第一章 没有资格

diyici,tatilihun,tasisuilelihunxieyi。

dierci,tatilihun,tajueshikangyi。

disanci,tatilihun,tayimingxiangbi。

rujindisici,tatilihun,tatongyile,yinweitayouxihuanderenle……

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jiudian,damendakai,liangrenzuozailehunyindengjiyuanmianqian。

dengjiyuanjianchaguozhengjianhou,zhaoguijutiwen:“nimenshiweileshenmelihun?”

fuqianchundandandao:“xinggebuhe。”

xiayingyuankanzhezhuoshangjiaochuqudejiehunzheng,chuixiayanjian:“……meiyouganqingle。”

neige‘le’zi,yingraozaitashejian,sihuxiangzhizaoyizhongjiaxiang,pianzijifuqianchuncengduitayouguoganqing。

dengjiyuantingduolezheizhongliyou,jianfuqianchunbutingkanshoubiao,zhoumeiwen:“youjishi?”

fuqianchunweizheng:“baoqian,woshidianhaiyougeshoushu。”

登记员看看两人。

yigelengmowubi,yigexinhunchuisi。

tatanzheqishouqibiaoge:“neixingba,lihunlengjingqisanshitian,sanshitianhou,nimenzhunshiyiqilailinglihunzheng,yuqijiuhuichehuilihunshenqing。”

banliwan,yecaijiudianshiba。

fuqianchunxiguanxingdeweixiayingyuandakaifujiashidechemen,xiayingyuanchiyileyibu,tingxiale。

“nikuaiquyiyuanba,wozijihuiqujiukeyile。”

fuqianchunzhiyouyuleyishun,bianguanshangchemen,gancuideshuo:“xing,woxianzoule。”

weiqipenzaixiayingyuanjiaobian,tamusongfuqianchunyuanqu,bijiansuanchubuyi。

tashenxiyikouqi,xiangyaoyaxialeiyi,zheishi,yidibixuequedilexialai。

zazaidishang,yidiyouyidi。

怎么也止不住。

“zenmehuishi……”tayouxiehuangluan,wucuodedunzailubian,yangzhetou。

zhidaoyongwanyibaozhijinle,rengshiwuyong。

xiayingyuanzhihaocongmangdachequleyiyuan。

nanbaidiyifushuyiyuan,naoke。

xiayingyuannazhezhongxinpaidepianzi,tazuanjinshoukanzhezhengyishengjinzhoudemeitou,xiangyigebeitaoshangjiaoxingshengdekelianqiutu。

haobantian,zhengyishengcaiqingshengdao:“womenkenengyaobahualiaodeshijiantiqian。”

xiayingyuanzhengzhule,houlongfajin:“tiqianduojiu?”

“mingtian,nizuohaozhunbei。”

xiayingyuancongzhenliaoshichulai,shixianmangrandekanzhezoulangdebaiguangdeng。

灯光冰冷而刺眼。

haobantian,tasongkaishoulijinzuandechufangdan,duizijishuo:“biepa,zuowanjiuhaole,biepa……”

shenxiyikouqi,tazhenzuoqilai,nazhechufangdanquyiloujiaofei。

缴费处。

xiayingyuankanzhejiaofeidanshangdesiqianbadejine,shouyouxiedou。

zheizhishiyigeyuedekoufuyaoyaoqian,houxuhaiyouhualiaofeiheshoushufei……

jiaoleqian,taxinqingchenzhongdenazhechufangdanhejiaofeidanqupaiduinayao。

huangsededenghouxianzhanmanlemiandaichourongderen。

xiayingyuanniezhedanzi,zhengyaopaidui,yigeshuxideshengyinzaitashenhouxiangqi。

“nidaoyiyuanzuoshenme?”

tajiangyingdezhuanguoshen,guoranshifuqianchun。

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yehenjingle,wulizhidianzheyizhanqingbaixiaodeng。

xiayingyuanshuliandezaipingbanshanghuachuyizhiheimao。

heimaobeizheyibajian,choupiyouxiaozhangdezhanzaiyikuaishitoushangduianjingpazhedechunbaituzishuo:“ninengyujianwo,shinizheibeizizuidadexingyun!”

