,zhijietuodiaoshenshangzaoyijingshitoudeyifudiuzaidishang,huluandecaleyixiazhihou,weileyitiaojunlvsedeyujinzaiyaojianzuozaichuangbian。

kanzhecishichuangshanghunshuibuxingderener,neiyuanbenqingxiudelianpang,zheihuierquedaimeijincu,cangbairuzhi。

xiaoqimoqiangrenzhexintoudefennu,shenshounaguomaojin,zaireshuilipaoguozhihouxiaoxinerwenroudefushangjianyilingdexiaolian,qingqingdicashi。

erzaitaneishuangshensuideyanmoushenchu,queturantouchushixueyinzi,yunhaohan,niganzheimeduita,henhao,zhendehenhao!

……

yidaoxiangleimoranxiangqi,nanrenturantingxialetadedongzuo,yanmoushenchendekanzhezijishenbiandenvren。

yuanruyunbuman,xianxidewuzhizaitaxiongkouhuanrao,rouroudeshengyinxiangqi:“haohan,nizenmele?”

yunhaohanjuedeyouxiebuan,zongjuedeyinyinyueyueyoujingdishengzaizijierbianxiangqi。

“皓寒。”

tachuanyifudedongzuobeinvrenweiqudeshengyinjidaduan,yunhaohanhuitoukanzheyijingzuoqilaideyuanruyun:“wohuiqukankan,mingtianzhongwudainiquchifan。”

tashuozhe,qishenzaitachunshangluoxiayigewen,“tinghua。”

yuanruyunkanzhetajiaobulvexianhuangluandelikai,bingmeiyouguoduodezulan,zheiyeshiweishenmetanengzaiyunhaohanshenbiandaizheimejiudeyuanyin。kanzhewaimiandedayu,jinjinyaozhezijidechun,zhishiyigeleieryi,nijiuneimefangxinbuxiajianyilingneige**ma?

weiqudeyanshenjianjiandebiandebingleng,zuijiaohenlidegouqi,jiusuantaxianzaihuiquyouzenmeyang?

jianyilingganhetaqiang,zhishibuziliangli,denglaoyeziyisi,tahenkuaijiuhuichengweiyunjiazhenzhengdeshaonainai,rucixiangzhe,yuanruyunbianxinqingdunhao。

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xiangzhejiakuailejiaobujinqu,quebeiyongrengaozhijianyilingjintianbingmeiyouhuilai,ershihuiletamendegongyu。

gongyu?tazhuanshenlikai,ganwanglegongyu。

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nachushoujidalejianyilingdedianhua,keshiyizhichuzaiguanjizhuangtai,yunhaohanfanzaodijiangshoujidiuzaizhuoshang,juranhaiganguanji,kanzhewaimiandebaoyu,xiangzhejintianwanshangdedianhua,shenziweiweibengjin,nvren,qianwanbunengyoushi,burantazenmeheyeyejiaodai。

“ye,mashangjiwozhaodaojianyiling。”yunhaohandaledianhuajizijideshouxia,zaiciguanmenchuqu。

jingmidebangongshi,haoxiangzhiyouhuxideshengyinzaiqingqingliudongzhe。xiaoqimojingmodikanzheyijiubeiemengjiuchandenvren,sixubuning。sannianqian,yinweitajiehun,suoyizijilikai,duziliaoshang;sannianhou,yinweirenwu,suoyitahuilai,quemeixiangdaohuiyongzheizhongfangshihetazhongfeng。

zheisannian,kanlaitaguodebingbushizijixiangdeneibanxingfu,jiranruci,gaitade,tajiubuhuizaifangshou。

binglengdeshenziyinweireshuicashideyuanyinbiandewennuan,jianyilinghuanhuandezhangkailedeyanjing,qiangguangxilai,taxiayishidetaiqishoubei,xiangyaodangzhuqiangguangduiyanjingde**。

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kuaisushouhuishoubei,muguanghuanhuanshangyi,zhengduishangyishuangqinglengdemouzi,jianyilingmengranyigejiling,baozhebeizihuoranzuoqi,huangluandisuozaileqiangjiaoli,chunjiaoweiweiduosuo,xiangkaikouqueyigezidoushuobuchulai。

xiaoqimokanzhetajinghuangduoshandeyangzi,xinkoumoranyiteng,qishenquwaimianduanlaijingweiyuanganggangsonglaidejiangtang。

“bazheigehexiaqu,nuannuanshenzi!”

tingdaozheigeshengyin,jianyilingzheicaihuishen,shunzheshengyintaitou,zuijiaobuyouchoulechoumianqianzheigezhiweileyitiaoyujindenanren,zenmehuishita?