以爱她之名第一章

woshiyimingbaleiwuzhe,quwaernacansaishiwobishengdemeng。

kebisaideqianyiwan,wolaogongweibaiyueguangdairenzaduanlewodetui。

「zheichangbisaiqianqiandengleshinian,niyoushenmezigegentaqiang?」

「zhiyourangnishiqushuangtui,qianqiancaiyoujihuiquyuanmeng!」

jutongxijuanquanshen,woyaoyaqiuta。

「bisaiwokeyibuqu,danzuoweiyigewuzhehemama,wobunengmeiyoutui。」

ketachongerbuwen,tiegunyixiajieyixiadiza,zhidaoxueroumohu,tamingrenjiangwoguanjindixiashi。

「zhiyourangnisixin,qianqiancaihuianxin!」

suizhetiemendeguanbi,woyeyongyuandibishangleyanjing。

zhishihoulai,gutingchuanzifeishuangtuiyeyaorangwohuoguolai。

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地下室昏暗无光。

weiyoucongtongfengkoutoujinlaiyisiweiguang,jiangwoshenxianeipianninggudehong,yingzhaodechumujingxin。

kegangpeibaiyueguangcansaihuilaidegutingchuan,sihaobuzhiwoyijingsilesantian。

haiwanzhebaiyueguangdeshou,manmianchunfeng。

「qianqian,nidemengxiangzhongyushixianle,woyesuanshiweinizuolejiandashi,jintianwoyidingyaoqinzixiachu,jinihaohaoqingzhuyifan。」

tashuohuashi,meishaoyanjiaodoutouzheyiguzichongni,haosizheishijiandeyiqiedoubibushangxuqianqian。

xuqianqianyifunanyandexingfen,kezaikandaoqiangbishangdehunshazhaoshi,talianshangdexiyueshunjianzhuanhuachengshiluo。

「tingchuan,yaobuhaishisuanleba,weilewo,niyijingrangtashiquleshuangtui,xianzaiyouyaoweiwoqingzhu,huitounilaopoyaoshizhidaole,yidinghuihensiwode。」

tayifuchuchukelian,zuoshimoleideyangzi,ranggutingchuandunshicuqilemei。

「wobuzhunnizheimeshuo,banianqianyaobushitalianxidaoshi,quxiaoneichangbisai,niyebuhuicuoguowaerna。nifangxin,zheicitayaoshizaigangaopohuai,wojiubatadeshuangshouyefeile!」

jiandingdeyuqilimeiyousihaoyouyu,sihujuedebugou,tapengqixuqianqiandelianyoujixudao。

「quwaernashinicongxiaodaodademeng,wojiushiweilebangnishixianmengxiang,caiweibeineixinzhuiqiulinmengyao,haifeijinxinsirangtashengxiahaizi。xianzai,womenhaoburongyiyoujihuiyuanmeng,juebunengyinweipangrenjiuqingyifangqi!」

tabaozhuxuqianqian,manhanshenqingdiquanwei,rangwohunshenfanchucigudehan。

banianqian,woshiweilegutingchuancaifangqilemengmeiyiqiudewudaoshiye。

ketaquezaiwosantianqian,zaicishoudaowaernadecansaiyaoqingshi,dairenqiangxingbawoanzaidishang。

「zheichangbisaishiqianqianmengmeiyiqiude,nizenmeganchixinwangxianghetaqiang?linmengyao,nijiushigepingpingwuqidepeichen,qianqiansuibiantiaoyiduanwudoubiniqiangbaibei,nigenbenbupeizhanzaineiyangdewutaishang!!」

tataijiaocaizhuwodeshou,ranhouduoguowodeyaoqinghan。

wonanyizhixin,gengshibuzhitakouzhongdeqianqianshishei,zhinengjiliqiqiu。

「tingchuan,nibuyaonaole,nibushizuixihuankanwotiaowudema?wonengyongyouzheigejihuiburongyi,nikuaibatahaijiwo。」

gutingchuanjiuhaoxiangmeitingjian,caizhewoshoudejiaoyufayongli。

「haijini?niyepei?qianqiandengleshiniancaizhongyudengdao,juebunengyinweiniduansongqiancheng,zhiyourangnishiqushuangtui,qianqiancaiyoujihuiquyuanmeng!」

shuozhe,tamingbaobiaobawotengkongjiaqi,ranhouzhongzhongdishuaizaidishang。

duntongzhishiwomeiyicungutoudouyaosanjia,kegutingchuanhaibubaxiu,taminglingbaobiaosisikouzhuwodesizhi。

ranhoujianqidishangdebangzichaowobijin。

woyanlimanshijingkong,lianlianqiqiu。

「bisaiwokeyibuqu,danzuoweiyigewuzhehemama,wobunengmeiyoutui,wohaiyaozhaogulele,haiyaoshenghuo。」

ketachongerbuwen,yangqitiegunyixiajieyixiadizaiwotuishangza。

neizhongbinlinsiwangdezhixigan,rangwotonghubuzhi。

gutingchuanquehenhenduzhulewodezui。

xianxuebansuizhegutousuilie,wojicixianruhunjue,doubeitayiciciyonglengshuipoxing。

「linmengyao,wojiushiyaorangnizhidao,qiangzoubushuyuzijidedongxishizhongzenyangdexiachang。」

zhengzhenglianggexiaoshi,wozaiqingxingzhongganshouzhejutong,zhidaoxueroumohu,woshuangtuiyechediduanlie,gutingchuancaimingrenbawoguanjindixiashi。

