第1章留守
doushuorenfeishengxian，yibeizizonghuizuoxierangzijihouhuideshi，suoyiyidingyaoxuehuiziqia，fouzejiuhuibeiwufaniuzhuandejiejushanghai，shenzhishasi。
meigeyuede11hao，dangwoguizaizhangjianmubeiqianchanhuideshihou，jiuduizheijuhuashenxinbuyi。
wocengjingbuxianggaosurenherenwolaizinali，yinweibuxianghuiyiguoqu。
fumuzhongnanqingnv，nainaisihouduziyigerenhuozhe，yiweidushukeyigaibianmingyunquebeixiaoyuanbaoli。
zheixiegoupiguoquyoushenmekehuiyide？
likaijiaxianghou，wobuxiangjiandaogenjiaxiangxiangguanderenheren，yebuxiangdatingguanyujiaxiangderenheren，baokuowodefumu，baokuozhangjian。
meigerenduiguxiangdouyoushenqing，tamenshiketixingzijibuyaowangben，shenzhiyaoxungen。
wobuyiyang，woxiangyaowangben，henbudezijimeiyougen，wobuhuiquxunneixiegoupidegen。
“zhangjian”zheilianggezi，cengjingshiwoshengmingzhongduliuyibandecunzai，wozaizhongxuedeshihoujiuxiangbatawandiao，napayongdaoziguadaogutoudouzaisuobuxi。
kedangwokandaotazhendesizaiwomianqiandeshihou，womeiyouruyuanyichangde**。
shenzhizaihoulaiyixiangdaotademingzi，wodeyanjingjiuhuizhangchao，leishuifanlan，xinqianglineiketiaodongdexinzanghuichoutong，tongdaowoxiangshidelejuezhengyiyang。
woqiangpozijibuyaoquxiangta。
wopawozaixiangxiaqu，huisi。
wowufaziqiazijidezuinie。
fumudaizhetamenxinganbaobeierzilijiadagong，rangwohenianjin80denainaizailaojiashouzheyijingkuaiyaotale，yijinghaowuyiyidelaofangzi。
yigenianmaidelaoren，daigeshangsuankerendexiaoyatouzhuzainongcun，bushuobiede，jiucunlineixielaoguanggunhedanshenhanzukebianchengchailanghubao。
tamenzongshizaiyelilaiqiaowomenzhiyazuoxiangdetangwumen，tingwonainaidaizhekesoudecanglaomashengyebingbuhaipa，fanerzhuaxielaoshuheshewangwojialidiu。
nainaikuzheshuobaohubulewo，wobiandadianhuajifumurangtamenjiewoquneibian，wokeyichiku，wokeyibangtamenfendanjiawu，wokeyiguandidi，woshenmedouhuizuo，zhiyaodaiwozou。
kefumushuoneibiandeshenghuochengbenbinongcungao，erqielaojiacunlizizhudushu，buyongxuefei，danquletamenneibianwozhinengdujiqiandexuexiao，tamenfudanbuqi。
woneishihoucaizhidao，nongcundefangzigenbenbuyongrenshou，zhishiwohenainailianggeshimeiyongderen，shifudan，bixubeipaoqi。
dangwodiyicizaimenqiandeziliudilibeiyigenianjinwushisuidelaoguanggunqifudeshihou，wojuewangdaokubuchusheng。
wozhuazhusuoyounengzhuazhudedongxiwangneilao**denaodaishangza，zhongyuzadaotatoupoxueliu，houlai，tayidongbudongdepazaiwodeshenshang，xueliulewoyishen。
wobaohulezijimeibeiqinfan，kewoyijingmeileliqi，tuibukaishenshangdesiren，wohanleyisheng“mama，baba！”
hanwanwocaiyishidaowomeiyoubabamama，neiyike，wosixinliefeidehan，“nainai！nainai！nijiuwoa！”
nainaixiachuangdoukunnan，shengbinghaixuyaowoweifan，kewozhiyouzheiyangyigerenkeyiyikao，napatayingwoyisheng，woyenengkandaoyidiandiandeguangliang。
woshaleren，laoguanggunmeiyouzinv，cunlihenduorentongqingwo，woshizhengdangfangwei，dourangcunzhangzhuchigongdao，paichusuolairenlejieqingkuang，haihaowoshenfenzhengdedenianlingbijiaoxiao，lairenwozaijializhuleyizhou。
womingmingcaishishouhaizhe，kedierzhouwodaizhexinliyinyinghuidaoxuexiao，woweilechilingshigenlelaoguanggundeliuyanjiuchuandedaochudoushi。
我当时18岁。