daoyuweilenainaideyiyaofei，wogenhaocheng“wuxinglian”deqianyizongcaifusinianxieyijiehun。hunhousannian，
taduiwoxiangjingrubin，quecongbupengwofenhao，jiulianyijiaodoubunengchupeng。
tashuotayouyanzhongdejiepiheshentijiechuzhangai。woxinle，anfenshoujididangwodejiaqizi，zhidengxieyidaoqi。
zhidaowoshengrineitian，wohezuile，zhuangzhedanzicongshenhoubaozhuta，zaitaerbianshuo：“laogong，woxiangyaoni。
”tashentiyijiang，suihouxiangfengleyiyangjiangwoshuaikai，xinghongzheyansihou：“wojibuleni！”neiwan，
tabazijifansuozaishufang，limianchuanlaiyayide、yeshoubandesihou。wozhidangshi**daoleta。zhidao，
wofaxianleshufanglineimiandanxiangboli……1.shufangdemenliuzheyidaofeng。fusiniandagaiyiweiwoshuile。
wozhanzaimenwai，kanzhetabeiduiwo，zhanzaineimianchuanyijingqian。jingzidelingyitou，shigebibieshudeyushi。
shuiqiyinyun，yigeyaotiaodeshenyingzaibolihouruoyinruoxian。shixuyouwei。
fusinianduiwaixuanchengtashitazizhudegunv，shitademeimei。fusiniankanzheneipianmohudeguangying，
yanlideqingxunongdehuabukai，shitanlan、shitongku、shiaimu，yeshiwujindeziwoyanqi。
neijuebushigegekanmeimeideyanshen。worenshifusiniansannian，jiehunsannian。tacongweiyongneiyangdeyanshenkanguowo。
tacongburangwojintadeshufang，napawozhishikaojinbanbu，douhuibeitalishenghezhi。yuanlaizheili，
zangzhetajianbudeguangdemimi。tataiqishou，zhijiangezhejingmian，tulaodixukongmiaomozheneigemohudelunkuo。
tadehuxibiandecuzhong，houjieshangxiagundong，tachiredekewang，siyaojiangjingzhongrentunmei。tashentijinbeng，
shouzhanghuanhuanwochenglequan，qingjinzaitabaixideshoubeishangbaoqi。suizheshouzhangmosuo，
tahoulonglifachunanyiyayidesihou，xiongqianqiqifufu。neishiyizhongjilikezhi，queyoubinlinshikongdezitai。
wogandaoqiansuoweiyoudeexin，jihuyaooutuchulai。yuanlaizheimianchuanyijing，shidanxiangboli。
yuanlaitasuoweide“jiepi”he“shentijiechuzhangai”，zhishiweizheiangzangdekuitanyusuozuodeweizhuang。
tabushibunengpeng，zhishibuxiangpengwo。wohunshenfaleng，mengdituikailemen。fusiniantingdaoshengyin，shentiyizhen，
chouchushou，xunsuzhuanshen。yanlidechimihewenroushunjiantunqu，bianhuiwoshuxidebinglengheshuli。
“nizenmehaimeishui？”tadeyuqidaizhebeizhuangpohoudenaonu。“neishishenme？”wozhizheneimianboli，
shengyinfadou。tashunzhewodeshouzhikanguoqu，liansechenlexialai。tashunzhewodeshouzhikanguoqu，liansechenlexialai。
“yimianjingzieryi。”“shima？”wocanxiaoyisheng，yanleibushoukongzhidihualuo，
“yimiannengrangnimeiwanzaizheili，toukan‘meimei’xizaodejingzi？”tameitoujinsuo，dabuzouguolai，
shenshouxiangzhuazhuwodegebo，fangfoxiangduzhuwodezui。womengdishuaikaitadeshou。taliansebiandejiqinankan。
“cenwu，biewuliqunao。”“wowuliqunao？
”wozhizhejingzixiesidilidihandao：“nimeiwanbazijiguanzaizheili，jiushiweilekanzheixiema？
nisuoweidejiepi，suoweidezhangai，shibushidouzhizhenduiwoyigeren？fusinian，niquwo，
jiushiweilejinidewochuoxinsidayanhuma？！”wodezhiwenyijubiyijujianrui。fusiniandelianseyoubaizhuanqing，
zuihouguiyuyipianyinchendesiji。tameiyouhuidawoderenhewenti，
zhishiyongyizhongquanranmoshengde、lengdecigudeyanshenkanzhewo。“kanlai，shiwozheisannianduinitaihaole，
rangniwanglezijideshenfen。”“woshishenmeshenfen？”woleiyanmohudikanzheta，“shinideqizifutaitai，