「zhiyourangnichedisixin,qianqiancainenganxin。」

tiemenguanbideneiyike,wodeshengmingyejiucizhongjie。

yeshizaineiyike,wocaizhidao,takouzhongdexuqianqianshitacengaierbudedebaiyueguang。

wotaiyankanzheyanqiandenanren。

xiangbudao,sannianxianglian,wunianhunyin,wubureyikexindeyuantoushitazishizhizhongdouweicengjiaofudezhenxin,shitaweilexuqianqianduiwodejiayifengyingyuweizhuang。

keshi,taweitaqingqisuoyoudeshihou,youmeiyouxiangguo,neiyeshiwodebishengsuoqiu,shiwowushugeriyezhanzhuanfancequechujibudaodemeng。

眼泪顺着脸颊滚落。

gutingchuanhaizaibuyanqifandihongzhexuqianqian。

zhidaosisuideerzipaochulai,zuilinannanzhe,「yaomama。」

gutingchuanbaozhexuqianqiandeshoucaiyouyoushouhui,lianshangqueshibunai。

「dawanshangbushuijue,nipaochulaizuoshenme!」

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tashenshoujiuzhulele,lidaodaderanghaizizhinendelianshangluchutongkushenqing,kezuiliyijiunannanzhe。

「yaomama,yaomama。」

gutingchuanzuitaoyanhaiziku。

zidalelechusheng,tameiyoujinguoyitianweirenfudezeren。

napatashiyinweijietiku,tayezongshibunaidehechi「zhenfan」ranhouzhuanshenlikai。

congqian,wozhirenweitashiyingongzuomangliuerfenbuchujingli。

kexianzaikanlai,leleshitaweileshixianxuqianqiandemengxiang,liyongwoerbudebujieshoudejieguo。

「你闭嘴!」

gutingchuannuhouyisheng,lingyizhishouhenhenshanzailelelianshang。

**detengtongshunjianrangleleshilesheng,xiaoxiaodeshenquyebeishandewaixiangyibian。

xuqianqianluchujiehensideweixiao,quebuwanglazhugutingchuan。

「haizihaixiao,nizheiyanghuihedaota,huitouyaoshirangmengyaozhidaole,feigennipinmingbuke!」

shuozhe,tahaizuoshimolemoleledelian。

buzhishimuzilianxinhaishilelebennengxiangfankang,tayikouyaozhulexuqianqiandeshou。

xuqianqiandunshitonghu,daizheyayindeshouzhishenchujidixianhongdexue,gutingchuanshunshileitingdanu,taishoujiubaleleshuaidaoleyibian。

guanxingdechongjiranglelezhenggesuochengleyituan。

gutingchuanqueqianqixuqianqiandeshou,yanzhongmanshilianxi。

「qianqiannizenmeyang?tengbuteng?wozheijiudainiquyiyuan。」

woshengsilijie,shenchuzaoyibucunzaideshuangbeiqiqiugutingchuan。

「jiujiulele,takeshinideqinshenggurou。」

kegutingchuanzishizhizhongmeiyouhuitoukanyiyan,baozhexuqianqianjiushangleche。

cheziyiluchicheng,henkuaibianxiaoshizaiyesezhong。

wobaozhutikubuzhidelele,xinlixiangbeiqiandaowanguabannanshou。

ruoyoulaisheng,woningyuanconglaimeirenshiguogutingchuan,yeyidingbuhuifangqizhuiqiuzijidemengxianghereai。

buzhiguoleduojiu,lelezaijingkonghetengtongzhongshuiqu。

womozhetahongzhongdelian,turanxiangqilebanianqian。

neichangshengdadebaleiwuxunhuiyanchu,wozuoweituanduidaibiaoxiangtouzifangzhixie。

zhuanshennajiushiyugutingchuanzhuanglegemanhuai。

gaojiaobeilidexiangbinsazaigutingchuanshenshang,wohuangmangzhiqian,taqueshuanglangyixiao,shuowodewudaotaiguoyouxiyinli,yizhiyurangtazouludoushileshen。

wobeitadefengquhezhenchengdouxiao,yilaierqubianjiaohuanlelianxifangshi。

tatantubufan,duibaleiwuyishuyeyouzhedutedejianjie,woyiweizijishitaxiangyuzhiyin,henkuaibianhetaburuaihe。

kezaiyiqimeiduojiu,tabianjiegugongsirenshoubugou,yaowotongtayiqidali。

wodangshiyouyu,yinweiwudaoshiwobishengreai,kegutingchuanquemanhanshenqingdiqiqiuwo。

「gongsizhengchuyuguanjianshiqi,meiyigejuecedouguanhushengsi,mengyao,qiunibangwo。」

wangzheneimanshiqidaiyujiaojideshuangyan,woyishixinruan,biandayingle。

jingongsihou,wonulixuexiyewu,fangqilewudaopailian。

我的导师极力劝我。

「wudaoshinibishengreai,bunengqingyifangqi。」