04xingguangchuanmeiniandushengdian，ruqierzhi。wozhanzaigaoloushang，kanzhexianchangzhibo。jingtouli，
guyuanyishengaojidingzhixizhuang，yiqifengfa，beiwanlizhengshiqiaoxiaoqianxidezhaowan。zhuchirenshengyinjiang：“xiamian，
rangwomenyouqingbennianduzuijushehuiyingxianglijilupiandaoyan，《chenmodeshanghen》dedizaozhe——guyuandaoyan！
yijitameilidongrendeweihunqi，zhaowan**！”zhangshengleidong，guyuanjieguohuatong，
shenqingkuankuandikanxiangzhaowan：“jintian，bujinshiwozhiyeshengyadezhongyaoshike，gengshiworenshengdezhuanzhedian。
ganxiewaner，yuanyipeiwoyiqi，jixuyongjingtouchuandiaiyuxiwang……”zhaowanzeshixiusediyiweizheta，
jieshouzhequanchangdeyanxianhezhufu。aiyuxiwang？wodakailezhibo。jingtoufanzhuan，duizhunlewoziji。canbaidelian，
kongdongdeyanshen，yijiyiyanjiukandechulaidetiantai。zhibojianbiaotihenjiandan，
yehenxiliuliang：《chenmodeshanghen》zhenxiang——xianjiguyuandaoyandedinghunhelishunjian，
yongruderenchaojibaolepingtai。“ainanjielaile！gudaodinghundoubufangguo？”“ainanaiwanqi！
qianfudanihainenghejie，ou。”“yaotiaokuaitiao！biedanwugudaolingjiangfayan！”“youlaiqiangwanerjiefengtou！
qusi！”woshiruowudu，duizhejingtoukaikou，shengyinsiyaqueyichangqingxi：“wokaishijiaolinmo，
yujianwangzhiqiangzhihouwojiao‘muzhu’、‘peiqianhuo’，likaitazhihouwoyoujiaochenxi。
zongeryanzhiwobujiaoainanjie。”“wosuotuofeiren，jiajileyigejiabaonan。tadongtianjiaotouwo，jiangsuozaiyangtai。
yantoutangzaihouyaoshang，zilazuoxiang。shaoyouburuyijiubawosuozaigoulongli，nabianzichoudewoxueroumohu。
“yanleishunzhelianjialiuluo，yuanchuturanchuanlaijingdi。wobuweisuodong，yiziyiju，
ziziqixue：“zheiyangderiziwoguolesannian。duokuiletabawodaliuchan，wocainengqiuzhuyishengtaolechulai。
““wolaidaozheigewosuweimoumiandeguxiang，kaiqileyigexinrensheng，chenxizheigemingzi，
jiushiwoweileqingzhucaigaide。**zijidenulichengweiledianshitaiyijie，zhidaoyigeyueqian，guyuanzhaodaowo。
“wodunledun，jiezheshuo：“guyuanzhaodaowo，shuoyaoyongjingtoutiwotaogongdao，
yaowoweisuoyoubeijiabaodenvxingfasheng。”“yushitasidiaomasaike，puguangwogongsidizhi，bawomaijiwangzhiqiang，
yaowohetayanshijidahejiedehaoxi。wangzhiqiangshouqian，zuogongyidashixibai。“louxiadenghuotongmingyipian，
shenhouyoujingchazhujianbijin。danmuchedichenmo，wozaiyipianjijingzhongxiaodezizaichangkuang。“jintian，tadinghunle。
nazhewodexuelei，huanlejiangbei，huanlejiaoqi。”“wodegongdaoni？”woditou，duiyiranganlaideguyuandahan，
sixinliefeidenuhou：“guyuan——”“nihuixiadiyude！”taneishuangtaohuayanlixianzaishengmanlejingkong，
zuibayizhangyihe，shuangtuitanruandiguizaidishang，buzhizaishuoshenme。yexushizaiqiurao，yexushizaizhouma。
kebuguanzenyang，wodejihuadachengle。05wozhanzaibianyuan，danbodeshentizaigaokongzhongyaoyaoyuzhui。
guyuanzaibanfenzhongneijiuchongshangletiantai，yuwoyaoyaoxiangwang。wotaitoukanlekanmantianfanxing，
chengshidetiankongzhongjishaojiandaozheibanchangjing。worengjidewohaizainongcunshi，
cengxiangxingkongxuyuan：xiwangjianglaizouchunongcun，lingyouyifanrensheng。shangtiantingjianlewodexinyuan，erzheiyici，
yehuishixianwodexinyuan。yanqiandeguyuanyouxienaonu，tachihongyan，
shengyinlihanzhezhennu：“woshuoguowohuihaohaodainideba，niweishenmehaiyaogaozheiyichu？““xianzailimaguolai，
biezaizuohuirangwoshengqideshile。“wokanzheyanqianzheizhangshuxidelian，
xindizuihouyisiweiruodelianyibeichedidongjie。meiyoufennu，meiyoukongju。zhiyouyipianshenbujiandide，
pingjingdejuewang。guyuan，”woshengyinbugao，daizheyizhongsijidebingleng，“niyande……zhenhao。