zheishitadelianzaimanhua《tuhemao》,di155hua。

xiechu‘xingyun’lianggezi,xiayingyuandetouquemengdeyiteng,zhenggerenyichouchu,binabuzhu,zaixingyunliangzishanghenhenhualeyidao。

tataiqitou,xianhongdebixuedizaipingbanpingmushang,laojiudepingbanshanleliangxia。

“糟了!”

xiayingyuangubudeziji,huangmangchouchuzhijinqucashipingban。

mingtianjiushijiaogaorile,yaoshimeigaozi,zheigeyuedegaofeijiunabudaole。

xianhongrantouzhijin,tayouxiechengbuzhudewanghoukao,toudingqingbaidengguanghuangdongzaitafasandetongkongshang。

zaiguojitian,tajiuyaoquzuodiyicihualiao。

yinweitadenaodaili,zhanglegeliuzi。

sheiyebuzhidaoshishenmeshihoudeshi,fanzhenglaotianjiushirangtazhangzaileneier。

zhenxiwanghualiaoyouyong……tahaibuxiangsi。

tademanhuahaimeihuo;huanyoushijiedejihuahaimeikaishi;fuqianchun……yehaimeixihuanshangziji……

husiluanxiangzhe,haobantian,xuezhongyuzhizhule,xiayingyuanyouchengqishenzinaqihuabi,xiaoxindejianghuacuodedifangcadiao。

tashigemanhuajia,suiranhualeshijinian,yezhishihungewenbao。

danzheiyeshitaweiyihuizuo,bingyonglaiyanghuozijidejinengle。

erqie,taxianzaixuyaoqian。

aizheng,yaozhihaodagaiyaohenduoqianba……

huawanzheiyihua,yijinglingchenliangdianle,xiayingyuancongshufangxiaoxiaodechuangtaiwangqu,tiansewulan。

taxilegeliantangzaichuangshang,touqueyinyintongdeshuibuzhe,zhinengfanlaifuqu。

buzhidaofuqianchunzaiyiyuanzenmeyangle,jizhenkezhendehaomang,tayijingliangtiandoumeihuijiale。

jiehunsannian,tahuijiaderiziquzhikeshu。

zhishengtayigerendejia,jiuxianghunqianderizi,gudandeshenghan。

zhiyouxinkouhanzheyigerencaihuishaoweiwennuanxie。

shizaishuibuzhe,taqilaiaotang。

窗外天色渐白。

zaoshangliudian,menkoufenglingtuxiang,xiayingyuancongchufangjingxidetanchutou:“nihuilaile。”

menkou,fuqianchunyishenbaise,baichenshan,baixiku。

tajunmeidelianshangdaizhepitai,kanzhexiayingyuanyouxiecangbaidelianse,youxiechayi,danmeiyoufangzaixinshang。

“我回来换衣服。”

tayoujiepi,jiusuanzaimang,yeyaohuijiahuanyifu。

“wojinina。”xiayingyuanjiaobuqingkuaizouxiangwoshi。

这是常态。

dantabingbushengqi,bijingyishengzheigezhiye,zongshimianbulexishengjiatingshijiande。

tayibiannayifuyibianwen:“yiyuanzuijinzheimemangma?”

fuqianchunjieguoyifuhuanshang,dandanshuo:“haihao。”

qishitamang,zhishiyinweitayaoshengzhile,zhihoujiuhuichengweiyiyuanzuinianqingdezhurenyishi。

dantajuedeyijingmeibiyaoduizheigenvrenshuole。

“youjianshi,womenshangliangyixia。”

fuqianchundeyuqi,shuozheshangliang,qishishixiyiweichangdemingling。

xiayingyuanwangzheta,yanlidaizhexiao:“zenmele?”

fuqianchunkanzhetacangbailianshangfuqideshenshenliwo,mouguangweian。

“nizhiqianshuo,ruguowobuxiangjixule,jiufangshouhewolihun,haisuanshuma?”

猝不及防。

rudongyeyichangzhouyu,dongjielexiayingyuandequanbuganguan。

xujiu,tatingjianzijishuo:“suanshude。”

renmenzongshishuo,fenshouyeyaoxiaosa。

tadefanyingxianglaiyezugouxiaosa,buxiangtacengwushucixiangguodeneiyang,kuzhewanliu。

shidaolintou,zheiyike,tazhishituranqingchudezhidao。

——tameiyouwanliudezige。

fuqianchunduitagancuidehuida,weizhoulemei。

quezhishidao:“neihao,dengwoyoukong,womenzhaogeshijian,bahunlile。”