haishiyigesuishikeyibeipaoqi、yonglaiyangainibiantaiyuwangdegongju？”“cenwu！”talishenghezhiwo，
“bietiaozhanwodedixian。”“nidedixianshixuyouwei，bushima？”kongqishunjianninggu。
tayanzhongdenuhuojihuyaojiangwoshaochenghuijin。jiuzaizheishi，tadeshoujixiangle。shixuyouwei。
tajihushihaobuyouyudijieqi，lianshangshiwocongweijianguodewenrou。“weiwei，zenmele？
”dianhuaneitouchuanlaixuyouweijiaoruodeshengyin：“siniange，wozuoleemeng，haipa……ninengbunengguolaipeipeiwo？
”“hao，womashangguoqu。”tagualedianhua，kandoumeikanwoyiyan，zhuanshenjiuyaozou。wofengleyiyangchongshangqu，
congshenhousisibaozhutadeyao。“buzhunqu！”tashentimengdiyijiang。zheishiwodiyici，zaitaqingxingdeshihou，
zheiyangpengta。tashenshangdejiroushunjianbengjin，shentidemeiyicundouzaijiaoxiaozhekangju。“fangshou！
”tashengyinlimanshiyane。womeifang，fanerbaodegengjin，balianmaizaitajiantingdebeishang。“fusinian，
nijinwanyaoshigantachuzheigemen，womenjiulihun！”taxiangshitingdaoletiandadexiaohua，yonglibaikaiwodeshou。
womeizhanwen，houyaozhongzhongzhuangzaishuzhuodejianjiaoshang。jutongxilai，woyanqianyihei，jihuyunjueguoqu。
taquelianyanjiaodeyuguangdouweicengshishejiwo，zhishimantiaosilidizhenglileyixiabeiwonongzhoudeyiling。“lihun？
”tajugaolinxiadikanzhequansuozaididewo。“cenwu，nibiewangle，ninainaihaizaiyiyuantangzhe。
”“ninashenme，genwotantiaojian？”shuowan，tatouyebuhuidilikaizheigejia。menbei“peng”diyishengguanshang，
xiangyijizhongchui，zasuilewozuihouyidianhuanxiang。2diertian，fusinianmeiyouhuilai。xuyouweidaoshidengmenle。
tachuanzhefusinianshanggejiduzaibaligaodingdeyitiaoqunzi，shoulilinzhezuixinkuandebao。zheixie，
doushiwozuowei“futaitai”congweiyongyouguode。tazuozaiwoduimian，zitaiyouyadihezheyongrenpaodecha。“jiejie，
nibieguaisiniange。”“tazuowanyeshitaidanxinwole。”“wocongxiaoshentijiubuhao，rongyishoujing。
”wokanzheta，meishuohua。“zheishisiniangerangwojinisonglaide。”tacongbaolinachuyigeshoushihe，
tuidaowomianqian。“tashuonizuowanzhuangdaoleyao，rangwolaikankanni。”“tashuo，zhiyaoniguaiguaitinghua，
yihoubiezainaole，tahuijinigengduobuchang。”wodakaishoushihe。limianshiyitiaozuanshixianglian。
shiwoshangcizaizazhishangduokanleliangyandedongxi。tajide。queyongzheizhongfangshijiwo。wonaqixianglian，
zoudaotamianqian。zaitajingedemuguangzhong，wojiangxiangliandaizailetadebozishang。“zhenpiaoliang。”wokanzheta，
xiaolexiao。“jiranshitasongde，neihaishinidaizhegengheshi。”xuyouweideliansebianlebian。
tamozhebozishangdexianglian，yandidedeyichadianyichu。“jiejieshuodeshi。”“siniangesongdedongxi，
ziranshijiwode。”tazhanqishen，guyizaiwomianqianzhuanleyiquan。“jiejie，nibuzhidaoba？
”“siniangedeshufang，zhengduizhewodewoshi。”“tashuo，zheiyangtajiunengsuishikandaowo，baohuwo。
”“tashuo，tazheibeizizuizhongyaoderenjiushiwo。”tameishuoyiju，wodexinjiubeiciyixia。
taxinshangzhewocanbaidelianse，lianshangdexiaoronggengtianle。“jiejie，siniangeyouhenyanzhongdexinlijibing，
tabunengpengnvren。”“zheisannian，xinkunile。”“buguonifangxin，dengxieyidaoqi，
siniangehuijiniyibizugounixiabanbeiziyishiwuyoudeqian。”“bijing，nibangwo‘zhaogu’letasannian。
”“zhaogu”lianggezi，tayaodetebiezhong。wokanzhetaneizhangchunzhenwuhaidelian，zhijuedeexin。jiuzaizheishi，