”talianshangneixiongyongdebeitongshunjianninggu，yandishanguoyisilaibujiyanshidehuangluan。wodingzhetadelian，
pingjingdixuangao：“nixuyaozhenshidesucai，suoyiwodelian，wodemingzi，yijiwobeiyantoutangshangdebahen，
beinijianjinyugaopiandangxuetou。”“nixuyaoshehuiyiyilaichengjiuzijideshiye，suoyipuguangwodedizhi，
bawangzhiqiangyindaowojiamenkou，gaosuwozheidianxishengzhide。”“nixuyaoyuanmanjieju，suoyipianwodaogongsi，
biwoyanshijihejieexinxima，nishuo‘weilewodeshiye，xishengyixia’。”“xianzai，nixuyaowanhuimingsheng，
baozhunidejinxiuqiancheng。”“suoyi，nizhanzaizheiliwanhuiwo。yixiangdaonikoukoushengshengshuoquzhaowandoushiweilewo，
wojiujuedexuweiwubi。zhaowanhegu，woyouhegu！”tadelianshunjianshabai，
zuichunyizhangyihefangfoxiangbianbaishenme。wodixiatou，huanhuanlaqiyixiu，luchuchenjiudeyanba，
tachoulouerzhengning：“nidedubaijiuhewoshoushangdeshanghenyiyang，doushiniyonglaidachengmudedegongju。
“tachedihongleyan，jijinkongjudiwanhui：“xixi，shiwoxuwei，danwoqiunibietiao……““wocuole，
wobuhuiquzhaowande，zhishiqingqiunibuyaoshanghaiziji……“wobuyuantanjiutazaizheiyikezhanluchudeqingshen，
xinzhongyipiansiji，weiweiranqidequeshimudejijiangdachengdechangkuai。yexutacengzhenxinaiguowo，xiangyaoquwo，
kezheixieqingganzaoyibeitadexingweixiaomodaijinle。
wozuihoukanleyiyanjiaoxianeipianbeiyuwangjinrandeguangguailulidechengshi。zaitaimou，
muguanglveguoguyuanneizhangshihunluopo、jinghuangshicuodelian。“guyuan，”wodeshengyinqingdexiangtanxi，
youzhongderutongzaxiangdadidejushi，“nizheizhongemo，jiuyinggaihuidaonigaizaidedifang。”ranhou，
zaiguyuanchebugandesihoushengzhong，
zaisuoyoushituwanliuhefennudedanmuhongliuzhong——woyongjinquanlilazhuleguyuanwanghoudao。
xiangshizhengtuolewuxingdejiasuo，youxiangshitouruyigedengdaiyijiude、jueduiningjingdehuaibao。
shentiqingyingdixianghoudaoqu。renpingzhongli，jieguanyiqie。shijiefeisushangsheng、mohu、yuanqu。
xuanxiaoruchaoshuibantuique。weiyoufengsheng，chengweilinghunzhuixiangyonghengjijingqian，zuihoutingdaode……ziyoulezhang。
06womeisicheng。qiebutijingchazaojiupuhaodehuanchongdian，
danshigaolouxialianxujigeweilanhuanchongjiuzugoujianqingchongjili。zaicizhengyanshi，
yanpichenzhongderutongyazheqianjunjushi。wohaihuozhe。zheigerenzhirangwozhanghuyikouqi。bijingsuiranwoxinhuiyileng，
danwobuhuiweileyigezhazijiurangzijisiqu，haiyaobeishangsharendezuiming。xiadiyudelingyouqiren。“xingle？
ganjuezenmeyang？”yigepibeidenanshengxiangqi，shiyisheng。wozhanglezhangzui，houlonggansedefabuchushengyin，
zhinengweiweizhuandongyanqiu。“duochuguzhe，neizangyoucuoshang，naozhendang……wanxing，meiyouzhimingshang。
niyunqi……huozheshuo，louxianeiliangzhuangmanzhixiangdehuoche，jiuleniyiming。”“nixuyaojingyanghenjiu。
lingwai……waimianyouhenduorenxiangjianni。”henduoren？jizhe？jingcha？haishi……guyuan？
zheigemingzitangzaiwodexinshang，dailaiyizhenshenglixingdejingluan。womengdibishangyanjing，jiangtoujiannandizhuanxianglingyibian。
jiexialaidejitian，wozaiyaowudezuoyongxiahunchenyouqingxing。oueryouhushijinlaihuanyao，yanshenduoshan，yuyanyouzhi。
bingfangdedianshibeiyizoule，shoujibuzhisuozong。danwonengganjuedao，waimiandeshijieyijingtianfandifu。
turanyouyitian，laileyiweimoshengnvren。“zhao**，bingrenqingxuhaibuwending，
xuyaoxiuxi……”hushideshengyinyadehendi。“wozhidao。wojiukankanta。
”shengyindezhurensihumeiyoulikaideyisi。menbeiqingqingtuikai。wobizheyan，jiazhuangchenshui，jiaobushengtingzaichuangbian，