yiqiwanlejitian,qijianhaiouyulecizhousheng。
chenzhexieyanqumaiyinliaodeshihoutazoudaowopangbian,tiaomeixiaodao:“zenmeyang,shibushihenyouxiaoguo?”
wowuyudiniletayiyan,“nizenmezhidaode?”
“qinglvchaojiananrenlaizhuidejuqingwojiandeduole,yichudiantideshihoutayizhikanzhewomenzheibianwojiuzhidaole。”
neitouxieyansiyousuogandihuitou,zhuagezhengzhe。
我闭眼,头都疼了。
pianpianzhoushenghaijixugaoshiduiwopaolegemeiyan。
zhiliangrennengtingdaodeshengyin,tashuo:“jiejie,duinanrenbunengzheimerongyiyuanliang,haiyou,derangtayouweijigantacaihuizhenxi。”
xieyanhuilaishi,zhoushengyijingzoule。
wohaizaixiangdengxiatawenqilaiwozenmeshuoni,ketaqueshenmedoumeiwen。
haoxiangyijingzhidaoleyiban,shenqingzirandibayinliaojiwo,qianguowodeshou。
“你不好奇吗?”
“meishi,zhiyaowozhidaonixinlimeiyoubieren,jiumeishi。”
tashuodekending,woturanxiangshuayishuata,“nizenmezhidaowoxinlimeibieren。”
xieyantaiqiwobeitaqianzhedeshou,qingqingdizhuoleyixia,“wojiushizhidao。”
woxinlibuxiedixiangzhe:“yaoshiwoxianyujianderenjia,haizhenbuyidingni,bijingrenjiazhangdeneimehewoshenmei,na······”
wodexinlihuodongshashitingzhu,yinweiganggangxieyanhuranjiqiweiqudikanlewoyiyan。
hesi,haiyiweitanengzhidaowozaixiangshenmeni。
huiguodefeijishang,xieyanqianguowodeshou,huanhuandishizhixiangkou,lianshangquanshixingfu。
woyixiaxinruan,youdianbuxiangdapozheifuchangjing。
raneryuekaojinjia,neixiefannaoyeyixiazhongxinyongjinnaohai。
“xieyan,woshishuorenzhende,yaoshinijixulibuqing,neizheiyangdeqingkuangzhihuibuduanfashengde。”
一路上沉默无言。
zhidaoxialeche,diantili,xieyansongkaixingli,zaiciqianguowodeshou,shenserenzhen,“niannian,wohuichulihaode,nifangxin,wobuhuirangbierenyingxiangdaowomendeganqingheshenghuo。”
huayingangluo,dingdeyisheng,diantidaoda。
menkai,womendoubeiheleyixia。
menkouzuozhegechuanzhelianmaoweiyi,maozibazhengzhangliandougaizhuderen。
tingdaodiantisheng,tamengdiyixiazhanqilai,fangxiamaozi。
是周安。
tayijidongjiuxiangguolailazhuwodeyixiu,beixieyanlanzhu,caishanshandifangxiashou,yuqizhencheng,“saozi,woshilaidaoqiande。”
“woneishijiuxiangwanyiwan,zhenmeixiangdaohuipohuainimendejinianride。”tajuzhesigenshouzhitoufashi,“zheijitianwotingshuoyangezhuiquguowaile,shizaiguoyibuqu,jiuxiangzhehaishiyaoguolaigensaozidaogeqian。”
tazigaofenyongshuoyaozuodundacanmibuwomen,zhenghao,womengangxiafeijileideyaosi。
erqie,wozhidaotazhishizuihoudedaohuosuo,youbushiquanyinweita。
yiwaideshi,tadeshouyihenshibucuo。
zhouanshashiangzhetoujiaoaomanman,“neidangran,dangnianwoheyangexuelejigeyuechu······”
xieyanyigeyanshenguoqu,tabianyanyandishoulesheng。
neitianzhihou,womenzanshihuifuchengyiqiandezhuangtai,zhibuguohaishizaifenfangshui。
woyekanzhetayidiandiankaishijujuebierendedianhua,kaishiqufenbianshifouzhendexuyaota。
我心软了。
tajiwojieshiguo,youshihoutabushibuzhidaokenengbierenjiaotaqudeyuanyinshijiade,keshitapayouzhendeneiyitian,yaoshiyinweicuowudepanduandaozhichushi,tahuiyuxinbuan。
erqiesheijiaotameiwanchuandeneimeyouren,meiciyinyinyueyuediluchuxiongjihuoshifuji,yinrenxiaxiang,ranhoudichenzheshengyingourenyouweiqudiwen:“niannian,jinwankebukeyiyiqishui?”
kenengwozhenshigedasepeiba。
“xiangbudaoa,xieyanweilezhuilaopohuizheiyang!”guimisongsusuxiaodebuxing,“buguoyeshi,sheijiaotabenlaijiuxihuanni,nashedejiuzheiyangfenkaia。”
wolengleyixia,“ng?shenmexihuan?”
susudunshitingzhuxiao,“buhuiba,nibuzhidaotaxihuannia?!”
“zhiqianyoucinibushigennibamachaojiayigerenpaolechuqu,neishiwomenjijiazhenghaozaichifan,nijiwodadianhuatatingdaole,zaijiandoumeishuojiulazhewoqujienia。”
“wo······woyiweishinijiaotabangmanga。”
“qudaozhihouwojiantadeyanshenjiumeicongnishenxiaxialaiguo,yixiajiucaidaole。”
“haiyouhaiyou,zhiqianwomenquwaidishangdaxue,youyicinibuxianghuijia,pianpianyouxihuanchilukouneijialaochuantongshougongfenglisu,wohuixiaodeshihoujinidaileyifen,qishineijiandianguanmenle,neishitazuode,wobushihaiteyigennishuolezheishimougexihuanniderenzuode?!”
“wo······neishihounibushitexihuanshuoshenmexihuanbuxihuande,woyiweiyoushizheiyangshuoxiaodema。”
我的声音越说越小。