wodeshoujixiangle。shiyiyuandalaide。“cen**ma？ninnainaiqingkuangturanehua，jixushoushu，
qingninjinkuaiguolaiyitang！”wonaozi“weng”deyisheng。wogualedianhua，zhuaqibaojiuwangwaichong。
xuyouweilanzhulewo。“jiejie，niquna？”“gunkai！”“siniangeshuole，
rangnizheijitianzaijialihaohaofansheng，nalidoubuxuqu。”talianshangdaizhewugudexiao，shuochudehuabishenmedoudu。
“wonainaizaiyiyuan！”woshuangyanchihongdidengzheta。“neizhenbuqiaole。”“keshisiniangedemingling，
woyebuganweikanga。”“wanyinipaochuqu，tayougaishengqile。”tashuozhe，
congshenhounachuyigexiaoxiaodeyaokongqi，anleyixia。bieshudedamenyingshengluosuo。“xuyouwei！
”wochongguoquxiangqiangneigeyaokongqi。talingqiaodiduokai，lianshangdexiaorongtianzhenyoucanren。“jiejie，
nijiuanxindaizheba。”“nainaineibian，wohuirangsiniangechulide。”“bijing，taneimeshanliang。”tashuowan，
zhuanshenhengzhege，youxiandishanglelou，huiletazaizheidongbieshulizhuanshudefangjian。
wobeiduziqiujinzaizheizuojinsedelaolongli。“kaimen！kaimena！”wofengleyiyangdipaidazhetiemen，
shouzhangpaidetonghong，gujieshengteng。wochongzheyongrenhuhan，qiutamenfangwochuqu，ketamenzhishidixiatou，
wudongyuzhong。juewangxiangchaoshuiyiyangjiangwoyanmei。woyiciyouyicidibodafusiniandedianhua。
tingtonglizhiyoubinglengde“du——du——”sheng，wurenjieting。wojitafaxinxi，congaiqiudaozhouma，
shoujipingmushangzhiyouwoyigerenxiesidilidedubai。shijianyifenyimiaodiliushi，meiyimiaowodouxinrudaoge。
buzhidaoguoleduojiu，wodeshoujizaicixiangqi。“cen**，henyihanditongzhinin……”houmiandehua，
wotingbuqingle。shijieyipiansiji。wotanzuozaibinglengdedibanshang，yanleiwushengdiliutang。yuanlai，
zheijiushitashuode“chuli”。chulidiaowoweiyideruanlei。3.nainaidezangli，fusinianmeiyouchuxian。
tazhishipaizhulisonglaiyizhangzhipiao。shangmiandeshuzi，zuyirangputongrenfendouyibeizi。wodangzhezhulidemian，
baneizhangzhipiaosidefensui。zhulideliansehennankan。“cen**，fuzongshuo，
zheishitazuihouyicirongrenniderenxing。”woxiaole。“nihuiqugaosuta。”“taderongren，wobuyaole。
”zhulizouhou，wobazijiguanzaifangjianli，santiansanye。buchibuhe，bujianrenheren。disitian，
fusinianhuilaile。tayijiaochuaikaifangmen，hunshendaizheliqi。takandaowozheifubansibuhuodeyangzi，
meitouzhoudegengjin。“cenwu，ninaogoulemeiyou？”wotaiqitou，kanzheta。jitianbujian，taqingshouleyixie，
yandidaizhexuesi。womeiyoushuohua，zhishikanzheta。“wozhidaoninainaiqushile，nihennanguo。
”tafanghuanleyuqi，sihuxianganfuwo。“rensibunengfusheng，nizongyaowangqiankan。”“wohuijinibuchang。
”buchang？tazongxihuanyongzheilianggezi。haoxiangqiankeyimaidaoyiqie，keyimopingyiqieshanghai。“wobuxuyao。
”woshengyinshaya。“wozhiyaolihun。”talianseyouchenlexiaqu。“woshuole，bukeneng。”“weishenme？
”wokanzheta，“fusinian，nijiranneimeaixuyouwei，weishenmebuquta？weishenmefeiyaohaozhewo？
”tabeiwowendeyiye，yanshenshanduo。“zheishiwodeshi，nibuyongguan。”“wobuguan？”woqiliangyixiao，
“wopeishangwonainaideming，peishangwosanniandeqingchun，nixianzaigaosuwobuyongguan？”“cenwu！
”tabeichuodaoletongchu，shengyindouranbagao。“ninainaidesishigeyiwai！woyijingrangyiyuanjinliqiangjiule！
”“shima？”wocongzhentouxianachuyifenwenjian，rengzaitamianqian。“neinikankanzheige。
”neishiyiyuandeyongyaojilu。shangmianqingqingchuchudixiezhe，nainaibingweineitian，
