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yuliaozhongdetengtongmeiyouxilai。
yourendangzaileshixizhoushenqian。
shixizhouzhandouzhejieyuzhengkaiyan，kanjianneizhangliandeshunjian，xianglaijianyidetahongleyanquan。
“jie...”tashengyindouzaifazhan。
buzhidaoshiweiqu，haishishengsiyixianbeihede。
tamuguangyueguoshiyikebeizachuyuqingdeshouxuejiantou，kanxiangbuyuanchudeyinanyinv。
linyanshanyilianjinghunweiding，yuqinghuanyiweizaitahuaili，lazhelinyanshandeshouanzhuzijixiaofu，qingshenganfuzheshenme。
shiyikeshenmedoumeiwen，lengzhelianjishixizhouzhenglilingjiehewaitao，wanyaojishixizhoupixieshangcengdenidiancaganjing，daizherenlikai。
heyuqinghuancajianerguodeshunjian，yuqinghuanqishen，qingqingwozhuleshixizhoudeshouwan，shitubatacongshiyikeshenbiandaili。
“xizhou，bushigangcaibujiuni，shiwohuaile...linyanshandehaizi，ninenglijiede，duiba？”
时西洲麻木的笑笑。
yuqinghuannandeliuluchutaohaoshixizhoudeshenqing，haoshenghaoqi，“wozhiyaoyigeyue，xizhou。wozhidaozheiduanshijiannikenengtingshuoleshenmefengyanfengyu，dannixiangxinwo，neidoushiyoukuzhongde。”
“woyijingzaichoucuowomendehunlile，haishengershijiutian，wodayingnideyiqiedouhuizuodao！nizheiduanshijianguaiguaide，waimianchuanshenmedoubuyaotingbuyaoxin，haobuhao？”
shixizhoupijuandediandiantou。
zaiteng，zaishangxin，yejiuzhiyouzheijitianle。
tahuidengzhekan，kanyuqinghuandasuanzenmeweitamenzheiqinianjianbudeguangdeganqingshouchang。
shiyikedaizheshixizhouhuijia。
dengshixizhouqingxupingfudianle，shiyikecaikaikou。
“xianghejieshuodianshenmema？biru...niheyuqinghuan？”
时西洲摇头，沉默。
shiyikemolemodididefading，“buxiangshuojiubushuo。nizuotianshuodechuguoliuxuedeshiqing，jieyijingzaibanle。zhishi...xubuxuyaowosongnichuguodeshihou，shunbianbanideshenfenxinxi，quanbumodiao？suiranyujiazaijingzhounengzhishouzhetian，danzanggerenzheizhongxiaoshi，jiehaishinengzuodaode。”
时西洲点头。
“woyaochuchayizhou，”shiyikelaqixinglixiang，“zheiyizhouniyaolaolaoshishide，zaijialinalidoubuyaoqu。yujiabushininengduifude，linyanshandexinjiniyeyingfubulai，shijiadelaodongxiyizhikannibushunjian。”
shiyikedingzhu，“tiandadeweiqu，rendaowohuijiazaishuo。”
...
时西洲很听话。
yiqiantazaijingzhouganbahu，ganreshishengfei，zhangzheyuqinghuanzheigeyujiada**huijitachengyao。
neishihouyuqinghuanshitadedixialianren。
现在不是了。
shiyikezouhou，shixizhouhentinghuadezubuchuhu。
zhidaoyuqinghuandeyitongdianhuadalai。
“xizhou，nixianzaiyinggaiyijinglengjingle。womenjianyimianhaoma，wobazheiduanshijianfashengdeshiqing，dangmianhenihaohaojieshijieshi。”
dianhuaneitouyuqinghuandeshengyinwenrouqianquan。
shixizhoushouanzaixiongkoudeweizhi，ganshouzhenanyiyizhi、luanlepiankedexintiao。
“好。”
yuqinghuandeyuqihenxinxi，“woqujieni！”
“好。”
虞清欢来的很快。
jiuhaoxiangshenmedoumeifashengyiyang，wanzheshixizhoushoubeishangche，shunshoujishixizhouzhenglixizhuangwaitao，chenguaitabuhuidaliziji。
shixizhoushangchejiufankun，helejikouyuqinghuandilaideyinliao，henkuaihunhunchenchenshuizhele。
dengtazhengyan，kandaozhouweiyipianheian。
youheiankongjuzhengdeshixizhoushengsilijiedejianjiaochusheng！
“yuqinghuan，niyaoganshenme！nifangwochuqu！nikaidenga！”
tabeifanbangzherengzaidishang。
动弹不得。
takanzhezhouweishensuideheian，kongjudeyaotuchulai。
“yuqinghuan，nikaideng！woqiunikaideng！”
yuqinghuandeshengyinzaibuyuanchuxiangqi。
lengmode，bujinrenqingde。
“xizhou，wozhidaonipahei，zheishiwonengxiangdaode，duinibutinghua‘zuiwenhe’dechengfafangshi。”
“weishenmeyaobalinyanshanzangqilai？”
“wobushishuolexiageyuewoyidinghuijiajini？weishenmenijiushibutinghua，yaoshanzizuozhu？”
“wohuaizhelinyanshandehaizi，zheigehaizibixuyougenadechushoudefuqin！zheibushiwanxiao，nibienao。”
“gaosuwolinyanshanzainali，fouze，xizhou，niyidinghuihouhui。”
时西洲满脸是泪。
他看着无边黑暗。
“yuqinghuan，woyijinghouhuile。”
“woqiunifangguowohaobuhao？wobuyongnijiajiwole，wobuxiangdengle。zhiqianqiniansuanwohuogai。nirangwozou，congciyihou，womenjiushimoluren！”