yiyuanweiyiyihenengjiumingdetexiaoyao，beiyigejiao“xuyouwei”debingrenyi“jixingguomin”demingyiquzoule。
erjitakaiyaodeyisheng，zhengshifushiqixiasirenyiyuandeyuanzhang。fusiniandelianse，shunjianshabai。
takanzheneifenjilu，zuichunzhandou，queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。“yiwai？”wodingzheta，
yanlidehenyijihuyaoyichulai。“fusinian，shini，shiniqinshoushalewonainai！
”“bushide……”tahoutuiyibu，nannanziyu。
wobuzhidao……wobuzhidaohuizheiyang……”“weiweitadangshi……tashuotakuaiyaosile……”“tayouzaipianni！
”wosihouzhedaduanta。“tagenbenmeiyouguomin！tazhishibuxiangrangwoquyiyuan！tazhishixiangrangwonainaisi！
”“tajiduwo！tahenwozhanlefutaitaideweizhi！”fusinianhunshenyizhen，bukezhixindikanzhewo。
“bu……weiweibushineiyangderen……”“tadanchun，shanliang……”“danchun？
”woxiangshitingdaolezuihaoxiaodexiaohua。“fusinian，nizhengkainideyanjinghaohaokankan！”“niaishangde，
daodishigeshenmedongxi！”4.wochongguoqu，zhuazhutadeyiling，jiangtatuodaowoshi。wodakaidiannao，
diankaiyigeshipin。neishiketingdejiankongluxiang。shipinli，
xuyouweiluchuleyigeyutawaibiaojieranbufude、eduyouniuqudexiaorong。“cenwu，nizheigechunhuo。
”“niyiweinisuanshenmedongxi？”“futaitaideweizhi，shiwode。”“fusiniandexin，yeshiwode。
”“nihenineigelaobusidenainai，dougaiqusi！”taduizheboli，yibianyouyibiandizhoumazhe。
fusiniankanzheshipinlineizhangmoshengdelian，tingzheneixieedudehuayu，zhenggerendoujiangzhule。tayanlideshijie，
fangfozaizheiyike，chedibengta。tamengdihoutui，zhuangzaishujiashang，fachuyishengjuxiang。
“bu……zheibushizhende……”tabaozhetou，tongkudisihou。
“zheibushiwodeweiwei……”wolenglengdikanzhetabengkuideyangzi，xinliwujindebeiliang。“xianzai，
nihaiyaoshuotadanchunshanliangma？”tameiyouhuidawo。tazhishitaiqitou，yongyishuangxinghongdeyanjingkanzhewo。
taturanchongguolai，zhuazhuwodejianbang，yongliyaohuang。“shini！doushini！”“shiniweizaode！nixiangxianhaita！
”“niweishenmezheimeedu！”wobeitayaodetouyunyanhua。“woedu？”wokanzheta，xiaole。“fusinian，
nishibushifengle？”“zhengjujiubaizaiyanqian，nihaiyaoziqiqirendaoshenmeshihou？”“womeiyou！
”tadahouzhe，yibajiangwotuidaozaidi。“weiweibuhuipianwo！yongyuanbuhui！”taxiangshiyaoshuofuziji，
yibianyouyibiandizhongfuzhe。ranhou，tataochushouji，botonglexuyouweidedianhua。takailemianti。
dianhuahenkuaibeijietong，chuanlaixuyouweitiannideshengyin。“siniange，nizhongyulianxiwole，
wohaoxiangni……”fusinianshenxiyikouqi，shengyinsiyadiwen：“weiwei，nigaosuwo，cenwunainaideyao，
shibushininade？”dianhuaneitouchenmole。jimiaozhonghou，xuyouweidaizhekuqiangdeshengyinchuanlai。
nanshou……woyiweiwoyaosile……”“wobuzhidaoneigeyaoduitaneimezhongyao……”“duibuqi……siniange，
nibuyaoshengwodeqihaobuhao？”takudelihuadaiyu，chuchukelian。renheyigenanrentingle，douhuixinruan。
fusinianyeyiyang。tayanlidefengkuanghezhengzha，jianjianbeixintengqudai。tabishangyanjing，zaizhengkaishi，
yijinghuifulewangridelengjing。tagualedianhua，kanxiangdishangdewo，yanshenbingleng。“nitingdaole。
”“tabushiguyide。”“zheijianshi，daociweizhi。”“wohuijiabeibuchangni。”wotangzaidishang，kanzheta。
kanzhezheigediandaoheibai，zhimibuwudenanren。woturanjuede，zijizheisannian，jiushiyigetiandadexiaohua。
womanmandicongdishangpaqilai。“fusinian。”wokanzheta，pingjingdikaikou。“womenwanle。